Denied during Winter Break – Day 4

Hello! Today is day 4 of me being denied all winter break. Today was pretty uneventful, as Sir was on the road for most of the day and I went to the store to buy coffee.When I edged in the morning I decided to watch porn of girls cumming to increase my desperation. It was so hard to stay close to the edge and have self control while watching other girls convulsing and screaming, but I managed to contain myself before getting dressed and going to the store. Now, I’m sitting with my friends about to play Mario Kart. Sir says if I lose three times, I have to take my panties off, and I can put them back on after winning twice. I’m wearing one of my shortest skirts, and am feeling completely terrified and excited. I’ll let you know what happens tomorrow! I hope you are enjoying my slutty adventures, sorry today’s journal was a bit short I’ll write more tomorrow! ❤️ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

How do I tease myself in the bathroom?

Hi! I’m female, bisexual and submissive and I am challenging myself to not pleasure my pussy and make myself as horny as possible for a week since it’s my first time, for someone who still lives with their parents, shower time is the most private time I have,and I want to make good of this time and make myself so wet,aroused and horny that my whole body trembles and all whiny, I want to tease myself,but not give myself the slightest pleasure,so uh..how do I do that? Especially when just running warm water down my cunt and clit it can already relieve a bit of my arousal PS:this is my first post,I feel so ashamed of myself having to ask for advice,well,what can I do? I’ve read so many stories and pictures of the sirs and masters post on having submissives to deny themselves so much that I’m opted to try…(I’m hopeless…and horny)🥺and i suck at my English female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Denial story: Falling for denial – Day 3

The good mood lasted over the night. The energy I had felt on the even before did not. I was tired when I woke up. I could remember waking up several times throughout the night. I could not remember my dreams, but every single time I had woken up, it was to the same sensation of arousal coursing through my body. Of course, I had slept naked again. And there was a wet patch on the bed sheets below my pussy. And damn it was a big one. I wondered whether he had meant that I was allowed to masturbate whenever I wanted to, or only that one time. Would it be okay if I gave my clit a few of those rubs it begged for? And would it make my situation more or less bearable? Anyway, I wanted to ask him before I did it. With a sigh, I got out of my bed, to take the bed sheets off and put them into the laundry machine. With the way I coated both my slips and apparently the bed sheets in my juices, I would have to do a lot of laundry this week. Then I halted. Reattaching the bed sheets again. I took a picture and sent it to him. “This is what I wake up to, already after 3 days. What are you doing to me?”. The answer came while I turned on the laundry. “What a nice sign of your arousal! But next time, why not a picture directly of the source?” Ha, he could wait a long time for that. I did not like pictures that where too explicit. It was only when I stepped into the bathroom for a shower, that I realized that I was still naked. Had I been running around the flat naked for 15 minutes, without even realizing? I guess some of my neighbors might have sneaked in quite the nice view. I turned towards the mirror on the wall. Oh yes, quite the nice view indeed. Somehow, I felt prouder about my body than I had felt before all of this started. It was a good girl, staring back at me through the glass. And that was… rather obvious. I had calmed down a bit since waking up. My cheeks where not puffy, and my breath was going normal. But my nipples still pointed at their reflection, proud and tall. And the wetness that was visible on the upper end of my thighs, partly dried and partly wet and warm, was an obvious sign of my constant arousal throughout the night. And yet I got annoyed. I could not see all of it. There was too much hair in the way. I usually kept my hair neatly trimmed, but apparently I had forgotten that in a while. And it blocked my view on the area that would show my arousal the most. Well, maybe after my hard nipples. I got out my scissors, deciding to trim again. But after a few cuts, when the first results were visible, it simply did not feel like enough. I had never shaved down there. Not because I believed it was wrong, or sinful, or such nonsense. Just because I thought it looked a bit more proper and definitely more adult, with a bit of hair left. In a sudden decision, I decided to change that today. I only had one issue. Was I sure he would like it? Didn’t all men? He sometimes used to run his fingers through the hair, combing it gently, especially when it was a bit longer. Maybe he liked it? I decided to ask him “Would you like me better shaved?