Denial Diary #6 – No bra in public for the first time :)

Hi :)My last post sort of blew up (thank you!!!) and Sir was so generous and allowed me to edge 100 times because the post got to 100 upvotes. So, to all of you that upvoted my last post, I edged once for you 🙂 but more on that later…​Today sir let me choose an outfit for school. I wanted to impress him, and since I was already wearing a super tight shirt from last night (with no bra), I decided to wear that to school. On top of that, sir made me put an ice cube in my ass before I went to school (with my plug to keep it in of course). This was my first time not wearing a bra in public, so I was nervous! I was already so fucking desperate from not being able to touch sir’s clit for the last 2 days, and I hadn’t been able to touch my nipples since yesterday afternoon. Feeling my super tight shirt press and rub against my sensitive nipples all day just constantly kept me as horny as possible, and the thought that people might be noticing them poke out through my shirt made me blush a lot (good thing I was wearing a mask all day hehe)As soon as I got on the bus, sir gave me permission to touch my nipples again, knowing that now I wouldn’t be able to since I was in public and around people. It was so frustrating to know that I had permission to touch them but I couldn’t, considering there was somebody like 2 feet away from me. Frustrating, yeah, I think that one word describes the entire first half of my day today haha​When I got home sir told me that my last diary post got over 100 upvotes, which is crazy! Thank you :)He felt that it was high enough of a number to grant me a reward, so he told me I would be able to edge 100 times for hitting 100 upvotes, OR for 100 minutes, whichever came first. But, I still had to earn it haha. First, sir made me get into the Kneel position (here’s the chart of positions we use, I haven’t linked it in a few posts soo: https://ift.tt/35NHBQI). Then, I had to use a belt to tie my right leg together, so it was held in that bent position and I couldn’t extend it. Sir made me put on my evil weighted nipple clamps, and they were across the room from where I was kneeling so I had to sort of hop over my room and back cuz my leg was tied up to get them. After I put them on, sir also told me I wouldn’t be allowed to moan while I got my reward (every time I moan or whimper or any noise like that I have to slap myself), so I had to get the ruler I used to slap myself with (it’s like one of those bendy rulers, I use it as a paddle cuz I can hit myself a lot harder with it than I can with my own hands). The ruler was on the other side of my room AGAIN, so I had to pathetically hobble over the floor to get to it and all the way back. This time I was wearing my weighted clamps, though, so every time I would move they would swing around and hurt like hell. I think by the time I got back into position I had racked up like 9 moans to slap myself for. It was unbelievably humiliating. I had to earn my reward, right? :)Next, I was to put more ice cubes up my ass, as many as I could take. My record before today was only 2, but today I was able to get a third one, on top of the water that was still there from the ice this morning! With the plug back in, I was iced, plugged, leg tied, and in position, kneeling on the floor. I was sooooooo ready. I think some evil sadistic corner of my mind secretly wanted sir to just keep me in that position for some time, just staring at his needy clit that hadn’t been touched for 2 days, denying me even more. Thankfully, sir is nice :)I would be able to play with myself for 100 minutes or until I hit 100 edges as I said before, but first I have to work myself up to playing with his clit. I would get 10 minutes only with my nipples, then 10 minutes with his pussy, and then the rest with his clit. It was such a tease for him to only allow me to play with my nipples for the first 10 minutes, considering they were completely clamped. I hadn’t been able to touch them for a while now, and after wearing that tight ass shirt all day they were so sensitive and needy. So now, I was able to play with them, but like this morning at school, I couldn’t. I just sort of longingly stared at them for a while haha..Did I mention I couldn’t moan at all during this? Soooo frustrating..Next was sir’s pussy. I slowly fingered myself for those 10 minutes, and his clit got SOO NEEDY. I was in an absolute fucking state of horniness, I could not possibly think or focus on anything else. his clit was just screaming in my face to be touched and all I could do was slowly finger myself. The longest 10 minutes of my life… When I peeled my panties back, I was just so fucking wet. I honestly do not think I have ever been this wet before in my life, like, it just kept coming out?? from where??? I was literally a leaky