Why I gave up orgasms forever

I’ve been on indefinite orgasm denial for 4 days now. It’s not as long as some, not even a week, but I’ve already learned so much. I have a deeper understanding of what my submission means. How to be a better slave to my Master. The idea of being permanently denied appealed to me for a couple reasons. One, the delicious control. Having that pleasurable release taken away from me. Secondly, the physical sensation of wanting to cum soooo badly all the time. Every moment of every day you’re just wet and aching and desperate and all you can do is think about having your needy little cunt absolutely destroyed! Hot! Fun to think about. But really, it’s more than that.It’s not about being horny. It’s not about my pleasure. It’s giving up another thing I used to control. Something that controlled me. My motivation for being obedient. My ‘atta girl. I get to cum. Now that’s gone. Now my obedience isn’t circumstantial. It’s instant, the way it was always meant to be.I’m a 24/7 slave. It’s a position I take very seriously. What I’ve always wanted is to obey my Master simply because he owns me and no other reason is required. No questions asked. I don’t have wants. I don’t have needs. I want what my Master wants me to want. I am only an extension of him. I gave myself to him for that purpose. So he could strip away everything I am and make me his. I am left with nothing but his will. His desire. I am no longer motivated by desire because I will NEVER be satisfied. That leaves me only with my Master’s desire. My singular goal is to satisfy his desires. That’s all I ever wanted. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n