“ I felt the need to clarify. “Down there I mean”. “I am sure your bare pussy would look very tasty”. Now that gave me an instant answer. And a jolt of arousal that made my hips buck. Imagining him eating me out, tasting my juices… How I longed for it. I imagined his fingers gliding over my smooth skin, his eyes transfixed on my open and visible pussy, no hair in the way. I had to sit down on the toilet, as my feet threatened to give way. It was such a daunting vision, playing itself out in my imagination.I cut some more of my hair away with the scissors, before I got up to get the shaving cream and the razor. While I spread the shaving cream I could not avoid touching my pussy every now and then. Not that I tried too hard. Every touch felt good, and the wetness running down my slit was surprising every time anew. But when I set down the razor on my skin for the first time, I felt a light panic driving my arousal away. Would a cut hurt very much down there? Slowly and carefully, I let it slide down once, then twice, then more. No cuts happened, and I started to relax. In the end I pulled my lips apart, and let the razor even glide of the outer folds of my pussy. The challenge there was not the shaving, it was getting a firm grip on my wet and slippery lips. Finally done, I stepped into the shower, to wash the remaining foam off. If felt good when I held the showerhead a bit over my pussy, and felt the water splash against it and run down. But it felt amazing when I moved it further down, tilting it to spray upwards, directly at my pussy. I gasped at the surprising sensation. It did not take long for the gasps to turn into deep and needy and guttural moans. I had washed myself like that plenty of times, nearly every day. How could it feel so different today, so much stronger and better? I moved the showerhead around slowly, the different streams of water moving around over my pussy, hitting different spots unpredictably. Every time one of them hit my clit, my whole body shuddered. I felt something building inside of me. More strongly than I could ever remember it, and I was more aware of it than ever before. An orgasm was building up, slowly due to the unpredictable sensations on my pussy, but still steadily. It felt like it might be the strongest orgasm I had ever felt. I enjoyed it growing inside of me, almost unable to think or react to it. Then a voice in my head started screaming at me, and somehow that part got control over my hands. The water stopped splashing against me, and I stood there for a few moments, breathing loudly and trying to get calm down. Then I stepped out of the shower, to get away from the temptation. I created a huge puddle of water on the bathroom floor, but I did not care. If I got another chance to grab that shower head, I would not put it away. My sight brushed the mirror, and I stepped closer. Now I could see all the signs of arousal. But what really caught my eye was some slight movement. This was the first time in a while, I could see my clit that clearly and directly. It seemed bigger than I remembered it, and it was not hidden behind my clithood as I had expected. A clearly swollen part of it was protruding from its safe cover, sticking out as if it wanted to explore the world outside of its usual shelter. I had never seen it as prominently as now. But what was more, was that it was twitching. Every second or so I could see it throb. Making itself and the clithood extend, than inflate again. It seemed to scream at me to touch it, crying for attention. But I knew I could spare it no touch. I grabbed a towel, and turned away, careful not to touch my pussy while I tried my self. I would not have been able to dry it anyways. I had never been this close to orgasm for so long, and when I was finally dry and put my panties on, I was still afraid their touch might be enough to make me cum.I felt lightheaded, yet still happy, when I cleaned up the bathroom floor and went on with my day. A little later, I received his next message “So how does it look? Where is the picture? ;)” It was only then that I realized that my message about shaving myself had been the next question, right after he had asked for a picture. That had not at all been what I had planned for. He really expected me to take a picture showing all of myself? Sending it over the internet? I hesitated for quite a while, really not feeling confident with the idea. However, there was one thing that finally made the decision. And that was my arousal. I had not yet fully recovered from my experience in the shower, my thoughts rarely wandering away from sexual topics for longer than a few minutes. And the more I thought about him getting off to more pictures of me, the worse it got. I was so turned on from the whole experience of the last days, that I wanted to share it with him, get him aroused. Get him to jerk off to the thought of me. And, maybe to pictures of me. Tentatively, I