fucking faucet cuz I was so desperate.AT LAST, AT LONG FUCKING LAST I was able to touch sir’s clit!! Oh man, was the wait worth it hahahaha fuuuuck. It felt so good, that first touch felt like a fucking angel drifted down from the heavens to personally bless my clit with the purest pleasure known to mankind. So, 100 edges in 100 minutes, could I do it? Without ruining? Keeping a pace of 1 edge per minute for almost 2 hours felt like such a daunting task, surely I would accidentally go over…Nope! I actually did it somehow!!! I usually have a problem with ruining too early so I’m lowkey super proud of myself for not accidentally ruining during all that. At first I was so caught up in the reality of finally being able to touch myself that I completely forgot about the no moaning rule! So, I was only like halfway to my first edge and I had to slap myself 15 times haha. Not being allowed to moan at all during this whole process was so frustrating.. I usually whimper a lot while edging, and I wanted to just let loose so badly cuz I was so turned on, from the ice, to my plug, clamps, tied leg, position, ahhhh I was in total bliss. I felt like I ascended into another dimension but I couldn’t even moan, my face was so fucking red from all the times I had to slap myself. So embarrassing :)About halfway through, I begged sir enough to let me take off my weighted clamps (they were hurting so fucking bad from them swinging around so much), in exchange for bobby pins. I was also able to play with my nipples while edging now!!I got to a point where only a few taps on sir’s clit would bring me to the edge. I got sooo sensitive, I was able to bust out like 4-5 edges every minute. Again, I have no idea how I didn’t accidentally ruin during this.My 100 minutes were almost up, and I was able to hit my 100 edges with just 2 minutes left! Sir allowed me to edge during those 2 extra minutes, so I got up to 109 :)I don’t think I’ve ever edged that many times so quickly, consecutively, without ruining. What a thrill.​After my edges, sir made me wedgie my panties so that I could connect the hooks on my bra to my panties. Super embarrassing, considering I haven’t gotten a wedgie since like elementary school haha, but it acted as a sort of crotchrope and pulled on sir’s super sensitive clit every time I moved. Also, as of now, I have to remove all of my clothes whenever I go to the bathroom 🙂 Thanks to u/notsoniceaccount for both of these ideas heheAlso, day 5 of being constantly plugged :)Also also, I’m up past my bedtime writing this so I’m off to get punished for it hehe :)If you have any ideas on how to torture me in any way shape or form, please message sir (u/dominatedme)Thank you for reading!! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Day 8!

So if anyone read my last post, they would have known that I wanted to not cum for the entire month of September. I failed on day 8 and my Master requested that I forced myself to orgasm so that when I went straight back in to denial I would have a fresh memory of what I’m missing.My first day of round 2 of orgasm denial was meant to be the 88 edges in a day, I originally failed on, however I was ill so Master put me on no touch until I was ready to begin.I have now successfully got to Day 8 again and in those 8 days have had over 100 edges. Including 67 today. Master said he would love to get me to 1,000 edges.Because I failed no orgasm in September, I no longer know when I will next be allowed to cum and that makes me throb. I am so so desperate to cum.This evening in bed I did 32 edges (67 today in total) and then immediately put a dildo in my pussy and a chastity belt on, and I have to sleep like this tonight. Even typing this out I can feel myself squeezing my thighs together to get some sort of relief. It’s my fault because I did ask Master if I could do this, as I’m feeling like such a slut tonight after all my edges. I am so wet and wanting to orgasm but I also love how needy I am becoming. I’m in for a long night. Good girls don’t cum. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

A dice, 15 challenges and a punishment

Grab a dice, or use an online dice roller. Complete the challenge you get given. If you don’t/can’t/won’t complete your allocated number, you have the option to complete all of the other five numbers for that roll, or take a punishment.It might be useful to have elastic bands, a spanking implement, ice cubes, tooth paste and a dildo at the ready, but they’re not necessary. Re-roll if you don’t have equipment.Challenge 1: Your attire1. Fully clothed (only remove articles if necessary)2. No underwear, but clothing (no bra, panties)3. Underwear only (no bra)4. Your choice!5. Anything unusual (- special underwear, opposite gender, etc.)6. Fully nudeChallenge 2: The preparationYou must be in the right mindset to complete this challenge. This next step will help to get you there.1. Write 25 lines “I am horny and must learn to control myself.” (Complete fifty times if doing lines digitally)2. Using your nose, hold a penny to a wall for three minutes.3. Light pain! 25 smacks with your usual utensil (hand, crop, flogger) anywhere you fancy.4. Yoga child’s pose, three minutes.5. Repeat “I have not earned my orgasm yet, I do not deserve pleasure.” 