I want constant edging and permanent denial

My biggest fantasy is to be aloud to edge and denied permanently. Not even ruins because those sometimes feel like a full orgasm to me. If I could have it my way I would want to be in chastity with a lush or something and be kept on edge remotely but when I’m let out I would be tied down and have my daddy/dom edge me mercilessly but never let me finish. Why is it so hard to find someone who will listen to what I want now and keep it up after a couple weeks when I’m begging to have release? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n