this week has somehow felt way longer than just a week which is kind of weird. I would’ve thought it’d feel shorter given the amount of things i’ve done. oh well, it’s been a week and that means it’s time to share my report. hope you enjoy ☺️you can find my previous reports here and here (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)so, this is a short report. there weren’t too many things to talk about. I was on no touch for a couple days and I was busy. there were still some very memorable and fun things I did this week though. uhmm a couple tasks and punishments an attempt at fisting myself and morelast week I talked about giving him the login info to my reddit account (for blackmail play and power exchange reasons) and this week he was kind of being annoying (he wasn’t, I was just being a bitch) so I changed the password and told him he couldn’t have it. he made me put clothespins all over my cunt and on my clit until changed it back. the clothespins hurt so fucking bad but I didn’t wanna lose and give in so easily so I didn’t change it back…..not until he threatened to post one of the videos i’ve sent him to his own account. that made me change my password back and start begging for forgiveness real quick 😅 I felt so pathetic and weak, I loved it. (just a little clarification. this is all play and he’s simply threatening me with it because I asked him to. I trust him with everything I send and I know he wouldn’t post anything to his or my profile, unless I explicitly tell him he could)master wants me to be able to fist myself and i’ve gotten most of the way there but I haven’t been able to get to the wrist yet cuz the angle is hard to get by myself. but even just getting most of my hand in is enough to make me completely shut down. I feel like I become an actual object, no thoughts just completely empty and ready to be used. while I was edging I felt like I was being ripped apart. my ass was so full and stretched out and I just felt so overstimulated. my vision got blurry and it felt like I couldn’t move. I got to the edge in seconds but I was completely ruined after it.I got in trouble this week and it resulted in nearly 4 days of no touching. the last time he did this he let me touch for my 10:23 edge but this time he made me do those without touching 🙃 I kinda regret learning how to do that now. I got in trouble because I sent him a reallyyyyy long update about me fisting myself and when he told me to summarize it I told him I don’t do summaries and it’s all or nothing. so he chose nothing and put me on no touch. I walked into that one, I saw it coming and I still said it.the initial punishment was only 24 hours but I forgot about it and touched and got to the edge that night and he upped it to 60 hours and then he upped it to 84 to give me an opportunity to try to edge while I was out. but anyways, no matter the length of time, no touch fucking sucks….but it’s also sort of fun. I love how desperate and frustrated I get. I was willing to trade away everything I had just for 2 minutes of grinding on something because I wanted to taste myself so bad.he didn’t let me make that deal but after some more begging and pathetic behavior (I stared at my soaked cunt in the mirror for 15 minutes and took some pics and videos of it. I loved it, it was humiliating and made me feel like a whore) he allowed me to just sit on my pillow. no grinding but just sit and let it soak up all my wetness. this was actual fucking torture, I had to try so hard not to grind on the pillow. it was so frustrating, I almost started crying. I stopped when I felt like I’d give in and grind by accident and my pillow was absolutely soaked, which allowed me to do a task he gave me a while ago.he told me the next time I grind on something I should spend the next 30 min acting like I’m eating out a girl. I didn’t grind but my pillow was soaked so I figured it would be a great time to do it. I fucking looooved this so fucking much!!!! I didn’t taste myself for long but just acting like keep as pleasing another woman was so fucking good. I almost got to the edge while doing it and afterwards my head felt all fuzzy and I was so incredibly happy. I was literally making out with my pillow, idk why I liked it so much but imagining a girl pushing my head down and wrapping her legs around my head while she came was mind blowing. looks like him enforcing the idea that “other people’s pleasure is more important” paid off. (thank you for teaching me my pleasure is worthless master ☺️)when I was allowed to touch again, I had the idea of using numbing cream on my clit. so that I would technically be touching but I wouldn’t feel any pleasure. I thought it would be a frustrating way to end my no touch punishment and I was very right. I rubbed and rubbed but it felt like nothing. I begged out loud for my clit to magically start working again but that didn’t seem to work. my body was responding to being touched. I felt myself get wet, I horny as hell, I was all hot and bothered but I couldn’t, for the life of me, get to the edge. I love the idea of my clit being forever useless, it’s incredibly hot. I would really just be an object for other people’s pleasure. the only way I’d get pleasure is by pleasing others and that’s what all of this is about, isn’t it. the best version of myself exists to serve anyone and everyone, with no regard for my own pleasure and this brought me closer to that 😌this part isn’t important, I’m just gushing about something my master does that I love. it’s annoying, yet extremely hot. we could be having a normal conversation and then he’ll throw in the hottest sentence i’ve ever heard and it almost immediately puts me in my place and just gives him so much power and aaaaahhh, I love it. it also happens when I’m bratting and tbh, sometimes I brat in hopes of getting one of those powerful lines that shut me up. it works better than an actual punishment sometimes. the man just truly has a way with words.I saw an opportunity to be a brat today and I jumped right on it. I joked about some of his training being pointless and he didn’t like that. he told me to smack my face with my dildo 20 times then I told him to smack himself as well since he didn’t agree with me. that just led tot the addition of a clothespin zipper to my punishment. I kept pushing but he threatened to take things away from me and I almost kept bratting but I decided against it. smacking my face with the dildo multiple times hurt way more than I thought it would. it’s heavy and doesn’t “smack” but it “thuds”. I mean I liked it but it was unexpected.that brings my report to an end. I don’t know how he managed to keep this entertaining even when I couldn’t touch but I had some fun this week. he’s just that good and can work with whatever is handed to him. he’s not only the best dom but also one of the most amazing people I’ve met (and he also has so pretty good show recommendations) it’s a pleasure to serve him and be under his guidance. thank you for everything master ☺️ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n