I’m currently in a desperately, aroused and slutty haze with instructions from my domme to once again share my stories of being a good, denied, aching toy for her. Recently she has identified my weakness for humiliation and has started to experiment with how pathetic she can make me look and embarrassed I can be while still melting and dripping and making my puddle of desperation grow.As of this moment I’m lying on my back, legs spread, panties on, ben wa balls in and after teasing through the fabric for what seems like forever I’ve been ordered to place my tiny little pathetically weak bullet vibrator against my clit with my underwear over it holding it in place and remove my hands. My legs have to stay pressed into the bed while I “hump” the air. My clit is receving barely a buzz from this useless thing and I say “hump” because as I have to stay flat on the bed it’s more of a desperate wiggle to try and find some point of pressure. I’m just held in a state of maddening arousal with no edge in sight.10 minutes later and I’m now certain I could eventually edge this way. Humping this pathetic little bullet vibe into my panties by thrusting into the air like the desperate slut I am. Ma’am never hears the end of me begging to have something inside my holes, they crave to be filled at all times and so today she allowed me to have my ben wa balls in. They make me feel even emptier, the intensity of clenching around them when they hit the right spot while also barely feeling any sense of fullness is the most maddening tease. I thanked her though as she still gave me what I usually have to beg for by allowing me to use my pussy for something.Ma’am made me take off the undies I’ve been frantically writhing about in and put them in my mouth, the soaked crotch is against my tongue with with rest stuffed in like a gag. I’m thankful to her for having me put my undies in my mouth to taste my slutty desperation and it does taste good. I can now hold the vibe in place and am now required to stay like this for 5 edges with 5 minutes in between each edge which writing down any slutty thing that comes to mind in those 5 minutes for her and your enjoyment. I’ve got arousal balm coating my slit which makes even a breeze stimulating and I can’t think of anything other than my throbbing clit which is now even more hard, swollen and begging for attention.EDGE LOG:1st EdgeHumiliation is good for me as it makes me look as slutty as I truly am. I’m so grateful for my domme helping me embrace my authentic self as her horny little plaything. I value her control for making me a better toy everyday she stops my greed for self-pleasure taking over my need to please others with my denial. I edged way too quickly and I look so pathetic with my wet panties in my mouth as I hold my tiny vibe by my pussy and hump and grind against it like I’m in heat, my ben wa balls knocking against the sweet spots inside me as my eyes keep rolling to the back of my head.2nd EdgeI love tasting how drippy and needy my domme makes me even if I do look like a pathetic slut lying here, legs spread, panties in my mouth humping a weak pink bullet vibe the size of my thumb against my swollen clit. Most days the desire to cum is so far out of my mind, I want to stay denied for her. But today my mind is wandering and my clit taking charge, I still want to be good and good girls don’t cum without permission, but oh my god do I want to cum!! I want to please and serve more than I want to cum so I won’t give in to my greedy little clit that should only be rubbed to make me even wetter, more mindlessly obedient and desperate.3rd EdgeI’ve just done my third edge, undies still in my mouth, and I’m panting and whimpering like I should be. I’m a good edgeslut who considers edging a privilege and even a release of sorts. They can be satisfying especially when I’ve been writhing around for an hour begging to touch my clit. However… this vibe is very weak and I’m just grinding my clit into it by bucking my hips meaning there is minimal contact, pressure and vibrations and yet somehow I’m edging in around a minute š³. And it seems to be that the less stimulation used to reach the edge the faster the throbbing and aching kicks in rather than having any momentary relief or satisfaction!With permission I’ve removed my panties from my mouth and assumed my now default position for whenever I am allowed the privilege of touching what’s between my legs in any way. I have to have my mouth wide open with my tongue stuck all the way out so I’m panting and drooling all over my chest an unable to suppress any of the pitiful little whimpers, moans or other noises I make. My chin, chest and boobs are now wet as I create a second puddle along with the one that’s a near constant feature between the legs of any denial slut.4th EdgeEdge four and I’m thinking about how awful it would be to cum from suchĀ minimal stimulation as humping my weak vibe into my underwear. Or one of recent tasks where I had to edge by rubbing my clit on my suction cup dildo while it was attached to a wall. If whatever made me cum was so little sensation then the orgasm itself would be somewhere between a full orgasm and a ruin since I would still have barely anything touching me as a I spasm and throb and clench. I’ve also been fantasising about my domme playing with me and another sub at the same time, using them to humiliate me. It’ll be so much worse having me be so pathetic and begging and pleading in front of another submissive just to highlight how far gone into mindless desperation I’ve fallen, at the end I want to edge or ruin as I know the other submissive is cumming.5th EdgeEdge 5 done and that’s all I’m allowed for the day and I’m already squirming and writhing about in bed. I slowly released the pressure as the edge got nearer so by the time I did edge I only had the tiny pointed tip just hovering over my swollen clitty. I’m really struggling to type coherently right now I’m all fuzzy and floaty and spacey and fucking horny.Since I’ve been tasting myself with my panties in my mouth and being the good obedient toy that I am I decided I would clean off my ben wa balls with my tongue too… I underestimated just how much my humiliation had made my pussy drip and how much of a mess I’d made. My wetness dripped off them and all over my chin mixing with my drool. I’ve never felt so embarrassed yet proud of looking so mind meltingly slutty before. The only permitted way to relieve this ache now is by humping furniture or bedding without using my hands as long as I don’t dare edge, only she gives me that privilege. Edit: I have resorted to humping the arm of an office chair in my room, soft leather and the perfect heightMy domme has requested me to end this post by asking for each of you to comment a number between 1 and 5, I know nothing of what this will mean but if you choose to participate then thank you xx(and a request by me, can you please tell me what you think of me and my reports, it makes me feel so good knowing people like what I do) female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n
