An update on my first month without cumming on my own! The last time I came from masturbating was Dec 12th.I’m really proud to have made it this far, I definitely feel like something is changing inside me. For the past weeks I’ve incorporated more edging than I have before in denial. In the past I’ve been too satisfied by edging but recently it just feels like it’s part of me. Getting myself super wet and feeling so hazy is just how I’m supposed to be. I get horny in seconds now. Even on days where I don’t feel good or am in a bad mood, I can barely brush up against my clit and it reminds me how desperate I’ve become. There is a constant low tension in my clit and it almost aches to be touched sometimes. I like to keep my pussy full and so far in January I’ve been filled for almost 70 hours. 😵💫 I’ve been thinking about training my ass too.. I love feeling stuffed all the time.My first orgasms of the year happened last week after 8 days of denial. I was with my master for the weekend, and he was generous enough to make me cum 3 times! The first night I stayed over I had a dream right before walking up about making him cum on me, so as soon as we woke up I had to give him a hand job lol.He ate me out every day after fucking a few times and I expected diminishing returns for each of my orgasms but the opposite was true! The last orgasm was so amazing.. He had just cum inside me and then flipped me over to start eating me out. I was so sensitive and horny every lick was borderline painful. It felt so good and I felt so close to cumming from the start. But instead of just cumming I somehow became more and more aroused. I couldn’t think of anything but the next lick. I was so surprised by how horny I got without cumming! I just kept going deeper into this blissed out state. He stopped to tease me and was maybe considering not letting me cum at all but I must have looked super pitiful because he changed his mind and started again. When I came it was honestly the best orgasm maybe ever? At least the best from another person (since I’m shy and usually hold back I think 🙈) The day after I was expecting to not be as desperate as usual but thinking about that orgasm and knowing how long I have to wait for another turned me on so much~I think my training is going well! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n