ok this one is written with lots of long paragraphs but I honestly think it was a pretty interesting week so it’s definitely worth a read. as always i hope you all enjoy ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally me personally please ask my master first)This has felt like one of the longest weeks ever. maybe cuz I started classes again and I can’t edge as much or maybe because I haven’t been allowed to brat at all (more on that later). whatever the reason, this week has felt like at least 2 weeks.ok let me explain why I can’t brat. master kind of pointed out that I’m being too bratty sometimes and that he’s been having to punish me way too often so we needed a way to get me to be more obedient. I suggested that he has me work towards rewards. so on monday we made a deal that if I behave until saturday night i’ll get a reward and if I continue behaving until tuesday night I get another reward. it’s been hard, sometimes I don’t wanna follow my rules or I just want to brat and be annoying but I reallyyyyy want my rewards so i’ll keep being obedient. it sounds like I don’t like being obedient but I really do like it especially since I think it makes my owner happy and I’m happy when he’s happy ☺️there is still a punishment I can tell you about since it happened on sunday before we made the deal. so because of another punishment that I already talked about in my last report I lost the privilege to touch my clit. I got it back on sunday and I decided to record a voice message of me touching again for the first time. in the recording I said I was mad at him for taking away my clit and I kind of blamed him for punishing me. So he said he’ll be ignoring me (i hate that punishment 😔) but I was still feeling bratty sooo I skipped my 10:23 edge on purpose. I also fell asleep early by accident and didn’t get to do my 6 edges or finish my water. I apologized right away for those 2 cuz I actually felt bad and didn’t mean to break those rules but I was kind of feeling apathetic about the ignoring thing so I didn’t apologize for blaming him or skipping my edge. thennn I started feeling really bad about it and I apologized. he had me snap a rubber band against my clit 42 times for the rules i broke and it really fucking hurt, my clit was sensitive that day so i felt it for a while after that. But I learned my lesson, if I am punished it’s because of me not him, when master punishes me he is being kind because it’s meant to make me better,I really do appreciate him punishing me.I was kind of struggling with being completely obedient so master gave me a pain task to help me feel better. he told me to put the clamps on my clit and to tighten and loosen them until I felt like I was back to normal. also kind of random to mention but he started talking down to me and making me feel dumb and fuckkkk, I was so turned on I could barely pay attention to my class sooo I decided to finger my cunt and edge hoping it would offer some relief but it only turned me on even more. I did calm down eventually and then after class I did my task with some modifications. I did tighten and loosen the clamp but I also pulled on it until it was almost too much to handle and then I fucked my ass and made it hurt as well and then I ripped off the clamp and I was happy with all the pain ☺️also I don’t remember when I last wrote about holding the edge in a report but i’ll put in an update now. I can now hold the edge for 65 seconds ☺️. it was part of my new years resolution to make it to a minute and I got there like a couple weeks ago and my owner and I talked and said my new goal should be 2 minutes. idk how i’ll be able to do that but I know if I do, it’ll be an amazing 2 minutes. when I hold the edge my brain goes blank, it’s an overwhelming feeling because i’m so close to cumming and it’s so much pleasure but I can’t cum and I have to focus on not letting myself go over. it’s extremely frustrating because I have to stop touching but it’s also satisfying knowing that this is the only pleasure that I’m allowed to feel because good sluts don’t cum and I want to be a good slut 😁I kinda went back and forth on whether I should include this or not but I finally decided that I should because of how it made me feel. earlier this week I woke up and I reallyy wanted my mouth filled so I spent like 30 minutes sucking and gagging on my dildo. my throat hurt, my clit was aching, my cunt was soaking wet, I was just really fucking turned on. I started touching myself and started voice recoding something for my owner. I was kind of just explaining all that and then I kinda maybe started begging to suck his cock and to give him pleasure. I mean we’re online so I don’t normally beg to do things specifically to him sooo doing this was embarrassing for me. I felt stupid and humiliated and turned on and I wish I can say I forgot about it and moved on but nope, I kept remembering it at random moments throughout the week and then I would get embarrassed and horny all over again. it was fun to do honestly, I like begging for cock and master says I should keep practicing because as a slut I need to be able to get as much cock as I can.speaking of taking as much cock as I can, I double penetrated myself again this week, well, triple penetrated. I put my 7 inch dildo in my ass, my thick 8 inch dildo in my cunt and my butt plug in my mouth. all my holes were filled, as they should be 😌. I talked about dp in another report so I’ll be brief here. my holes feel so stretched out and full and I feel the dildos moving in and out me together. I just feel complete when all my holes are stuffed and when i take them out i feel empty, both literally and figuratively. it’s amazing, I really won’t ever get tired of my holes being filled.today my owner and I decided to start incorporating some blackmail play in our dynamic. it’s scary letting him have information about me that could get me in trouble but I fucking love the amount of power he has over me now. I gave him the power to possibly ruin my life but I trust him enough to know that he wouldn’t and that whole concept really turns me on. We started simple and he had me give him my full name over a voice note while I edged, then he looked me up and found out some things about me…….I don’t even know what he knows about me and that is kind of driving me insane but I also like not knowing what he can use against me at any given moment.it’s been a really fun week, as it always is with my owner. I’m happy that I can trust him enough to be vulnerable and not worry too much about serious consequences. so thank you master for gaining my trust, thank you for always trying to better me and thank you for always pushing and challenging me. I wouldn’t have been able to do any of this on my own so I really appreciate all your effort and hard work female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n