beginner denial update (1 week!!)

i’ve officially made it one week without cumming!! i did accidentally have a ruined orgasm on the 4th but i didn’t get to enjoy a full orgasm, my last official one was on may 30th. i’m feeling good, i think i can make it this month with juNO, but i’m constantly horny, so horny that i have been wearing my dildo and plug as i sleep to keep my holes filled i listened to cal’s curse a couple times too!! hard to do it because i’m not alone most of the time but whenever i have free time i do 🙂 it’s getting harder to bring myself to edge the longer i go without cumming, i’m wondering if i should do some no touch to help that maybe? should i be punished for my ruined orgasm? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Day 2 denial log that I couldn’t get to work yesterday.

Full daily log from yesterday!Yesterday I posted my tasks but sir would like me to share my naughty journal with the whole world! I only have a little bit more to type but my pussy is so achy and desperate that I’m having a hard time thinking! I’m going to do my best though!Task 1: I had to wear panties at all times so that I was reminded that I wasn’t as free as I could be because I still hadn’t earned back my pussy or clit after cumming without permission yesterday). I had to pick a paper from my location container and position from my position container and worship my dildo with my mouth for 3 minutes. Then brush each nipple for 1 minute. After, I was to say “I am a naughty kitty and I want to be a good kitty” out loud. I was to do this six times.1: bent over with legs spread at top of bedBending over like that made my pussy think it was about to get stuffed full, but I was wearing my shorts and panties still so I felt so wrong. That’s what I get for being a naughty kitty and cumming without sir’s permission. I was drooling so much on my dildo while I worshipped it with my mouth. I was imagining I had just been fucked and I was sucking my juices off it and my pussy was throbbing like crazy. My nipples got so hard while I was brushing them that I could feel the skin around them pulling and all I could think about was how I wish it was my clit that was swelling so much. I really have to be good for sir so I can play with my clitty again.2: face down, ass up on floor in front of dresserI just wished I was playing with a real cock. I miss having a cock in my mouth while he reaches around and plays with my sensitive clit or stretches my ass with his fingers or a toy. It’s always so hard to keep my focus, but I can’t touch my pussy or clitty after cumming yesterday like a naughty kitty. I have to stay achy and needy for sir this time. The entire time I was brushing my nipples I could feel my pussy throbbing and soaking my panties. They seem to get more and more sensitive the longer I go without touching my clit! I wanted to squeeze and pull on them so badly but I can only tease, like sir said.3: standing in front of my door with one leg propped up against the doorI wish my pussy was out when I did this but I had my panties on to remind me that I’m not as free as I could be because I came without permission yesterday. Having my legs so far spread with one up meant I couldn’t even feel my lips rubbing against each other which was so frustrating! I miss being allowed to play with my pussy. I drooled right down myself and had to change my shirt this time too! My nipples were already so hard when I started brushing them that it was almost unbearable to not be able to pinch them. I hope sir thinks I’m being a good enough kitty.4: sitting with my legs completely spread on the end of my bed.I had my window open and the cool breeze against my wet panties was driving me crazy! I couldn’t stay still, my clit is aching so badly. I realized that this is the longest I think I’ve ever gone without touching my pussy! I took my top off to worship my dildo with my mouth this time but I did end up drooling so much on it that my whole chest was wet. I wish I actually had the taste of a cock in my mouth but I’m still glad I’m allowed to fill at least one of my holes. I had to bite my lip while brushing my nipples, especially my left one. I can’t believe how much more sensitive they are! I even had to put a different bra on because they’re staying so hard that they’re visible through the one I had on earlier.5: on my back with my legs spread on the floor at the end of my bed.This position reminded me of getting face fucked and it would be so nice to actually be used like that right now. My panties are getting so wet, I’m hoping I don’t wet through my shorts too! My nipples are almost too sensitive. Just brushing them for a minute makes my toes curl. I’m so frustrated that I can’t pinch or pull on them that it’s barely even enjoyable anymore.6: standing with my legs spread at the end of my bed.I realized while I was sucking on my dildo that if I moved my hips in this position, my panties rubbed ever so slightly against my clitty, but it’s so sensitive that even that felt like being a naughty kitty so I tried really hard not to move, but it made me even drippier and more achy than I was already 😖 my nipples are so hard and sensitive now that brushing the left nipple was so hard, I couldn’t wait for the timer to go because it was driving my so crazy!Task 2: I was allowed to take my panties off!! I was to wear my butt plug as much as I could during and in between my tasks. I had to grind my pussy and clit on my pillow for 5 minutes. When I was done that I was to roll my nipples in between two finger for a full minute, and then pinch them. After I was done I was to say, “Thank you for letting me grind and pinch. I’m your kitty butt slut”. I was to do this 6 times.1: this butt plug is making me so much needier than I ever have been before! While I was grinding my pussy on my pillow, the edge of the pillow sometimes caught the base of the plug and pulled on it a little and it was making me leak so much juice I had to double up the