Week of Denial: 2nd (technically 4th) day of denial, soft edging

VIDEO OF 2ND (4TH) DAY SOFT EDGINGI’m gonna do two posts today, this first one I’m basically setting the ground rule that today will be soft edging and I can’t touch my clit (there are options below for the very end of the day if I get rewarded or not). Anything goes for today except touching my clit, so lots of penetration, insertions, ice (which is great because it makes me feel like I’m going to cum but actually delays it), nipple play, writing on myself (I have to find a sharpie), pussy pumping, slapping, etc. Not being able to touch my clit is almost as bad (maybe worse, I can feel it right now) as edging when I still have to play with myself, and it will definitely keep me from ruining my orgasm, since I literally can’t have one without touching my clit (the only good time for being unable to cum vaginally).In the video above I’m penetrating my pussy and ass. Someone mentioned that to punish me for ruining I should put something in my ass with no lube, so I used a tiny bit of spit and put a glass dildo inside me. At around 4:50 you can hear me beg to touch my clit and some fantasies/desires I have.Poll!At the end of the day of soft edging, I am allowed to edge my clit with a vibrator, I’m a very good girl for showing you my holes and I should be rewarded, but not with an orgasm or ruinAt the end of the day of soft edging, I am allowed to edge my clit with my fingers, I’m a good girl for showing my holes but I still have to prove myself and still have to be punished for ruiningSoft edging all day with no touching of my clit, I’m a bad girl for having ruined and I really need some discipline, I need to be punished for having been bad and I need to be kept in a true state of denial for your pleasureTL:DR OTHER POSTS: I’m going to edge myself for a week straight. On the 1st and 3rd day I accidentally ruined my orgasm so I’m being punished.I’m going to include the links to all other videos in my post at the end of the day. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Week of denial 3rd day update and results of poll (27 minutes of edging)

POST AND VIDEO FROM FIRST DAYPOST AND VIDEO FROM 2ND DAYLINK TO ORIGINAL 3RD DAY POST AND VIDEOLINK TO EXTRA VIDEO FOR RESULTS FROM THE POLL (AND EXTRAS)I essentially knew the result of the poll when the 5th vote was cast for 2: I edge myself two more separate times today but do not ruin my orgasm.I was waiting for it the entire time today. At work I went in the bathroom and teased my tits just because I couldn’t wait. I never did that before. I had to listen to music to really focus on my work. It’s getting bad and technically this is day 1 (why did I have to ruin my orgasms??) more on that in a minute.I took a lot of inspiration for this one from a comment by u/renirambus: Don’t get anywhere close. Get to that zone where your body starts responding to the stimulation and you start “climbing”, but then back off and don’t keep pushing, don’t build your arousal very far. Not anywhere near the edge. Just get your body to respond, and then either stay there for a while or stop.I did exactly that and I remain completely denied, throbbing and wet. I decided that I was a bad girl for having ruined by orgasm twice already, and I’m already fairly certain I’m extending the time because a lot of doms mentioned that in cases like mine they’d roll back the clock. So it pains me to say it…but welcome to day 1 of my edging and denial (just typing that makes my pussy swell with anticipation and frustration). To further punish myself, I decided to use clothes pins on my pussy.I knew I wouldn’t have time to do two separate videos as it were (also why when I can just create a long one, make it easy on myself, I’m already edging myself for more than a week (I mean one week, those other days didn’t happen because I came, I’m a good girl I swear). So I divided my edging by when I would push out the ping pong balls. I decided that they would be kind of like ben wa balls, although they’re nowhere near as fulfilling as the nail polish bottle (or the pill bottle) BUT they do torture in the fact that once they’re in, they’ve very hard to push out. I feel like such a little slut when I’m gasping and panting to try and push them out.The first half of the edging I have my clit totally exposed due to the clothes pins, the second part I don’t but I got further along and finally got the makeup brush to make me feel just a little more tortured.I’m realizing that I not only really love edging, but I love edging and denying myself so I can remain a source of pleasure for all of you. My only worth is being an object to torture and toy with, disregarding me so that you can cum. I hope I’m worthy of an orgasm at the end of this. That’s up to all of you.Let me in on some ideas for tomorrow. No touch? Keep edging? More pussy pump? More insertions? Let me know what you fantasize about! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n