Month: August 2021

I only got about 4.5 hours the night following my first 24 hours of denial which consisted of probably at least 20 edges. Following suggestions in the comments and from messages, I made good use of my time awake in the middle of the night. My favorite was having my vibrator in my pussy, kept in place by my panties and booty shorts. I couldn’t keep it on though- It would have pushed me over. I also tried temperature play for the first time using ice! Kinda fun, but it did not calm my needy clit long enough to fall asleep. I’ve read a little about hypnosis and Cal’s Curse, and I found the audio. I think I listened to it twice but it could have been three times… we will see in the near future what the results will be!I only ever had one toy until yesterday, when I decided to go to a sex store (if that’s what they are called?) and buy a dildo. I don’t have a lot of firsthand experience with penises so I was definitely feeling lost and embarrassed looking at so many dildos. I went for the most simple one I could find but it’s much bigger than my vibrator which is intimidating. Finally, I got home, got naked, and got to edging. I actually started by catching up on my reddit messages and notifications, while keeping a single finger lightly on my clit without moving it. For 30 minutes. It was the best kind of torture! I was very ready to be stimulated after a long day of work and errands. I mixed and matched with my hands, vibrator settings and placement, body positions, etc. I also used my new dildo for the very first time. It’s definitely going to take a while to fit the whole thing in, because I used a lot of lube and I barely fit the tip! I definitely felt a stretching sensation and it hurt a little during (and after- it was kind of sore for at least another hour) but I did my best! I’m excited by the challenge. That was the afternoon and by nighttime I didn’t get a chance to play with myself or even listen to Cal’s Curse again! I managed to sleep through the night and I did so without wearing panties- not something I normally do. That nakedness and vulnerability made me feel every sensation at a heightened degree and I felt like a very good girl. I don’t have a master at the moment (I am not looking for one but if you are interested in the full story I am happy to share) but it made me feel good to know that if I had one I would be fully ready for his use at a moment’s notice. This morning I didn’t have time for any edging but I have some scheduled in my head for today, and I plan on listening to Cal’s Curse again as I understand it should be listened to regularly for the hypnosis to have it’s best effect. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

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So, i’ve been edging all morning. I usually don’t edge while people are in the room with me unless it’s part of a play session. But i just can’t stop myself today, so while my roommate and i are watching tv on the sofa, i’m under a blanket, rubbing my swollen clit and sliding fingers into my soaking pussy, backing off only as i feel myself getting close and licking my fingers. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

First post from a long time lurker! I (25F) recently broke up with my long-term boyfriend. We’d been experimenting with denial for a few months and I found it helped me to be the best version of myself. Now I’m single again I want to stay denied and I want the last orgasm he gave me (about two weeks ago) to be my last for hopefully a very long time.I’m working on an edging schedule for myself but most ‘beginners guides’ start with a couple of orgasms and a couple of days denial each week to get used to it, which I don’t want to do, I specifically do not want to cum again until an unspecified date in the future that someone else will decide for me, because I’m a good girl and good girls don’t cum and I like the idea off not knowing if/when I’ll get to cum again. I do intend to fuck around and I’d like to experiment with faking orgasms with casual partners.I like anal, humiliation and ownership. I’ve got a collection of dildos, plugs and vibes and ruins don’t just frustrate me but often give me almost the same arousal drop as a full orgasm so ideally I’d like to avoid those too. Any tips, suggestions or guidance, or routines that have worked for you? Open to messages if anyone would like to chat and help me stay nice and needy and useful! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n