Tonight is night 1 of using the random setting on edgeplay.me. I will continue to use the random setting each night, allowing both my edges and orgasms to be controlled. Eventually I will work my way up to many days and even weeks of planned denial, but for now my needy clit can’t take the thought of even a week without an orgasm. The last time I denied myself more than a week, I woke up to an orgasm, brought on by fingering myself while I was dreaming.My pussy must be trained.I rolled for 5 edges, and allowed my orgasm (or lack thereof) to be decided for me. I wouldn’t know what my fate was until I completed my 5 ordered edges.The first couple of edges were SO hard to pull away from. Without a master hovering to be sure I do not cum, I have no sense of discipline. I am a needy slut who craves orgasms.My 6.5” dildo ramming deep inside of me, watching another girl cum all over a huge dick- I almost went over on the third. I love being told to cum for daddy; I was so jealous that she got to cum while I couldn’t.The last two edges made me so incredibly wet, my dildo slid in and out sooo easily. My hole was gaping, inviting it in deeper and deeper. I pulled away my vibrator just in time, gasping for air and still pounding my dildo deep. I lost track of how many edges I had done – I thought I had one more. I had told myself to be thankful, to enjoy each edge because that might be all I’m getting. And sure enough, the screen told me I was finished for the night without an orgasm.It’s rare for me to go to sleep after edging only – I’m pretty okay at straight denial, but after a couple edges… I’m fucking horny. I decided to leave my dildo inserted overnight as punishment for still feeling so needy. I’m laying here humping my body pillow, praying to feel the slightest brush on my clit – my dildo is so big in my pussy/panties that it’s keeping my clit from touching anything at all. Feeling like a dirty slut who’s in for so much more than just a few edges. It’s complete torture, and I love it.My pussy must be trained. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n