stripped naked. Gosh, my panties were drenched. Well, parts of it was probably still water from the shower, but I could see the strings that build between the fabric and my pussy, when I peeled them off, and those were definitely a prove of my arousal. What a sight. I tried to pose, to give him a view of my whole body, but did not manage to get it into the frame. I fumbled around for a few minutes, but nothing seemed to work well. Finally, I went into the bathroom, observing myself in the big mirror on the wall. That would do. I had never taken one of those classic “mirror selfies”, and here I was, naked and bare shaven, and took my first. I felt so naughty when I did it. And it felt so good. I was sexy! I snapped a picture, and looked at it. Didn’t like my smile. So I took another one. My breasts where not in focus enough. Again, and again. Soon I had a series of pictures, all of my standing naked in front of the mirror. And that’s when I saw it. On the latest picture, there was a string of my juice, hanging down mid air from my pussy. I looked at the mirror, it was still there. Slightly longer. I could feel my pussy clench. I was so aroused. I zoomed in on the picture. The angle was not perfect to see a lot, but shaving my hair definitely improved the view. And there was the string of my juices. The perfect sign of my arousal. I went back through the earlier photos. And now that I looked for it, I could see it in them as well. Scrolling back to the last picture, I could see it grow longer. Could see how the photo session had gotten me more and more aroused. I decided to show him the series when he was back, and only sent him the last one. “I am so wet for you! I need you! I cannot wait for you to come back!”. I did not expect a reply, but received one a few minutes later. “And I cannot wait to lick your bare little pussy, and taste your arousal!”. I wondered a bit, why I did not get called a good girl in the message. But I was still happy about his approval. And I set there, fantasying about his tongue on me. Fantasying about his mouth, wrapping around my clit. I sat there, for a long while.Unfortunately, I had plans with friends that afternoon and evening, so I could not live out my new found erotic energy anymore that day. That did not keep him from sending me messages, that reminded me of sex all evening long. Apparently he did get off to my picture, once he was at his hotel room again. It made me embarrassed to read that message, while surrounded by friends. But it also made me feel proud. And in the end, it was that thought that guided me to sleep, when I lay in my bed at night, naked and leaking on the new bed linen. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Edging for a crowd 18/F

I (18/F) have an onlyfans account. This isn’t a plug, it’s just important for the context of my story. On my OF account I like to do livestreams. Usually Its pretty straight forward: I go live, they tip me to get naked, they tip me to play with myself. But recently I came up with a new idea and Oh. My. GOD. is it fun to do.On these livestreams instead of my followers tipping to watch me cum, they tip to edge me. Every dollar they tip is another minutes edged. Now, I find its way harder to edge when someone’s telling me to. When I’m by myself I can stay on the edge for a long time without any issues. But when my bf tells me to edge myself it’s 100x hotter and a million times harder to hold back as a result.But I’m getting paid to edge, so no matter how badly I want to I. Can’t. Cum. I’m entering into an unofficial contract with my fans every time they pay me. I’m not allowed. And I can’t even beg.The worst part is they can wait till I get right to the end of my timer, and then tip me another $3 (minimum tip) and watch me loose my shit. I have no idea how many $3 they have to spare, and I’m stuck there till they stop tipping.Now take that “problem” and add it to the fact that I have a huuuggee thing for being watched..I do make maximum limit, I can only manage this for so long… But oh my god is it amazing.God it’s hell… And heaven.I’m so excited to do more 🥺 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

3 DAY DENIAL TRAINING- xmas edging bootcamp with wet options. Enjoy

