I was edging, and somewhere around 150 I got really close and I was scared I would go over, but I managed to relax and pull back, and the feeling went away. But a few seconds later I had the contractions that usually come with an orgasm, but I didnt feel anything. It wasn’t frustrating at all either, it didnt feel like a ruin as I know it. But after that it took me longer to get to the edge. I also wasn’t oversensitive like I would usually be after a ruin:/ Mentally I feel kinda off but I know it might just be paranoia…What do y’all think? Was it a ruin? Should I go back to day 0? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n