I started edging for the first time yesterday and haven’t come since then. My clit is like a separate being at this point- it has a mind of its own. I want to touch myself. I want to fingerfuck myself. I want to hump and grind and I am afraid that if I do, I’ll explode. I had two edging sessions yesterday and all day long my pussy was throbbing. Desperation took over my thoughts at all times: standing, walking, sitting, driving, any movement at all had my sensitive, wet, aching pussy even closer to the edge. It was so hard to be a good girl and not touch until I was allowed to. When I did, I peed myself…I couldn’t hold it in no matter how hard I tried. I humped my vibrator and had it fill me up as far as it could go while I played with my bulging clit. I almost went too far a few times but good girls don’t come and I wanna be a good girl. Now my body is frozen; my full bladder is only exacerbating my overwhelming desire to touch myself and get some relief. It is only the start of day 2 and I am using every ounce of willpower I have not to move and make things worse. Everything I see I find myself thinking “can I shove this up my pussy?” My clock, my phone, a bottle of lube. I am absolutely desperate. I think I have to edge or else I won’t sleep all night. I am denying myself- this is all solo. I need your help! What should I do?! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n