Bit of a long post, but I desperately want to get better at self-control and longer denial! Iād appreciate your time in reading my post and leaving some helpful comments.Hey everyone! So Iām back in school now, which means I get a lot more time to myself as I donāt see my SO as often anymore. Iād like to take these longer periods of time apart as a way to really force myself to be fully denied and constantly horny for 3-4 weeks possibly at a time. Iām not necessarily a stranger to denial, Iāve posted on here many times, but I tend to fail pretty early on, and admittedly, after I fail and cum, my horniness plummets and I have no desire to post updates then usually take a break.Before posting again, Iāve tried denying myself this past week while at school, but Iāve already cum like 3-4 times. One was so close to a ruin, but for some reason, I felt like I had to absolutely rub my clit to completion instead of writhing there and letting myself ruin and leak all over myself. I was pretty disappointed in myself and even though I did rub my clit, it still wasnāt a mind blowing orgasm. I just felt shame which in itself was kind of hot(?), but I know I can do better. Another instance is cumming in my sleep. Iāll wake up to the strong contractions of an orgasm. Of course I donāt necessarily feel a lot of pleasure from this since Iām asleep, but Iām still having an orgasm when I shouldnāt.So anyways, Iād like some help in how I can ensure my denial goes more smoothly in the future before I go ahead and make some posts about starting it. First off, how do I keep myself horny, but without edging/touching myself as much? I feel like I lose all my horniness until I start touching my clit, but as soon as I do, I can edge within 30s then feel a constant need to keep edging after waiting a few seconds. Even writing this, Iāll edge, write a sentence, then edge again. And sometimes I do this for hours, and thatās usually what results in me cumming then giving up. This also takes and wastes a lot of time and Iām not a huge fan of that either. So Iād like to be denied, but able to also limit how much I edge/yet remain horny. Any suggestions on ways to go about this?Second, Iād like to try to use my butt plugs more frequently. I desperately want to get to the point of being plugged and going through a whole day of class. I definitely need to build up to that though. Any suggestions on how I can build up that courage more? I think that would help keep me horny while reducing the amount of touching I do. Simultaneously, I honestly forget the plug is there until I start edging or getting horny, then I remember, so Iām also not sure if the plug is the best way to keep me horny, but just something to add. Iāve already done the occasional coffee run plugged, or short errands, but when it comes to the thought of having to sit through an entire hour long lecture, and eventually multiple, without being able to possibly step away, I start to worry about that longer term plugging.I apologize for such a long post, but would really appreciate some help in better understanding how I can successfully deny myself for longer periods of time without cumming after only a couple of days.I look forward to hearing what advice you have! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n
