New to being denied – I’m in shock

I met someone recently online and he took control from our first conversation and made his intentions clear that he wanted to own and control me.He did something nobody else ever did – told me I would not be allowed to cum for a long time (a few days later he said it is because he wanted to make my first orgasm with him so special and make sure I never forget it) & he also told me from that 1st night I was not allowed to touch myself without permission anymore. No, I don’t get permission every time I ask.I accepted, because he had my attention in a totally different way to anyone else ever has and I couldn’t seem to help myself.A few weeks on and yesterday evening I found myself online looking up something else and stumbled across female orgasm denial….suddenly I thought f₩@k, what are his intentions for me, after he has allowed me to orgasm with him for the first time.I was wondering all night, so I asked him earlier when we were talking.He told me that I will be denied a lot, even after that first time and that he will enjoy it. He said I don’t need to constantly orgasm anymore and he decided that first night how he wanted to deny me a lot because I said that I usually cum 3 or 4 times a day.He also told me he assumed that I knew he planned to deny me a lot and orgasms will be rare, when he told me I wouldn’t get to orgasm for a long time the first time, but was loving my realisation that I won’t get to orgasm much anymore and that he will not be giving me back being allowed to touch myself when I want anymore.I don’t know if I’m more turned on, subdued, frustrated or humiliated.He’s totally blown my mind and world to completely new levels. I don’t know why but I told him I will willingly allow him this if its what he wants but I can’t promise that I won’t struggle with it sometimes.He said he knows and will enjoy my struggle and my begging even when he knows he will deny me.He said he loves how (he thinks) it is making me be a good girl, it will keep me focused on him & that good girls have to be well behaved and earn their orgasms.I’m not used to being denied, if anything I’ve either laughed or refused denial with anyone else, in fact the truth is, I’ve teased and denied a lot of men.I’m still trying to take it all in. He gives me so much and yet takes so much away from me at the same time, but I can’t seem to help letting him and wanting him more.I just needed to post this.Why do you think females should be denied orgasm ?Please help me with this, or tell me why you enjoy doing this to females. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

DAY 5

After having A LOT of orgasms last week I decided I should give myself a break from all that pleasure. So my goal is to make it up to a week and as you can see from the title I’m on day 5. Started out with 3 days of no touch, half an hour of edging yesterday and an hour and a half of edging this afternoon, I would’ve kept edging all afternoon but sadly I have a few things to do :(But I’m probably gonna spend all evening just edging my mind away 😍 (just by thinking about it made my 😺 tingle) and hopefully not cum hahaSo if anyone wanna join and edge with me or leave some words of encouragement feel free to! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Woke up in the middle of the night, quickly turned to edging + oral fixation 🤤🥰

I wasn’t even super horny at first, but after a few failed attempts to watch ASMR, I ended up on the Life of a Libertine soundgasm account. I actually gasped when I saw there was an oral fixation audio. I’ve been wanting to get into that lately – the idea of conditioning myself is a hot one lately. Ended up getting really trancey, floaty. Sucking and slurping and humming around my left pointer finger, bent into an easier to suck u-shape. Started rubbing with my right hand and was shocked how drippy I was already. Started really slip sliding around, bringing that hand with my juices up to my mouth and nipples to smear them around, smell them, and of course taste them! Hips were grinding softly on their own. Finally got right up to that edge, but since the audio wasn’t focused on my pleasure I actually held it off! It’s been harder to actually edge recently, but this was a fucking BIG one so honestly I’m kinda proud. And really feeling good 🥰🥰🥰 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Why should I be denied/Ideas for my Daddy

My Daddy is starting to deny me more and more and be meaner and meaner to me and I love it. I wanna be a good slut and give him ideas on how he can use me even though we are LONG DISTANCE. Currently, I’m not allowed to cum until I send a package to him and he gets in (I live in the US and he lives in the UK) and after that I’m not allowed to cum for all of June because he will be visiting me in July. I asked what would happen if he doesn’t get the package until June and he just said we’ll see…I was a brat yesterday so now I have to edge for 45 minutes every day until he gets the package.Any suggestions for what else he could do to me while we are still long distance, ideas for when we meet, or just leave a comment degrading me and telling me why I don’t deserve to cum.​Thanks 🙂 (check out my page for more about what me and him are doing) female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

(ftm) I will never touch my clit again

Since this moment I will never touch my clit again. Me and my relatives and friends will be cursed if I will break my promise. If I will break my promise, it will mean, that I don’t have any power of will, and will never achieve anything in life, and unable to stick to my decisions. My decision is to live clitless life. If I will not learn to cum vaginally, then my destiny is to live without orgasms. But this is what I want. I want to have feminine pussy that is just a hole, not some parody on Man’s penis, which I never can have. If I will date girl or a man, I will fake vaginal orgasms, if I can’t have them really. If I will not be able to focus on my everyday life because of being horny, I will fuck my pussy with some object so long that I would become exhausted and not interested in orgasm anymore. Goodbye clitoral orgasm. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n