hello, hello not much to say except I had lots of fun serving my master this week and I’m here to share it like always. hope you enjoy ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)there were lots of ups and downs this week, it felt both really long and really short but uhmm i’ll just focus on the positive. it was a fun week with new, different tasks and I’m feeling more desperate than everthis week my owner came up with a new task and it’s definitely one of my favorite tasks to date. it sounds a bit odd but stick with me. he told me to find something dense and to fill a sock with it. then I had to blindfold myself, lie on my back, and imagine somebody I knew kicking me in the cunt, using the filled sock to simulate that sensation. the most humiliating part was actually imagining someone I knew and I really got into it, hitting myself over and over imagining it was this guy kicking my cunt and degrading me. telling me that I belong on the floor because I’m beneath every one, that my cunt deserves to be abused, that I’m useless and worthless and all I’m good for is being a thing for people to take their frustrations out on. I imagined myself begging and crying for him to stop but it only encouraged him to kick harder. (fuck, I’m very slightly slipping into sub space just by writing this. I’m fucking wet, I wanna edge but i’m not allowed to rn 😔) I hit my pussy 25 times that night and I wanted more but master didn’t want me to accidentally hurt myself so instead of allowing me to continue being rough with myself he had me do the exact opposite by making me hump my soft pillow 🙃and now a sequel to the task above. not only would I do the fake kicking thing but then I would grind my cunt against a boot and lick it clean. I acted surprised when he brought it up but I really wanted to do it as well. I actually just got done with doing it. my head feels kind of floaty and I’m happy and satisfied even tho I feel my clit aching and I can’t stop myself from staring at the boot and wanting to start grinding on it again. anyways, it was a pretty embarrassing experience, especially at the beginning when I was more aware of what I was doing, but as time went on, my brain kind of shut off and it was like I was thinking with my cunt and all my cunt wants to do is edge even it’s doing it by grinding against a shoe. my humiliation during it was like high then lower and then right back high when I finished edging and realized I’d have to lick it clean. I left a pretty big wet spot on the shoe. I mean obviously I did. I was so fucking turned on, I was recording myself and I could see how dumb and pathetic I looked, and I was begging master to let me grind against his shoe (this was reallyyy embarrassing 😳) anyways I stared at the shoe and almost didn’t believe this was real but I started licking and I think I reached peak happiness. no thoughts, just tasting myself off the shoe, it was perfect, i’ll definitely be doing it again 😌a quick mention to a “sex dream”, I had a dream that I was sucking some guy off in front of other people. it was a fun dream but I woke up right before the guy came 🙃 I have no experience with any of this in real life so I was excited to feel someone cumming down my throat even if it was just a dream but I didn’t get that. (yes, despite all the filthy, degrading things i’ve done for my master online I am still a virgin)my owner is also not allowing me to do anal for 10 days. this was a punishment for something a couple weeks ago but we had to keep pushing it off. it started out as only 5 days and because we had to wait it went up to 9. an extra day was added because I accidentally used my pussy on a no pussy day. I’ll be allowed to use my ass again on wednesday. I didn’t think I’d miss doing anal so much but master has trained me to really like it.I explained in my last report that I had lost the privilege of using my toys. it’s been a couple weeks since I’ve been allowed to use all of them whenever I wanted. I really missed my dildos so I got desperate and tried to earn at least one of them back. I went on omegle with a plan that i’ll flash my tits to someone and share the recording with my owner. I skipped through a couple people, trying to work up the courage to actually do it and then I just said fuck it and did it. it was for no longer than like a minute and then I left. it was the first time I ever exposed myself to anyone like that. I was way too anxious to enjoy any kind of slutty feeling from it. I still don’t really believe that I actually did it but whatever, doing it did earn me back a dildo so that was good.(I posted a picture of my toys just so it’s easier for me to reference them when writing my reports) At first I chose to get the smaller one back so i can deepthroat it. (when me and master talk about it we call it the “smaller dildo” even tho it’s 7 inches but it is smaller than the 8 inch thick purple one) the next day master wanted me to switch to the purple one so I can ruin my cunt and throat with it. I fucked my cunt and throat with it and i cockwarmed it for like 20 minutes. it was a great 20 minutes, it got so deep and stretched me out and hurt and just felt really good. however, I may have been too rough because my pussy still hurt the next day so master limited me 3 edges.my owner gave me a reward, he allowed me to use my wand vibrator for 5 days. I know, it sounds like a great reward but I’m not really too fond of vibrators (it’s hard to control the amount of pleasure and they simultaneously feel too intense but not intense enough) I started to complain and tell him it was a bad reward and I wasn’t gonna use it. he told me to use it or he’d take away my dildo but I still refused. I then decided that if he wants me to use the vibrator then I will, but i’ll brat while doing it so I used up my 3 edges for the day with the vibrator. (I was supposed to save one for my 10:23 edge) I thought I won but master punished me and made me do my edges for the following 2 days with just the vibrator and took away my dildo until wednesday 😔I would just like to say that 3 edges a day is not enough for a desperate whore like myself. it’s really starting to get to me. I have to be more careful spacing out my edges but after I do one I just wanna keep going. I’m doing a lot of touching and teasing, it’s like I’m edging my edge 🙃. after being denied for 134 days I’m constantly desperate, I’m honestly kind of used to it at this point, because I would just edge when I get too desperate and it helped. limiting my edges has brought me to a new level of desperate. I’m always thinking of when I can do my next edge. I keep begging my owner for more but he’s keeping me with only 3 edges for now. I have to sit with my legs spread because otherwise I might get to the edge accidentally just by squeezing them together. I’m very happy being this desperate ☺️after telling master that I couldn’t help but squeeze my legs together in an attempt to edge he said that will be my next task.he gave me my 7 inch dildo back for this edge and told me to put my clamps on and try to edge by squeezing my legs together. I started out focusing way too much on my own pleasure and trying to edge when I knew I should have been appreciating having the dildo back temporarily. I spent some time sucking and gagging on the dildo and then let myself continue squeezing my legs together. I felt desperate and pathetic edging like that, I was trying to get enough pressure on my clit, while keeping my hands off myself, while also deepthroating my dildo and with the clamps hurting my tits. my cunt was soaked afterwards and I could feel my clit aching to actually be touched but i just left it and wrote this part of the report instead.I don’t really wanna include this but master asked me to briefly write something. we both had some slight trust issues revolving around aftercare this week. we talked it out and found ways to improve and make everything aftercare related easier.uhmmm let me just jump into closing this off like I always do, by thanking my owner ☺️ thank you for being patient and understanding with me, I know it can’t be easy. thank you for turning me into a pathetic, desperate slut, I don’t think that was too hard given my willingness to accept that it’s my true nature but thank you for pushing me towards it female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n