Since everyone’s home for xmas it’s time to start this bootcamp again. This is a 3 day edging course with the sole purpose of transforming you into a better, sluttier version of your ordinary self. It’s perfect for beginners who are looking for an introduction to the world of orgasm denial, or anyone else who’s decided they need a 3 day edge at this point in their lives.Included is an optional wet version for those interested in a far more intense build up.Do not read on unless you’ve made the intention to deny yourself, starting tomorrow morning, until the end of the third day.Made your decision?Good.Let’s start with what the ideal result looks like. After 2 and half days cultivating your arousal, you’ll be filled with a sexual energy. It will be palpable to men around you who will almost be able to detect the scent of your arousal. You’ll move with greater confidence and purpose through the world, opening doors for yourself you would never have considered. You’ll be a woman with a fire lit beneath her. But this feeling will be tinged with a desperate powerlessness, a feeling that you urgently need to be taken by a man and turned into a pathetic quivering mess of a slut. And that is why the course will end with a frantic and intensely drawn out orgasm, which will reset you back to normal but for the taste of what it really means to be a slut and a thirst for longer and more depraved denials.DAY 1 -Start your morning right, most self improvement guides will tell you to start your day with affirmations of who you are and what your goals are. You are a slut. I know you are because you’re eagerly reading a masturbation guide on the internet. As soon as you open your eyes, open your legs too make sure you’re in your panties and put a pillow between them. Then have a look at your favourite NSFW subs. If you don’t have any, try r/eroticlitreture, r/roughsex or simply watching hardcore porn. Flood your mind with dirty images for 30 minutes minimum before moving. During this time your legs stay open and your panties stay on. You cannot touch yourself, but you can move the pillow against yourself.Get in the shower and do everything that you usually do to prepare yourself for sex. Use your nice shower gel, shave everything get out the shower and put body butter on, you’re going to be fucking yourself for the next few days, put the same care that you put into making that experience pleasurable for the guy, into making yourself pleasurable for you.Take off your towel and kiss that slut in the mirror, use tongue. Press your nipples against hers and slide up and downDo your make up while naked. But add a little something that you think you will make you feel slutty. For example brighter shade of red or some glitter.(WET: Make sure you’ve had your morning pee, this will be your last pee until you’ve earnt another one)Get a nice thick spit on your fingers and spread it all over your cunt. Do another one for good measure, make sure your clit is soaked. Keep spitting and spreading until you feel your natural juices take over and you’re slick from your asshole to your clit. Now you’re ready for clothes.Today you’re going to wear your nice panties. The ones you save for getting dick. You deserve to wear them for yourself too. Pull them up onto your soaked pussy and yank them up between your ass cheeks from behind. Hike them up from the sides and front too. Get them as high up your waist as you can so they’re stretched tight over your pussy and clit. Wear your newest sexiest clothes but make sure those panties stay up there nice and tight. If you live alone or just with a partner wear leggings and hike them up too. Don’t wear a bra today.Go and do the stuff you have to do today. Every time you remember that you’ve started slut training, tug your panties up from the front so they move against your clit enough to give you a sip of pleasure. They should be so high that to anyone else it’ll look like you’re scratching your stomach, but really you’ll be secretly building your arousal, training your denied pussy right in front of them.(WET: Make sure you drink 2 glasses of water, one with breakfast and one extra)Once you’re done with your important tasks. You then need to resign yourself to your room for the day. Make sure there’s no distractions until you fall asleep tonight.(WET: Take 4L of water in bottles with you to your room)Now take off everything apart from your panties. It’s time for your daily slut workout. Holding the front of your panties up tight you’re going to do 3 X 20 deep squats with two minute breaks in between. If you haven’t broken a sweat by the end, finish off with 20 jump squats. Don’t worry about ruining your make up.Now that your legs and ass are nicely pumped. Squat low, pull up your panties and take a picture of your panties riding up between your lips. Show everyone r/pussywedgie what a slut you are. Make the caption “had this wedgie since the morning, not going to stop edging for the next few days, DM’s desired”.(Non – public option: DM me over Reddit. I’ll be assessing your personal progress and may even give specific directions.)