25 times out loud.6. Pick any two of the above.Challenge 3: The warm-up.1. Smack your clit, hard, 10 times. Thank me out loud after ten. Use any implement you’d like.2. Stroke your clit gently for 2 minutes.3. Play with your left nipple, two minutes.4. Deep throat an object (or suck fingers), one minute.5. 50 smacks to each butt cheek, using anything except your hands.6. One finger inside yourself, thirty seconds.Challenge 4: Your first pleasure1. 1 minute of fun! Stroke it, fuck it, get yourself near to that orgasm.2. 5 minutes to enjoy yourself, however you’d like.3. Watch some porn. Stroke yourself. 2 minutes.4. Stroke your clit 60bpm for two minutes.5. Ten seconds pleasure, ten seconds hands on your head.6. One minute hands on, thirty seconds hands off. 7 minutes.Challenge 5: A bit of pain.1. Clothespins, binder clamps, coat hangers, etc. One on each nipple for five minutes.2. Same as above, but turn them 90 degrees clockwise every minute.3. Clothespin on clit (3 minutes). Fellas, two on your balls.4. 50 smacks to your clit. Use an implement, no hands.5. Toothpaste on clit . 2 minutes, then rinse off. You may roll again if you get clit pain next time (one use only – use wisely)6. 2 Clothespins on pussy lips (or mouth lips, boys). Pull off without opening the hinge. Double your next pleasure time for being a good sub. If you don’t succeed, double your punishment (or pick two)Challenge 6: More pleasure!That pain might have been too much, or maybe it wasn’t enough for you. Either way, appreciate your pleasure now. Thank me out loud.1. 100bpm, thrust a finger/dildo into your hole. (Roll for lube. Even – yes, odd – spit). 2 minutes.2. Anything you want – 20 seconds on, fifteen seconds off. 4 minutes.3. Five seconds on, five seconds off. 2 minutes.4. Thirty seconds pleasure, ten hard smacks to nipples. Repeat for 5 minutes.5. Fuck yourself 2 minutes. No touching clit.6. Hump something. 2 minutes. Touch clit for one minute.Are you wanting to cum now?Is it really bad? Are you throbbing, or gasping when you touch yourself? Too bad. You don’t deserve to cum yet.Other people could have come by now, but you’re happy to take instructions from a stranger on the internet. Wow. But have you impressed me so far? Let’s see… Roll a dice. Do it now.What did you get? Challenge 7 awaits.Even – You have impressed me. You get more pleasure.1. Thirty seconds play, fifteen seconds hands on your head. Repeat three times.2. Use your off hand, pleasure for a minute.3. no pleasure for you. Skip to number eight.4. put something inside yourself. Two minutes, enjoy it. Fuck it.5. Nipple play! 2 minutes, go.6. Pleasure yourself, fifteen seconds, fifteen spanks on the nipples. 4 minutes.Odd – Punishment. You have failed to impress me, slave. Say “I am sorry, mistress.” out loud ten times as you complete your punishment.1. Write ten lines. “I deserve pain. I like pain.” (20 times if online).2. Snap an elastic band on your clit twenty times – from at least 5 centimetres away, if not more. If you don’t jump when it hits, don’t count it.3. Spank that ass! One hundred times.4. Smack your face. Twenty times, each side.5. Elastic band on your feet. Ten times per foot. If you make a noise (whimper, yelp, etc.), add five more snaps. Every time you make a noise.6. Lucky you. Choose two of the pleasure options from number 7… And two of the punishments above. Did I say lucky? Whoops.Do you want to cum now? Was the pleasure too much? Or did you get a punishment, and are you starting to get bored? Bored? Are you sure? We’ll have to mix it up a bit, then.Challenge 8: Sensations.1. Two ice cubes in hole, until melted. No touching yourself once they’re inside!2. Toothpaste on nipples. 4 minutes. Rinse off. If you complete this, you may skip a nipple punishment if you roll another.3. Figging! Use some ginger. (If not within limits, hit your inner thighs 100 times each with an implement). 3 minutes, and shake that ass.4. Wax on nipples! (If not within limits, or available, inner thighs 100 times as above.)5. An ice cube in the mouth, pussy, and ass. Wait until melted.6. Put a hand warmer against your clit. Three minutes. (Or thigh spanking. See no.3)Did that wake you up? Ready for more pleasure? Good. But first, a bit of light bondage. Stay like this until the end, or until you need to move for a challenge (at least the next two challenges!)Challenge 9: freedom to move? Please.1. Tie wrists together.2. Ball gag (or wrists together, ankles together)3. Knees together.4. Tie those balls up! Lady folk, breast bondage.5. Tie off hand to ankles.6. Lie on your back cross legged. Tie ankles to waist (so you can’t stretch your legs out, or close your thighs. Tie your big toes together with an elastic band)Enjoying the discomfort? Yes? No? Good. Pleasure it is. Are you dripping yet? Only a little longer, I promise.Challenge 10: Stimulation.1. Enjoy yourself. 