I’ve always been a little masochist. It began as a curiousity at first. It started off as an experiment, really. Porn always shows those stuffs – pinching the nipples and spanking ass kind of thing.I started small. Simply by playing with my nipples. Not too soft, not too hard either. Just the right amount of pain for a newbie like me. The feeling was weird. It was my first time playing with myself too – my first time exploring my own body. Mind you, I haven’t touched my pussy…yet. Hadn’t discovered the beauty of masturbation at that time. Heeeey, I was innocent! 😂😂Then I got the courage to apply more pressure while teasing my nipples. Started to twist them. Started to pull on them hard. A guy I met on Omegle asked me to wear clothespins on my hard nipples. I did, and the pain was unbearable that I took it off shortly after.But for some reason, I kept on going back to that. I kept on using clothespins on my body until it started to get pleasurable for me. Gosh, the feeling of rubbing my clit while using that…. that was another level of goodness I swear.Soon after, I began spanking. Now spanking….it’s a different thing. Spanking got me addicted right from the start. I would face the mirror in my room back in the UK, and spanked myself hard to the point where the palm of my hands were red. I liked it. I loved it. I was addicted to the feeling of pain mixes with the pleasure….But I stopped after that.Because I was scared of what I was becoming. It confused me on how I could feel pleasure from those painful stuffs.But Sir. Sir is slowly turning me back into this masochist I was once again. He asked me to snap my cunt using rubber band. It was painful as fuck, but my pussy doesn’t lie – it loves being abused like that 😌😌I’m hoping no one reads till the end so I can escape my punishment… but if you do… remember when I said if I think badly about my body, I’d have to beg for punishment from everyone?….So…..as embarrassing as this sounds… I told Sir I still don’t like my body. I am still in the process of accepting my body and my slutty nature, but what I said deserved a punishment. So……please punish this denial slut? 🥺🥺🥺I’ll try to do it as long as it’s within my abilities (& if Sir approves of it). Not giving me punishment is okay too hehehe……truly hoping no one really reads this honestly………. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n