Going cold turkey after a break up – advice wanted

First post from a long time lurker! I (25F) recently broke up with my long-term boyfriend. We’d been experimenting with denial for a few months and I found it helped me to be the best version of myself. Now I’m single again I want to stay denied and I want the last orgasm he gave me (about two weeks ago) to be my last for hopefully a very long time.I’m working on an edging schedule for myself but most ‘beginners guides’ start with a couple of orgasms and a couple of days denial each week to get used to it, which I don’t want to do, I specifically do not want to cum again until an unspecified date in the future that someone else will decide for me, because I’m a good girl and good girls don’t cum and I like the idea off not knowing if/when I’ll get to cum again. I do intend to fuck around and I’d like to experiment with faking orgasms with casual partners.I like anal, humiliation and ownership. I’ve got a collection of dildos, plugs and vibes and ruins don’t just frustrate me but often give me almost the same arousal drop as a full orgasm so ideally I’d like to avoid those too. Any tips, suggestions or guidance, or routines that have worked for you? Open to messages if anyone would like to chat and help me stay nice and needy and useful! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Back up and running

Thank you all for your patience and understanding over the last few days as the mod team has handled some internal issues.We are happy to let you know that the sub is now back up for use again! Enjoy, but not too much… 😉 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Denial affirmations?

Ive been denied for almost 2 months now and am starting to struggle to hold back on days im allowed to edge. May i have some mantras to help me stay denied?(permanent themed ones would be super duper helpful and hot) 👉👈 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

First time edging and I can’t sleep through the night

I started edging for the first time yesterday and haven’t come since then. My clit is like a separate being at this point- it has a mind of its own. I want to touch myself. I want to fingerfuck myself. I want to hump and grind and I am afraid that if I do, I’ll explode. I had two edging sessions yesterday and all day long my pussy was throbbing. Desperation took over my thoughts at all times: standing, walking, sitting, driving, any movement at all had my sensitive, wet, aching pussy even closer to the edge. It was so hard to be a good girl and not touch until I was allowed to. When I did, I peed myself…I couldn’t hold it in no matter how hard I tried. I humped my vibrator and had it fill me up as far as it could go while I played with my bulging clit. I almost went too far a few times but good girls don’t come and I wanna be a good girl. Now my body is frozen; my full bladder is only exacerbating my overwhelming desire to touch myself and get some relief. It is only the start of day 2 and I am using every ounce of willpower I have not to move and make things worse. Everything I see I find myself thinking “can I shove this up my pussy?” My clock, my phone, a bottle of lube. I am absolutely desperate. I think I have to edge or else I won’t sleep all night. I am denying myself- this is all solo. I need your help! What should I do?! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n