115 days without a real orgasm, can I have permission please?

Hiya as the title says I haven’t had a real oragsm in over a 115 months and it been getting to me lately I am unable to think straight through out the day and the urge to jerk myself off and finally be able to cum is almost unbearable.I just can’t stop think about my cock and howwwww good it would feel to finally let it cum. I have a few toys yo use like a cockring, fleshlight, penis pump, cock sleve and a vibe so please may I have permission to finally cum….. I’ve nearly forgotten what it feels like. Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n