Non-native english speackers: Does Cal’s curse work?

Hello! I (20F) have listened to cal’s curse now three times in total on two days. It was my and my masters mutual decision. We really want it to work but we have a few questions.So we are from Europe and do not speak english as our native language. Can the curse still work?Also, after the first two times I had listened to it, I tried to orgasm without permission to see if it works. Now here’s the problem: I have been denied anywhere from few weeks to 5 weeks at a time for about a year now. Even before that we agreed on a rule that I may not touch without master’s permission nor can I cum without masters permission. I have been on no touch for most of my denial periods since it makes me so wet and submissive having to wait for him to give me pleasure and because when we have tried edging, first of all, I get pleasure so Im not as horny all the time and second of all, I accudentally push myself over the edge and ruin and it gives enough pleasure to pretty much restart my horniness even tho it hurts and is a total ruin. Now that you have background info, lets get back to it. I tried to do it without permission but since I already have to have permission to touch and to cum, we talked about testing it with my master so I asked if master could give me permission to try and cum but not permission to cum (So I could have permission to touch and edge but not to cum) and he agreed. So I tried and I ruined.So did the curse not just work and will it work if I listen to it more? (Master has told me to listen to it more, at least once daily before sleeping) female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

self denial report and suggestions

have done 48 hours of self denial now and looking for some suggestions! my pussy is aching and so so so wet but i want to be a good girl longer … looking for suggestions as punishments or tasks to keep me from cumming or what happens if i do! also love to play with other women and keep each other from being bad girls female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

weekly report for my master (day 176 into my new life of being denied)