2 minutes.2. Ten seconds pleasure, fifteen seconds hands on head (or not touching, if bound).3. Finger fuck… 3 minutes4. Look at a spot on the ceiling. 20bpm, blink every beat. If you blink too often, attend a punishment. 1 minute. Pleasure yourself however you’d like.5. Five seconds slow, five seconds fast, five seconds nipples, repeat 10 times.6. Lucky duck. Edge three times (each edge separated by a minute of no touching!)Good slave. Did you like that? Are you desperate to cum? Good. You’ve done so well so far, denies yourself so much. It would be a shame to spoil it now, wouldn’t it? I promise you can come soon… On number 13.Challenge 11: Exercise.A good slave takes care of their body. If you can’t complete any of these exercises, take a punishment, and drink a glass of tap water immediately.1. 5 pushups (or ten from your knees)2. 40 jumping jacks/star jumps.3. 30 squats. Deep.4. 5 burpees.5. Five tricep dips.6. Ten crunches. Five sit ups.Are you starting to sweat a little? Out of breath, just slightly? Yes? Good. No? Repeat above exercise.Challenge 12: Quick pleasure.1. Ten seconds2. Twenty.3. A minute!4. Five seconds.5. One stroke. Wait five seconds. Once more. Repeat for a minute.6. Ten playful spanks to clit.Challenge 13: Wait, did I say you can cum now? But I’m not satisfied…1. Edge twice.2. Edge once.3. Thirty seconds pleasure.4. Twist your nipples. Thirty seconds.5. Lucky duck! Skip to challenge 15 – you may cum.6. You’ve been naughty. Spank those nipples. 50 times each.Challenge 14: Obedience in silence.You want to cum, you say? Ask yourself – have you earned it? I don’t think so. You disagree? Tough. It’s my decision that counts here.Any good slave should take a punishment the way their master wants, and I want you silent for this one. If a sound escapes your lips, you have to add to your suffering. Add 5 spanks/hits per noise. A sound can be a gasp, a yelp, a whimper, a moan. No noise. Understand?200 spanks on clit.250 on breasts/nipples.Ping an elastic band on your clit 50 times. If it doesn’t make you jump, don’t count it.50 per nipple. 50 clit . 50 per foot.100 on ass.150 inner thighs.Good… Well done. Here’s your reward… If you’re lucky.Challenge 15: Luck of the draw.Edge three times, one minute apart. You may cum, with your eyes open and fixed on one spot on the ceiling.Edge twice. Cum with your off hand. Eyes closed.Oops. Repeat any challenge you’d like to, then roll again.Challenge 16 … 📷You have 60 seconds to orgasm. Fail to cum, and you must either get up and walk away without an orgasm, or start fresh.Kneel. Spread your legs. Cum. As you pleasure yourself, speak constantly. Thank me for your orgasm. Beg for it. Whatever. If you’re silent for more than a second, hands on your head for a minute.Challenge 16: Luck of the draw…You’re a little unlucky. Better hope for an even number!1. Restart from challenge 10.2. Cum.3. Restart from 13.4. Cum.5. … Unlucky. You are denied. Get away from the computer, you’re not allowed to cum for three hours. No complaints!6. Roll challenge 15 again.Congrats! All done. Now for the punishments.Punishments: (roll two dice)All must be conducted in silence. Break your silence (gasp, moan, yelp, whimper) and you must roll your punishment again.1. Clamps on nipples. Rotate 90 degrees every minute. Ten minutes.2. Toothpaste on nipples and clit . Five minutes. Wash off. Reapply. 5 minutes. Wash off.3. 300 spanks on clit. 50 bpm.4. Unlucky. Pick any two punishments.5. Clamp your clit. 4 minutes. Lads, roll again.6. Punch your crotch lads, hard. VERY hard. You mustn’t touch your crotch for ten seconds, then massage for fifty. Good boy.7. Fuck your face. Deep throat it. Make yourself gag. 5 minutes. If you don’t gag at least every fifteen seconds, pick another two punishments.8. 75 elastic band flicks on genitals.9. Corner time! Kneel in a corner, bind your ankles to your wrists. Use your nose to hold a coin to the wall. 5 minutes…. With toothpaste on your right nipple.10. Clamp your nipples. Use string to attach them to a solid object. Take three large steps back. You must rip the clamps off, and you mustn’t make a sound.11. Spank your ass. 250 times.12. Pick three punishments.Well done. I made you work for that orgasm, and you earned it (unless, of course, you didn’t get it! Whoops). Come back as often as you’d like. Let us know how it goes.Give feedback if you’d like. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n