no orgasms and no penetration is killing me

So my long distance boyfriend and I like to deny my orgasms up until our visit so I’m extremely desperate before visiting. It’s only been 4 days of edges and one accidental ruin and I’m constantly thinking of cumming.The no penetration rule is something new that my Daddy and I haven’t done before, which actually is surprisingly harder than I thought. I usually cannot orgasm from toy penetration alone so I would edge that way. Solely focusing on my clit is infinitely more agonizing.We haven’t even got a date set for the next time I’ll see him which makes this incredibly hard. Do any of y’all have any ideas for other types of edges, or other ways to nurture that slow torture and change up the videos I send him? Thank you 💕 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

1st day of denial for a week (video in comments)

I’m not seeing my bf this week so I figured I would deny myself orgasm for a whole week while creating a video of teasing myself and either not orgasming or ruining my orgasm. Today I accidentally ruined my orgasm. At the end of the week I want to be a quivering mess, my pussy soaking wet, red, and swollen, and I want just the tiniest touch to set me off. I want to be punished by not being allowed to cum, and I want to torture my pussy and film it for everyone to see. I want to spread my legs wide so you can see my swollen aching pussy and its contractions when I tease my pussy or ruin an orgasm. I’ve just ordered a large wand massager and so far I’ve only put it on my pussy over my clothes. I think I’ll use that to tease myself on the final day of denial. Right now I’m using a smaller wand massager and a pussy pump. Basically I edge myself with the wand and then when I get close I pump my pussy for a little bit, making it more swollen and sensitive. This time I accidentally ruined my orgasm.​Tell me what you want to see in the videos in the weeks to come, or just let me know that you’r watching! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n