hiiiiii, here with my report. not much to say right now other than I hope you enjoy ☺️you can find my previous reports here and here (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)if I could use one word to describe this week’s report it would be “pathetic”. not because it’s bad, but because I was feeling very pathetic and desperate for most of the week. which is odd cuz it was a busy week for me and I even took a break for a day. I still had fun, didn’t get as much edging as I wanted done but I can make up for it.I’m gonna start positive with this report. I got a reward this week!!!!!!!! and it’s one I thought I’d never get tbh. he sent me a hand pic!!!! I feel dumb getting excited over a hand pic but he keeps things very anonymous so getting to see even a part of him is enough to get me excited. also most men just have really hot hands and he’s no exception to that 😳 he had his hand in a fist, I kinda hoped I’d see his whole hand. like with his fingers and all, because that opens my imagination up more but I’m still grateful I got anything.the pic also led to me attempting to fist my ass again (while I maybe imagined it was my owner doing it 😳) looking at the picture embarrassed the hell out of me for some reason, so I couldn’t look at it the whole time but the embarrassment made it more fun. I didn’t have lube with me so I had to just use spit (which isn’t a great replacement btw) I couldn’t get as far as I have before but I got most of the way in and still felt extremely full and stretched out. I don’t have my toys rn so i’ve been really desperate to feel full again and this satisfied me a littlethis is random but this conversation with my master had me wet as fuck and almost whining out in public. uhmmm I tend to beg to suck his cock a little too often. which doesn’t make sense because I know we’re exclusively online but I still like to try and look all pathetic while asking him. this time while I was begging for it he told me he’ll get other people to suck his dick because I’m too far beneath him 😳😳 that line almost killed me, it made me feel so worthless and submissive and helpless. ughhhh it was so hot I still can’t handle it. he’s implied that I’m at the “bottom of the food chain” before and it had the same effect on me but I loved being reminded of it….especially in public 😳i’ve mentioned this before but I’m on vacation and that means going to the beach and that’s a new place to get a public edge done. I was in the water pretty late, it was dark and almost no one else was left on the beach, that was my cue to get to work. I got my tits out of my swimsuit and set out to do a tits only edge. there were other people in the water so I had to make sure to avoid them. I liked having my tits out in public, I just really like exposing myself in public, it’s embarrassing and makes me feel like a whore. I wasn’t allowed to touch my clit during this time which sucked cuz it was begging to be touched. oh well, I had funspeaking of not being allowed to touch my clit, let me explain why I got that punishment. I kept talking back to him and being generally disrespectful so he took it away for 3 days. only allowing me to grind and jump things but I haven’t done that cuz I wanna keep it completely desperate to be touched. that punishment was extended to a full week after I told him to go take a cock down his throat and implied that he’s never had a blowjob before 😅 that was clearly a mistake but I get my clit back in sunday so I’m excited for thati’ve also not been allowed to use my cunt for the last two weeks. he took it away for a week cuz a report was two days late and then my next report was only one day late yet he took it away for another whole fucking week. I didn’t think that was fair and I made sure he knew that but it didn’t lessen my punishment like I thought it would. instead he extended it for a day while he mocked me for saying it wasn’t fair 🙃 that left me begging for forgiveness but it was too late, I had already lost my cunt for another day. he figured out from my last report that I was avoiding doing anal edges since it made my cunt more desperate so not only was I not allowed to use my cunt for a week but I also had to complete one anal edge every day. I regret mentioning that, my cunt is already so desperate but when I do anal edges it pathetically clenches around nothing begging to be filled 😔 I miss my cunt so fucking much, I have to wait until tuesday to get that backI have a couple “habits” I’m supposed to keep up with that he occasionally checks up on. like skincare routine, how much water I’m drinking, and he wants me in bed before 3 am (which is unreasonable especially during summer and while in a different time zone). I haven’t been keeping up with any of that and he found out and punished me for it. (also, kinda embarrassing to admit but I get really turned on whenever he asks me about any of that stuff) the punishment was to do 70 taps on my clit with a wooden spoon with every tenth one being a hard smack. (I have a mini wooden spoon and it’s the cutest thing in the world!!!!!)right after I finished those 70 I had to do 70 more because I admitted to him that I skipped a 10:23 edge on purpose cuz I was mad at him and apparently spite isn’t a good enough reason to skip my edge 🙄 lol, I shouldn’t be complaining, I love pain punishments. the mini wooden spoon isn’t heavy enough to hurt that much but it still hurt enough and the pain got worse with every hit. not that “worse” was a bad thing, I liked the pain, a lot. so much that while doing my second set of 70 taps I was able to get to the edge because of the pain. my clit was throbbing and I was humping the air looking for more pressure. I made the 70th hit really hard, there were aftershocks of pain and that’s what got me to the edge. my clit was stinging for quite a while after that 😌uhmmm now for something that happened today. I woke up really fucking horny for absolutely no reason (I mean that’s a side effect of this long term denial but whatever) but I had a long car ride to go through before I could edge. well, that’s what I thought at least 🥴 there I was in the car, every bump in the road made my clit throb more and got me even more horny. I was dying to edge but I knew I couldn’t in the car. I tried to sleep it off but being that horny led to filthy fantasies being played out in my head instead. as I was falling asleep and flipping through fantasies I might have accidentally got to the edge. it’s happened before, I can do no touch edges and when I get dangerously horny my body automatically does the work for me. my face got really hot and I was wet as hell and unconsciously attempting to grind my cunt against the chair (and failing, I might add). anyway that was embarrassing, that has only happened in my room before and I was not expecting it to ever happen in public.time to close this report up, which means thanking my owner. I wanna thank him for the reward cuz I kinda forgot to do that when he first sent it cuz I was freaking out that I actually got the picture, so thank you very much for the reward master. I’ve said this a million times, but only because it’s true, thank you for being the perfect dom, like actually flawless. lol uhmmm that’s it, bye female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n