helloooo, this report is a bit shorter than my normal ones but there’s still plenty of action. I hope you enjoy ā˜ŗļøhere are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)you know I have definitely written more reports for this stuff than I have for college. kinda weird but true. uhmmm moving on, in this week’s report you’ll find a new rule that i’m not too excited about, a voice recording I posted, and a really interesting punishment among other things.I was limited to 3 edges a day a loooong time ago and then I was more recently punished and had it reduced to 2 edges. it’s been annoying and extremely frustrating. I’m horny and just wanna edge. my owner is going to allow me to have 4 edges a day in may, which sounds great buuuut there’s a catch šŸ™ƒ. for 3 of my daily edges I have to choose a new redditor and ask for permission to edge. I haven’t done it yet, it seems so fucking humiliating and the idea is turning me on but I can’t bring myself or do it yet.I posted a voice recording of me edging. let me just link that right here. uhmmm not much to say on this. it’s fun ā€œexposingā€ myself as the desperate whore that I am online.at the beginning of this week I told him I was gonna be a bitch cuz he still wouldn’t tell me his birthday. I didn’t actually mean it, I wanted to be good but somehow I managed to do the exact oppositeafter posting my voice recording I kept trying to ā€œfireā€ him from his ā€œjobā€ as my manager and publicist and then I told him I would delete the post. he gave me a really creative and pretty intense punishment. I had to fill a ziplock bag with ice and then tie my arms up in the air, wrap my nipple clamps around something and try to position myself so that if I relax I sit on the ice and the clamps are being pulled on. Some at home ā€œpredicament bondageā€. master and I have been wanting to try it out but it’s difficult to do without the right equipment but we figured it out. lol, I literally had each hand tied to an end of my curtain rod.it was one hell of a punishment. at the beginning of it I was pretty content with relaxing and grinding my cunt against the ice with the added pain from the clamps being pulled. the pain and pleasure combination really turned me into a greedy slut so I was just repeatedly getting close to the edge and then holding myself up while I cooled down. god, it was actual fucking torture (in a good way). after 15 minutes of whining and squirming around I was allowed to take off the nipple clamps but had to stay like that for 15 more. there was like an exponential decline in my energy, I was still horny but I was too tired to grind on the ice, or to hold myself up. I kinda went limp and just stayed on the ice and felt my clit go numb-ish. when it started to hurt too much I would hold myself up for a bit but I was really fucking exhausted. I was also just very uncomfortable the whole time, whether it be because of the ice or the clamps or my arms being pulled on, I was just uncomfortable. I’m making it sound bad, it wasn’t, it was fucking amazing. I fucking loved it, I felt extremely used and loopy and satisfied and happy. It was a lot of emotions all at once but yeah it was great. thank you master for coming up with it.last week he told me I can’t wear panties until saturday. not much of an issue, I don’t wear panties at home so I can touch myself easily, but I went out this week and I forgot about it and put panties on. I considered not telling him cuz I was already being punished a lot that day but I felt bad, so I told him. he had me put my panties in my mouth for the rest of the night. then he had me put my new dildo on top of my panty drawer so that I’d remember not to wear them. I can have it back when I go a full week. the panties in my mouth got annoying real quick. I like the second punishment even tho it means I can’t use my dildo šŸ˜” but the embarrassment I feel whenever I see the dildo makes it better.I don’t think this counts as a punishment but i’ll just keep it here. I was bored and wanted something to do and I kept annoying him about it. I started really complaining and I told him he doesn’t ā€œtell me to do shitā€ (he does tell me to do stuff, i’m just kind of insatiable) he had me do a task I gave his other sub earlier. I had to balance on one foot while wearing high heels and try to get as many fingers in my ass as I could. I set her limit to 4 fingers but he highered my expectations to 6 fingers. I managed to get 2 fingers in and had to do 60 spanks with a belt. he wanted me to keep trying and I managed to get 3 fingers in on the second try.another punishment was because I was patronizing him and being sarcastic. he wasn’t replying to me so I asked if he knows how to speak and when he responded with a punishment I congratulated him on learning to speak. I thought it was funny so to remind me that I’m nothing but a piece of property he had me tie my ankles together and my hands together for 4 hours šŸ™ƒ it’s so fucking hard to move or do anything like that, it got annoying quick and I apologized to him like 10 minutes into the punishment.I did have to do an edge while tied up. I chose to give my dildo a thigh job. it was unexpectedly humiliating. it was just so close to my holes but I couldn’t get it in with my hands tied. it felt like my holes weren’t worthy of being fucked, like they were useless even though they’re the most useful part of me. the whole thing just fucked with my mind and frustrated me and turned me on so it was a lot of fun ā˜ŗļøwell that was a bit on the shorter side (at least for my reports) but that just means I can hop into the best part. these reports are just a glimpse into what happens between us. there’s so much effort that he puts in that I can’t highlight in the reports. he truly is unbelievably amazing. there are literally no words to express how much I appreciate my master. I’m just left constantly thanking him, here in my reports and to him personally. uhmmm so yeah, thank you master ā˜ŗļø female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Looking for Edging Ideas and a Ruins Question

Hi there!I’ve been edging for a few days (by my choice) to see what it’s like. I’ve edged before for a week in the past and loved it. Ideally I’d love to go for a month or longer and see what that is like.So far I’ve edged with a regular vibrator in the mornings before work and a clit sucking vibe before bed while listening to audio and browsing other subreddits for visual inspiration. I’ve also listened to Cal’s Curse and have found it pretty effective.During the workday I have an anal plug in and sometimes a kegel ball if I feel like it. This has kept me pretty needy all day. I’ve considered sleeping with a kegel ball or pussy plug in too but I feel like I might cum in my sleep if I do that – I’m not sure.I have a clit pump coming in the mail hopefully tomorrow. I’m looking for some other edging ideas I could try, open to suggestions! Any other sort of hypno tracks I could listen to while doing day to day activities would be nice too.Also in regards to ruins -I’ve never tried to ruin and I’m curious. If you ruin, does it set you back to square one so to speak – or are you still desperately horny after? What is the appeal of a ruined orgasm?Thanks! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n