(WET: it’s important to stay hydrated while exercising, take a few gulps between each set, and a long drink at the end)Now find something hard, big, but not too wide to straddle over. This could be a dumbbell/kettlebell, a study fat water flask, a large stuffie, a sideways frisbee, something hard and big enough to press against while you straddle it, but not so big that you can’t get it to press right between your legs.You’re not allowed to grind against your object. Put two fingers in your mouth. Before you can move you need to make yourself gag on your fingers. If you take your fingers out you stop moving and can’t start until you gag on them again. After you gag and keep your fingers there you may keep up grinding. Ideally you should be in front of a mirror if you can so you can watch yourself devolve into a messy slut as your make up stars to run. If you’re not tearing up you need to push your fingers in deeper and hold them there for longer.When you gag it’s instinctual to move your fingers out, but that’s not what you’re going to to, you’re going to keep your fingers there and feel your throat contract around them. Don’t worry you won’t throw up. But your body will start to lube up your throat and mouth with a crazy amount of drool. You’re going to let that drool run over your chin and onto your chest. You’re not going to stop choking yourself until it reaches your panties, you’re going to hold your panties away from your stomach so that the drool can run down to your pussy. Only when you’ve reached your pussy can you stop choking yourself. If you swallow any drool by accident, or let it drop on the floor. Get up and do 20 squats on top of your object and then start again, the bottom of the squat is when your pussy hits your object.Now if your panties are not visibly wet you get as much saliva into them as possible. When they’re obviously the panties of desperately wet slut, take a picture of them and post it on r/wetspot. Tell everyone what a drooling edging mess you are, and that PM’s are welcome. If you decide to take them off for the picture, you must suck them clean after taking it.(WET: with your panties on, let out the tiniest squirt of pee that you can manage. Record it soaking through your panties and post it on r/peegonewild letting them know you’ll be letting the rest go later and PM’s are welcome)Now it’s time to take stock of the situation. You’re soaking wet, covered in your own drool, you’ve been exposed to the whole internet, and you’re still following the instructions of a Dom you don’t know on Reddit until he lets you cum. It’s time to accept what you are. Grab a permanent marker or any thick bold pen, open your legs and write “desperate” across your inner right thigh. Write “slut” on the left. Then choose an accurate adjective to put in the middle across your abdomen. Some examples may be “obedient”, “messy”, “needy”, “pathetic” or anything that to feel describes your behaviour today. If nothing feels right DM me and ask politely for your word.Away from a mirror push the pen you used into your pussy while on your knees, meanwhile play with your tits. Use nipple clamps if you have them put them on for 15 minutes. During this time you can fuck your pussy with this pen, but you cannot touch your clit what so ever. If the pen ever slips completely out of your pussy, you must push it into your ass instead since your pussy obviously does not have enough grip. Take a picture of the pen in its respective hole and send it to me or an ex partner. Say “I wish this was you”.(WET: Finish off all of your water during this time)After that’s done. Well done you can start edging. Get in front of your mirror, kiss yourself in gratitude for getting yourself to this point. Then open those fucking legs remember who you are, you wrote it on your thighs in case you forgot. Look yourself in the eye and tell yourself who are with sincerity.Now, you can finally start touching your clit. If you’re using your fingers. Take a picture after every edge, of your fingers and pussy showing how wet you are. Post the messiest wettest one on r/grool and tell everyone what you’ve been doing all day with PM’s welcome.If you want to use a toy however, set up your phone to record your edges. Close enough to your pussy with flash pointing directly at your asshole and vagina. Find the edge where your pussy pulses the most, and post it on r/orgasmiccontractions telling everyone what a slut youve been.Edge 20 times. And that’s it you’re done. I should mention that you’re not going to be reading those Reddit PM’s until tomorrow morning, but that’s it for today.(WET: edge 19 times. The last time you’re going to get in the bath and lie on your back. Relax your yourself enough to start peeing and use your own piss you edge for the last time. If you can’t pee while touching yourself simply record all your piss for r/peegonewild, then just sit in your warm puddle and edge for the last time.)Message me if you require any adjustments to the rules or guidance. I’ll see what I can do to accommodate you. Id say the best way to do that is to pm me on Reddit explaining how seriously you want to take this. I’ll be giving day 2 instructions to those who can prove they’ve successfully completed day 1.You’re now 1 day closer to being a trained slut, happy edging x female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Day on low

Mistress said I can cum tonight if I go all day with my egg on low. Its been 2 hours and I’m already aching. Please give me words of encouragement to make it through the day. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n