Hello, eveyone! :)I know I haven’t given as many updates as some of you would like. But I confess that lack of time and lack of interesting updates made me wait until I had something really good to tell you about.Before I go into details, I would just like to say that this orgasm denial self discovery experience of mine has been very different from the experience I had in the past with my ex dom (and boyfriend). This time there are no punishments and no goals that I have to meet. This time I don’t want to be a good girl. I don’t want that kind of approval. This time I just want to feel like I know myself, discover myself and challenge my limits, one step at a time.So, as tempting as it is for some of you to give me suggestions for tasks that might (and I will quote) “make me desperate for dick,” I want you to know that that’s not the kind of dynamic you’ll find in my experience. But let’s get down to business.Summary of the week:As I had said in the previous report, I think the week’s routine may have mitigated the effect of the no-touch condition. In the last few days, and as a way to stimulate my libido, I got into the habit of reading some erotica before going to bed, which made me a little horny, but not enough to make me want to move on to the next step.Saturday:It was definitely the worst day. Since I had nothing to do that morning, as I woke up I felt like I was invaded by a wave of desire. I was wet. Naked, and wishing I had someone by my side to satisfy all my desires. But it didn’t happen. I was alone and horny. Still half asleep, I felt myself rubbing against the sheets and pillows around me. With no direct stimulation on my pussy, I felt like it was the perfect tease for that time. It was almost like a paranormal experience (not sure if this is the perfect word to describe it, but it will do for now).To avoid risking too much and blaming it all on my half-consciousness, I ended up going for a cold shower to get rid of the hormones that were challenging me. It didn’t go very well. I was hot and the cold water touching my skin gave me goose bumps. It made my nipples even harder and I wanted to touch them. It was very difficult, but I managed to resist.The rest of the day was equally challenging. Between occasional sighs of frustration and leg rubbing, I managed to control myself. But the hardest part was during the night. As I had told you, my vibrators in my drawer were a temptation. So I decided to follow the advice that one of you gave me around here and emptied what was left of their battery. I was naked, on my bed, and they were up there, not touching me, turned on, making the movements they would normally make against my skin until, one by one, they all lost their battery. It was both a shame and a relief to know that they are no longer a temptation for me.Then I lay down, wet, and, despite not having read erotica that night, I went to sleep with the same desire for sex that I had woken up with (or even more). female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n
