Author: achingtocum

Update: pussy training – I fucked my myself with my thick dildo!

So, this is an update to my last couple posts. The last time I denied myself, maybe for about 3 days, I was so desperate and needy that I took my big dildo no problem. It felt incredible – I watched issanutbaby on pornhub jerk off his big fat dick talking about how hard he was gonna fuck me and turn me into his slut, and I fucked myself thinking about him, that he was fucking me with his fat dick. But I didn’t let myself cum because “good girls don’t cum” which I said to myself over and over as I got close.I have fun since then, a few times lol, but I’ve been thinking about fucking myself with with my thick dildo again, so I’ve been trying to do JuNo on and off to get me desperate enough to take it. It’s also left me with a craving to try a bigger toy, something I can ride and feel my pussy being stretched out around as a sink down in it. Since this one is quite short, I have to use it hand-held but I want to be able to ride it.So far, I’ve decided that I’ll try and edge in accordance to the date for the rest of June. Meaning, the amount of edges will correspond with the date of the month. Today is the 16th, I’m currently on 4 edges, and starting to feel a bit desperate.Give me some encouragement, tell me how you want me to play with my pussy! I would love it if anyone would be interested in sending me videos of themselves similar to “issanutbaby” on pornhub, that seems to be my fetish 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Heavy play night and first real ruins!

So disclaimer, all of this was consensual.So last night was a big night on my juNO journey. My domme had the night off and I had the night off so we had loottss of time to edge and play.She started off slow and didn’t even let me touch my pussy for almost an hour. I had to put clothespins on my nipples under a cami which made it hurt so good. Then she had me crossing my legs and rocking and squeezing, touching my nipples, and teasing me while I begged her to touch my needy kitty.Finally I got to touch, slowly. I never have had a vaginal orgasm or edge, I’m very clit centered in pleasure. So she had my gently finger myself for soo long. I actually reached what felt like an edge without touching my clit! Maybe I just never gave it the time, or maybe its cause I haven’t cum in 8 days 🤣. She makes me take all my juices and rub them on my face and hair too which makes me feel humiliated.She’s been controlling my bladder too, and finally after edging for hours, she made me pee in the bathtub. I made the comment “I’d do anything right now” and she told me to roll around in it….and omg I did and edged my clit hard. Its the hottest and most disgusting thing I’ve done to myself. I’m still ashamed of it, but I loved it.Then she had me edge in front of a mirror to see how dirty I was and asked me to ruin. I’ve only ruined once before, but I was so turned on, I ruined only from fingering! My first ever vag orgasm ruined 😭. Then immediately she had me ruin one with my clit. I have never been so frustrated! I cried l, I literally cried.She gave me permission to have an ice cold shower to clean, which was intense. Then she took care of me before bed.Thank you sarah! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Love to be teased and tickled

I’ve been edging on and off for a few hours now…when I get close, I crave the lightest touches on my clit. The tickle of a feather in just the right place might send me over the edge right now. Care to drop into my DMs with some teasing or encouragement..? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n