My first anal orgasm [F]

30 days of denial. Five days of over 30 orgasms. Probably some of the most intense orgasms I’ve had. Sir giving me instructions throughout the five days, telling me when I could cum. Sometimes I only had a certain amount of time to cum. I also got to have multiple orgasms with Sir over the phone.Ā  The last day of my orgasms, Sir gave me permission to cum several times while we were on the phone. Me, begging for one just more. Being the benevolent dictator that he is, he let me.Ā  My 30 days of denial, and five days of orgasms, turned me into a very needy and horny kitten all of the time. Thinking about sex and craving it all of the time. Not just any sex though. I feel like Pandora’s box has been opened, and there’s no going back. I crave Sir and his beautiful cock all of the time. It’s truly the first thing I think of when I wake up.Ā One no touch day before the next denial period started. Starting slower and building over time. This denial period will be the longest so far. There’s been an added edge to my shower time. Fucking my ass with my plug a bit more.Ā  Today is December 8th, and my edging sessions started on the 2nd. I’ve moved to being plugged most of the day. Most recently using the medium plug for longer periods of time. Even be plugged with the large for shorter periods of time. My nipples are also clamped for the most of the day and evening. Always staying wet and needy. I’m constantly reminded of what my purpose is.Ā I recently got a new glass dildo and a vibrator. Sir gave me new instructions to fuck my ass with my suction dildo or my new glass dildo, everyday. I’ve done both and also sent my Sir videos. Showing him that I’m doing my best to become the perfect anal slut that he desires. I also find myself craving anal. I’ve had some enjoyable experiences in the past, but this is different. I look forward to it. I want it.Ā Sir sent me a birthday gift, which I received yesterday (12/07). A clitoral stimulator. It fits perfectly. I can feel the ball stimulating my clit as I am up and moving around. Something else to not only help keep me wet and needy, but remind me of my Sir and who I belong to.Ā Sir has told me that I’m allowed to have an orgasm if it’s anal only. While I felt this was an achievable goal, I figured it would likely be a while before I accomplished this. Last night Sir and I were on the phone, doing what we usually do. Finding random things to talk about. Most nights end in sexy time, last night being no exception. My nipples were still clamped, and I had my glass dildo and new vibrator. Sir let me pick the toys, he requested the clamps. At some point, Sir had me start fucking my ass with my glass dildo, counting to him how many of the bulbs I got in. After a bit, he had me take my clamps off of my nipples and put one of them on my clit. A glass dildo in my ass, and a clamp on my clit felt amazing. As I was fucking my ass with my glass dildo, I started to feel like I was getting close to having an orgasm. But, it couldn’t be, right? I even asked Sir how I was to know if I was having an anal orgasm. Sir just kept encouraging me, telling me what a good girl I was, and all of the other things I love to hear. Last night was also the first night Sir described my moans as purrs. Like a kitten. This turned me on even more. Sir telling me that he loves to hear me purr, only makes me want to purr louder and longer. I had my very first anal orgasm. The build is very similar to that of a clitoral orgasm. It was a very familiar feeling. I would describe it as more intense though. I came from anal! I fucked my ass to the point of orgasming. I almost still can’t believe it.Ā  female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Self denial and craving more

Been slowly denying myself more and more..usually i do something like roll a dice…last was 4 so i couldn’t cum for the last four days until an hour ago!!looking for some ideas on what to do next?? my pussy is aching and soaked after the last four days. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Only 3 days til my orgasm

Oddly after I cum I’m worried I’ll feel some let down. Anyone else have this issue? The denial high, esp on no touch atm (My Master said I was on no touch for a week til my orgasm) will have to be built up again. I will be denied for 42 days by my o date and am hoping for a longer denial period next. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Break me completely (please)

