Orgasm Control – Edging, Tease and Denial, ruined orgasms, chastity

I like to pretend that my edges are my actual orgasms. Like I moan and move as if I just had an orgasm, but never really getting it. I think this way I might be able gaslight myself into believing that this is all I can get ❤️ I love being denied and being able to ride long edges at anytime. I love my denial and the dumb feeling that comes with it. Does anyone have other ways to gaslight and trick themselves more into denial, or other nice mantras?(Please no pms 💜) female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Master has requested that I write a post about my first week of denial as part of my task today.Day 1 started with one edge only, and I was to wear my butt plug. He requested that I wore it at work, but anything at work is a limit so I didn’t, which he was fine with. I put the plug in after work, and it felt good to have something in me.Day 2 I wasn’t allowed to touch my pussy or clit but was to play with my boobs and my nipples, imagining it was Master and imaging him fucking me rough.Day 3 I was to wear my nipple clamps and insert my butt plug. I was finally allowed to play with my clit and to edge three times.Day 4 I was at a friends house, so my tasks were to not touch my clit but I was to play with my nipples and focus on what it would be like to be fucked in the ass by my Master. I was allowed to touch my pussy lips. Then I was allowed to imagine sir licking and tormenting my clit, which left me feeling so desperate. I think this day is when I really started to get wet all the time, and notice the aching. I can usually go a few days easy, so day 4 was my day where I focused more and more on my need only.Day 5 was intense and very much enjoyable. I had the house to my self. I was to wear my nipple clamps and butt plus, I felt needy so asked if I could wear my big plug that really stretches me. I was to then take my biggest dildo and fuck my self. I posted about this earlier in the week. But it’s the first time I have edged with vaginal penetration only, and I’m so happy I’ve got to this point! All in all, i edged 50 times in total after begging my Master to edge more. I was so wet and needy and knew I would be aching in the morning from all the fucking and edging. After my edges I fucked my self in the ass, but this wasn’t part of my task so I needed a punishment 😩Day 6 was a no play dayDay 7 was also no touch, but I was to use a clit pump a lot so I could always feel how engorged I was but not allowed to touch. This hurt a little and we cut the punishment short (still no touching). I swear whilst I was at work all i could think about was being fucked or cumming.Today is day 8 and Master has set me an intense task. I am writing this between edges and I want to cum so so badly, I am so wet. Today I have to edge 88 times. 8 times an hour, but each edge has to be at least 5 minutes apart. If I don’t complete them all, tonight in bed I am to complete the rest back to back with no rest. I don’t think I will be able to edge every hour, as I’m driving a long road trip. So tonight will be intense! However, I’ve started already this morning and have only done a couple and it’s already making me ache so bad with need.It’s been a very good week so far, but I know it’s going to get a lot more intense the longer I go. Only twice before have I reached 2 weeks denial, so I am excited to be denied longer then this. I wish I was allowed to edge more, but also at the same time I feel like the slower I go the longer I will be able to hold out? I’ve realised during this so far, that I always crave to be stuffed with something like a butt plug or kegal balls, and at night all I crave is a dick in me. Maybe as punishment Master will make me sleep stuffed with a dildo, in chastity so there’s no escape and no touching?The more the week has gone all, the more I have craved torturing of my clit like putting pegs on it or spanking it with a paddle. I’ve never seen myself as a pain slut, but maybe I am?I’ve also introduced Master to this page, which he’s never read before. He messaged me saying it may be a mistake because there’s thing he’s read on here that he never thought to do before 😳😳I know Master will read this, and I think he may like this. If you have any ideas for my denial, or any punishment ideas then leave them below? (I have many toys; butt plugs in two sizes, small and big dildo, rabbit, mini wand, kegal balls, clamps, suckers, paddle spanner, ball gag, chastity belt (can only wear laying down as it’s a bit small) and oragel to numb my clit) female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

So today, they didn’t touch in besides affectionate hugs or touch’s as I (sadly) had to work today and came back only an hour ago. They did however leave a lovely request for me to do if I had the energy. (Always lol.) they requested that I tease my clit with one ice cube and then put that one plus two others in pussy.So after showering all the ash (high winds are blowing ash and smoke to my area. We are safe minus the air.) and grime away I stayed fully naked and laid on my back with some ice cubes in a bowl.I immediately tensed up as I felt the water drip off of the ice cube and onto my pussy and also felt my stomach happily drop in excitement and nervousness. When I lightly pressed it against my clit, I jerked away but quickly teased it a little longer. Then I slowly brought it down to my hole and pushed it in. The first time it popped right out lol. I pushed it back in and I could feel it melting in my pussy and dribbling out and hitting my ass. It felt oddly nice in a weird way just feeling it pool in me and slowly leak out.When I pushed the other two in, I added them as quickly as possible on top of each other and I just had to grasp the blanket I brought with me to not touch myself. I could feel them moving in my pussy and there was no way to stop their movement without them melting or popping them out, and I felt my stomach tightening ever so slightly. I was kinda embarrassed that I’ve in my pussy was making aroused without doing anything else.When they melted, I put myself in shorts and a shirt, (no panties or bra.) and cleaned up the water on the ground before I curled up on their couch. I also work tomorrow but hopefully not as long. I’m extremely excited to tell them about my reaction to the ice tomorrow and what they’ll do to me next. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

After not being able to do much of anything yesterday, I really wanted to see how much I could take in a single day of teasing without touch. I started the day with two hours of porn while in bed, using all of the time to relentlessly attack my nipples; I twisted them as much as I could stand—focusing only on making them ache as much as I could. I knew I had gotten what I wanted when I started whimpering from how it hurt. Only stopped for an hour to take a shower and have breakfast, and immediately went back to watching porn. My nipples were so sensitive, it felt so nice to be able to tease them over. I drew circles around then, brushed them with my fingers, pinched them and it just felt so good. I kind of wish they could be like this forever. This felt soo much better than just doing circles above my pussy or caressing on top of it, it felt so good. Even so many hours later, they’re slightly stiff and sore; I think I’ll keep torturing them tomorrow.Also, Porn; I watched so much of it today. I dripped and dripped and dripped so much my clit spasmed from the need. I want to touch myself so much, I just want to rub my clit over and over and feel what it’s like to get that kind of release. I want to be a good slut though—keep myself aching and desperate for my mistress; I wish to entertain you all with my denial too. I can’t, I can’t touch myself even though I want to so so bad. All day I kept watching a sea of edging porn, erotica, captions, for hours and I got completely enveloped in it. Once I couldn’t find anymore I watched, um quite a bit of humiliation porn—dreaming of being put in my place like the girls in the videos were; wishing I could edge like the girls in the videos, cum and have an orgasm like the girls in the videos. All in all, I think I spent at least 5 more hours like this (having breaks in between)… which puts me at a total of 7 hours including my morning session.I’m so sleepy and tired, I hope this post makes. I feel so frustrated, and desperate, and good. I keep replaying a mental image of my mistress lightly blowing on my pussy and chuckling while I whimper to her. Some times I fantasize about when she would torture me with a brush, it’s the tool I hate the most, but that feels so long ago now. I would do anything to get the brush back. My release day is so close, I can’t wait until I’m able to touch and touch and touch and finally have an orgasm. My mind feels destroyed from all the porn, I just want to be good and touch myself. Rub my pussy and my nipples hard and make myself feel so much pleasure. I don’t know how long it’ll last but I just want to have edges even if it’s for a day! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

looking for some kind people who will show me how to properly use myself while being denied.i’ve been denied since friday just edging myself occasionally, looking for someone who wants to decide how much i edge. and other rules to follow. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n