Current count: 3 purposeful ruins, 38 total edges, 9 days since my last orgasm everBeing permanently denied makes me feel better than I thought it would when I started this. It’s easier and easier to edge without tipping over, my poor pussy knowing it’s forbidden to cum or even ruin without permission and it’s more difficult to approach the point of no return. But most of all I know that cumming would ruin the wonderful buzz of pleasure I feel almost constantly, and no orgasm is worth losing that.My morning and midday edges are the hardest, I almost always wake up dripping wet and absolutely desperate to edge. Sir says edges are a privilege though and I only get three a day for now. It’s torture to edge my pussy just once and then continue on my day. At any time sir is allowed to interrupt my work to order me to edge, which takes me less than a minute at this point, and then I have to continue working with my pussy throbbing and craving another edge.Some very helpful people in here suggested viewing edges as rewards and that has been amazing in helping me stay on track thus far. All I want is to edge. I know I don’t need to cum, I don’t even need to ruin unless sir would like to see me squirm and my pussy clench as my orgasm is torn away – edging is all I really need.I’ve made good progress this week on things I never thought I’d try. Sir let me use clothespins on my nipples while I did my nightly edge and I’m immediately addicted, the bright spots of pain got me instantly dripping. I also was able to fit two fingers into my ass as I continue to stretch myself.I’m hoping that this weekend sir lets me try some of the things you’ve suggested, such as toothpaste on my clit. If anyone else has good suggestions for torturous or unusual ways to edge, please let us know and perhaps sir will let me edge that way. 😇 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n