[go look at my previous posts for some context :)]Sunday:The morning routine repeated itself for me. A slow morning hour making “love” to my sheets. But this time the shower was not an attempt to calm me down, but an assumed next step. While running the shower gel, I was careful to touch myself differently. It wasn’t the touch of someone who was washing themselves, but of someone who really wanted what they were touching (too narcissistic?? lmao). Although I’m not a person of caresses (I’m more of a girl who likes hardcore), this time I liked what I felt, even without direct stimulation.Then followed a day that, while busy, was spent with my nipples hard and begging for attention as they occasionally grazed my shirt. Now, as I’m back in my self-love temple (see what I did there?) I thought it was time to move on to the next step. As I’ve already said, I like rougher stimulation. Spanks, slaps, whips and belts. I like pain. That’s why I decided to give my body the opposite of what it’s used to.I started by spreading moisturizer all over and massaging my entire body. Then I thought my chest deserved all the attention. I massaged my boobs for a few minutes while reading some stories from my favorite nsfw subreddits (feel free to share with me which ones are yours). But I wanted my nipples to be the star of the night. Nipple stimulation never turned me on much. It doesn’t do anything for me. I’m not very sensitive, so unless I’m pulling hard, I don’t feel anything.But today is being different. Even the lightest touch makes me shiver. I like to pull them, even if slowly, without pain. Just the feeling of touching them and running my fingertip around them makes me sigh.If it gives me orgasms and fireworks? No. But it gives me a kind of “pleasure” that I don’t think I’ve ever felt before. And it gives me a giant certainty that this journey of self-discovery was an important step in my sex life. And I can’t wait to discover all the pleasure my body still hides. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n