I think it doesn’t take much to break me and bring out my submissive nature. It doesn’t take much to turn me into a mindless slave with only her Sir’s pleasure in mind. I realized that it’s easier to just submit to what I feel and stop denying myself of who I am. At times, I feel like I shouldn’t be doing this, that I’m not that kind of girl who would post pictures and videos online just to please my Master, that no, I am not a denial slut who gets off on being denied my own orgasm.But that’s also a lie, because I want to do that. I want my Sir to see the real me, the slut inside me – a whore who’s begging to be trained into Sir’s perfect fucktoy. I want to be able to cum and ruin when being commanded and to stop touching the moment he decides so (it’s so hard to stop when the pleasure is already so damn good though)That’s also how I got the courage to text Sir “May I edge?” right after I woke up this morning. All my dignity, of what little I had, was thrown out of the window. I got no shame in asking Sir for an edge because, god, damn it, I needed him so bad. I craved for him and it’s a foreign feeling for me, needing a man like Sir in my life.He was amused, I think, that I dared to ask for an edge after saying good morning to him šŸ˜† And Sir…Sir made me ruined instead – a punishment for last night. 3 ruins in succession – 2 was done besides my sleeping sister, the last one was during my shower. Mind you, I was never one to edge in the morning. It was always night time, when my sister is sleeping and I could listen to porn and bite into the pillows as I masturbated.Not this time. I have Sir now. With that thought in mind, I spread my legs wide, rubbing my sore and swollen clit, chasing desperately for that edge, for that release that will never be achievable. And when the countdown began, I was a goner. I ruined on command.I fucking ruined on command. I was so scared of the effect Sir has on me – to the point where my body listens to him and not to myself anymore – but I needed another ruin. I needed to feel Sir with me, to have him controlling every part of me, and gosh. Fucking hell. The second ruin felt even better.That was the exact moment I realized Sir had turned unsatisfactory ruins (I truly disliked ruins before) into my pleasure. And once he knew this, he told me I won’t be getting another ruin for a very long, long time uwuCan’t say no to that. I do need to stay constantly wet and horny.And then Sir said something while I was on the way to work.Sir: And now I’m thinking of extending your denial timeMe: Sir whyyySir: Because I can and you don’t want a full orgasm ever againHe did say that, but he got concerned over me when I agreed without a thought, asking me to think about it seriously (isn’t he sweet?)And I did. The drive seemed longer when I got lost in thought. I do want that, to never cum again and I swear I’d be fine with it – or is that just my foggy clouded mind talking? It had never crossed my mind of the pros and cons, and I didn’t know what I should be thinking about seriously 😭😭😭Sir answered that for me – let’s start small, with a set amount of orgasms for a year. And I was relief, yet a tiny bit sad because I did want to try never cumming again. Would it drive me insane? Would I beg endlessly for relief? I have no idea, but that’s for the future.The rest of the day was a blur as I was on no touch until Sir woke up. My cunt was needy. I was needy and eager to please him. But I was specifically told not to touch my cunt until he was awake.So… after shower, I kneeled on the floor and took a video. It was a moment of…I don’t know, a realization that Sir owns me, that I am someone’s sub now. It made me happy but I was still scared. It happened all too fast and I got insecure.So even though I was horny, I edged like Sir asked me to, I humped my other plushie and the sink again (with a DIY collar to choke myself with) and tried to fuck myself with a hairbrush handle, but in all honesty, my mind was a mess and not in a sexy way.So I confronted Sir – more like I broke down a tiny bit during our play, and this man…fucking hell, please give him a medal because he said all the right words and comforting me so good. Ahhh, I’m lucky to have him as my Master.Then I’m back to my slutty self. One sentence from Sir and my mind changes its gear into its submissive nature.”I’ll break you soon and make you a mindless little slut, incapable of feeling insecure. Only horny and cum hungry and silly”I wonder how many days it’ll take to break me completely.14 edges, 5 ruins as of 08.12.2020 🄰🄰🄰 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Ideas for tasks to make denial harder

My friend on an orgasm control server is doing a week of denial (this is a lot for her). She can edge while denied, just not orgasm (and doesn’t like ruins). A bunch of us are edging along side in her honor but are on various levels of denial.I was hoping for some task suggestions for her (25F) and possibly myself (27F) or others (various ages and genders) to make it more of a tease. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

[F19] Going to plug my ass again tonight with my smallest plug and play video games

So yesterday I plugged my ass with my tiny 1.25ā€ nJoy medium plug and it felt so good to fill my little hole again. I have class soon, but afterwards I’ll be inserting the plug again while I relax and play destiny 2, mainly raiding probably, and FFXIV. I’ll update and respond to comments once class is over as well.In the mean time, let’s see what tasks you all can come up with for me tonight to keep me horny and teasing/playing with my ass ;)Some tasks I liked yesterday that I wouldn’t mind again are jumping jacks, squats, and pulling on the plug a bit once and a while. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n