Hi y’all! I’ve been getting some questions on repeat so I thought I’d put it somewhere more easily found.~~~Q: When will you cum? What is your goal?I don’t actually control my orgasms – my Owner does! I don’t think he really intended to not have me cum this long but quarantine happened and he’s pretty sick and I’m not. So I’m in a different part of the house away from him.~~~Q: How often do you usually cum?Well, I have different types of orgasms.When single, I usually have 15-20 clitoral-based orgasms a week or so from masturbation.During PIV I can have internal orgasms (really hard to do these on my own) which it’s not unusual to have 10-30 of those per fucking. They very slowly reduce my horniness with each one, they feel good each time and I’m told the sensation on his cock is great, but I find them little satisfying.If I’m having clitoral based orgasms with PIV then it averages around 2 per session, but I’ve had up to 6 before in a short period of time (and cried about it). Each one is strong and satisfying.If I’m having anal (with no clit stim) I have two types of orgasms: I can have anal-only orgasms and these effect me more like ruins effect a lot of women – I think it makes me hornier from having had them – and I can just have one after another in a row. I can also have these deep orgasms that make me squirt and those wreck me but again, wickedly horny the next day like I didn’t even get to cum.Those are the most common orgasms I have and how often I can/do have them.~~~Q: How did you get to 30 days (so far)?I blame Coronavirus! Lol. Actually that just put me in a quarantine circumstance.I decided after my last orgasm that I wasn’t going to ask to cum or ask for something that will make me cum with my Owner until he offered. This idea was that I wanted to focus first on his pleasure and put it above my own.[Also, my Owner and I are only like 9 months into this so we’re still figuring out our feet for how WE connected with orgasm control and denial. I’ve been active in these communities for 10+ years total though.]So part of what got me here is that every time I was horny and wanted to fuck prior to quarantine, instead I asked him if I could be permitted to suck him off.The one time we did fuck, he had me ride him and since I was on this “be selfless and focus on his pleasure” kick I rode him in such a way that I made him feel great but avoided my clit entirely. I got close a few times anyone but would change it up whenever I got near enough that I would need to ask for permission soon, since he wasn’t making me get close. I was doing that.So now it’s been 30 days (as of March 24th). He mentioned the other day that he was thinking of letting me cum in quarantine. I asked for permission to wait to cum until I could on his cock again, and he hasn’t answered my request (yet? He might just not tell me his answer until it happens.)Emotionally, I want to finally get this release when I share it with him fully. And it will be such a release and relief at that point.Physically, I just want release and finally to cum. I’m breaking records here for going without even an accidental (therefore ruined) orgasm.But I promised to keep offering my mouth once I was allowed out of quarantine and that I wouldn’t ask to be fucked until he told me was feeling like it again after being sick. So even when I get out (in maybe a week?) I don’t think I’ll be cumming right away, if he’s willing to grant my request.~~~Q: What will you do after this?I will need to kick start my orgasms after a long period like this, so I intend to ask for permission to masturbate to orgasm every day. I don’t know for how long. Definitely past the point when I don’t want to cum today anymore though. I’m thinking until I’ve had as many orgasms as days I had to go without and then see how my sex drive is doing.Of course, I have no way of knowing if my Owner will allow me to but I will explain my goal of cleansing the palate after this and we’ll see what he says. But that is not a conversation I plan to initiate until he lets me cum again.~~~Q: How often does your Owner allow you to cum?Since Jan 1 I’ve had 24 orgasms total, and 13 days on which I was allowed to cum. It averages out to about 1 orgasm day per week. But my Owner keeps things super varied so it could completely change at any time. I’m not on a schedule. I live by his whims.~~~Q: When will you do more video requests? Or allow others to control your Lush?I don’t know. I’ve done these as larks when I needed to fill the time and sexual attention cause I’m trying not to be annoying and needy with my Owner who clearly doesn’t feel sexy and is just stressed and sick. Obviously, I still flirt with him but he doesn’t pick up the ball and run with it. So I follow his lead.~~~Q: Does your Owner know you are doing this?About it? Yes. Do I send him details about every interaction? No. He trusts me and I’m allowed to be slutty if I want to.~~~Q: Will you have ruined orgasms?No, ruined orgasms are orgasms in our book, and count as orgasms. So no ruins without permission either.Also, I subdrop hard from ruins, and hate it completely, and it’s not something I would want to have voluntarily. Only when my Owner requires it of me.~~~Got more questions? Ask below and I’ll do my best to answer them! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n