Orgasm Control – Edging, Tease and Denial, ruined orgasms, chastity

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My last full orgasm was July 8th…I allowed myself 1 ruined orgasm yesterday before starting my “get fit and stay denied” journey today…here are my notes!I’m already starting to feel desperate. I’m only allowed to edge morning, night, and once before each large meal. So only 5 times a day.All three edges today so far have needed to be rushed, leaving me extra frustrated. I am so looking forward to dinner tonight because I am going to really enjoy my edge prior to dinner.I accidentally touched myself this morning out of habit, so pussy was spanked 5 times. I immediately touched it to soothe it and realized this required 5 more pussy spanks…it definitely hurt but also it’s crazy how I already was thankful for any stimulation even if it was a crop.Then I forced myself to watch these while I did chores while naked from the waste down:https://ift.tt/2CSKt26 edge before dinner was amazing, all 6 minutes! I placed my ass up against the back of the couch where I leaned back and my head hung off the couch, legs in the air but spread butterfly. I placed a vibrator on low and sat it gently on my pussy, barely hitting my clit. I stared at a Domme from this subreddit’s photo while I moved my hips around to reach an edge. I had to be careful because I told myself that if the vibrator fell off, the edge was done. I needed a longer edge than the 3 I had earlier today. It was amazing. 6 minutes up my head hanging upside down, staring at her picture, moving my hips around in the air like the edge slut I know I need to be. If only every edge could be that amazing.While I took a bath I listened to this to remind me of what I was being denied. I’ve decided I’ll do this during pass times if possible, listen while doing chores, at the gym, in the bath, in the car, etc. I don’t have time to be reminded when I’m needed to do be productive so I need to take free time to be reminded. Instinctively, I touched myself 3 times during the bath. I didn’t rub my clit or anything, but I need to learn that everything is off limits except during my 5 edges. This way I’m not tempted to selflessly do sexual things all day when they’re not bringing others pleasure or benefit. My work brings benefit to my household.So, 15 more pussy spanks it is. This is after I shaved my pussy, so I felt them a lot more! I did five after watching another woman orgasm from the same video. I did that 3 times. I made it to number 16 and will continue watching the rest tomorrow!https://ift.tt/2OEXYFg female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I have decided that I will not cum for 5 days.After 5 days I have to report back here and ask nicely if I am allowed to cum.I can tease myself all I want, and edge, but I am now allowed to cum.If I do cum I must ruin it and double the time for the amount of day I am on (example: if I ruin one and have to double to 10 days and then ruin again I would have to make it 20 days and so on) and report here that I came.I also plan to start fucking myself in the ass so I can hopefully one day be anal and oral only for my future husband. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

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[F19] I gave myself my first ruined orgasm, It felt good after 3 days no touch but man did it hurt. I watched porn with a clothespin pin on my clit for about an hour until I couldn’t take it anymore. I edged a couple times before the ruin and right when I felt myself start to cum I stopped. My pussy contracted but there was no real satisfaction, honestly it was hot. I think I’m really gonna start getting into this denial community and see how long I can go! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

well just following the title…​I was a bad girl today I came 3 times in a row without even one edge. I was just so frustrated by my failure at edging yesterday. I basically lost count after 3 or 4. and couldn’t get to the edge at all without getting so tired I have to stop to breathe. I am not even sure I got there at all, I ran way over time already by then.​My reddit friend who was helping with giving me edging tasks (you know who you are, xoxo) told me that I am out of practice and I need to practice edging more. I know he’s right… but I was just ..so frustrated that I came. three times in a row, and all of those were just.. short and weak. I haven’t told him that I did this I know he’d be so disappointed in me. I guess I can’t keep it from you so this is my post publicly telling you I have been a bad girl.​I don’t know what to do now. I just feel ashamed but also sad that I’m not even an edging slut anymore female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n