towel under my pussy while I kept grinding my clit. I might have to put something harder like my yoga mat under the pillow next time because it wasn’t stiff enough to really tease my clitty. I’ll ask sir and see what he wants. Rolling my nipples between my fingers made my entire body shake after only being allowed to use a brush on them for 2 days. At the end I pinched them so hard that I let out a little moan because I couldn’t hold it in. It was amazing, I’m sad I had to let go but I didn’t want to overdo it and take advantage of sir letting me play again.Update: Sir is allowing the change with the pillow because he wants me to be able to play with my pussy and clit again. Yay! I also had to take my bra off because my nipples are staying so hard that they were starting to hurt rubbing against the inside of my bra.2: I had to come and do another round of my tasks because the plug was making me so desperate I was having a hard time not whimpering out loud. Grinding my clit against the pillow on the yoga mat didn’t make me any less needy though. By the time my 5 minutes was up I could barely focus on resetting my alarm for my nipples. My pussy was drooling so much while I rolled my nipples between my fingers that I could feel my hole opening and closing as it leaked more and more. My legs are just now slowing down with how much pinching my nipples made them shake.Update: I’m about to go for a walk with my plug in 😬 I know it’s going to be uncomfortable not to be able to touch while I’m out, but it’s going to make me such a desperate needy, achy slut that it’ll definitely be worth it to feel the plug shift inside of me every time I take a step. I definitely won’t be able to forget that I’m sir’s drippy kitty butt slut.3: after my walk I definitely had to do another round of my tasks. This time I pulled my clit hood back to completely expose my little clitty. I came so close to edging this time but the alarm went off! I totally lost track of time. With my exposed clitty still pushed hard into my pillow, even just rolling my nipples almost made me edge. I couldn’t wait until I got to pinch them hard. I felt it in my whole body!4: I pulled my clit hood back again but after doing it last time too, it was too much. I guess that’s what I get for being greedy again. I don’t get to feel quite as good as when I’m being an extra good kitty butt slut. My nipples are getting so insanely sensitive from pinching them now. It takes my breath away when I do it, it’s amazing! I can still feel my clit all swollen and achy though, it wants to cum so badly but I’m going to see how much better I am as a denied, desperate slutty kitty.Update: I’m slicing potatoes for dinner and my arm keeps rubbing against my nipple through my shirt and they’re so sensitive that it’s hurting a little. At least it is as much a punishment as it is nice so I can stay a good slutty kitty for sir.Update: I had to take my plug out because I’m on my feet and it’s digging in really bad. But now I just feel empty and sad 😞5: I put my plug back in to do my task. I still can’t quite edge! I want to so bad! I’m getting so so close and my pussy is begging for it! It’s just constantly throbbing and drippy now and my nipples are so tingly and sensitive with just my shirt against them, rolling them and pinching them was enough to make me cry out. I took my plug back out but I will wear it for my last set of task.6: my pussy and clit are so swollen from grinding on the towel that they’re getting even more sensitive 😖 I love it but it’s so frustrating not to be able to cum, and I can’t even edge! My nipples are still hard and every time I pinch them they seem to feel even better than before and I don’t know how that’s even possible! Sir is helping me become so much better by teasing and denying me.Task 3: I was allowed to wear something extra slutty that made me feel extra subby so I picked my little school girl costume! We used the location and position containers again, but I got to flip a coin to see if I used my mouth or my pussy this time! And I got to use my dildo for 5 whole minutes at a time which is the longest sir has let me use it yet! I was to do this every 20 minutes for 6 rotations.1: heads, hands and knees on the floor in front of my dresserI was sad I didn’t get to fill my pussy, but in my schoolgirl costume with my ass in the air and my pussy totally exposed while not being allowed to use it made me so wet! I’m glad I flipped heads first now!Update: my pussy is screaming to be played with! I can’t keep still no matter what I do. I have to lay with my legs open because I’m nervous if I close then I’m going to grind them together and I don’t want to play without permission!2: tails, sitting with legs spread on the end of my bedIt felt so amazing to fill my pussy again! I wanted so much to pound it so hard and fast but sir said to go slow and deep and he knows what is best for his desperate needy kitty and her pussy. I got so wet I left a huge wet spot on my bed and my dildo was covered in so much cream from my pussy, more than ever before for sure! I so glad sir is so good at making my slutty pussy so creamy and needy.3: tails, on my back with one leg up and one leg down on the end of my bedThis position made my pussy even tighter than normal! I basically had to force my dildo in every time. It’s good sir told me to go slow because I definitely would have at least edged if I was fucking hard and fast. I almost did anyway but my timer went off! And sir only wants me to stay warm and needy, not to edge. When I took the dildo out of me when the timer went, it almost felt as if I had just finished cumming, like teasing and not cumming was as good as cumming! That’s how I should be.4: tails, hands and knees on the end of my bedThis spot is getting so wet! I kind of love it though, it makes me so achy knowing how much my pussy has been leaking! I closed my eyes while filling my pussy and imagined watching and listening to sir stroke his cock while watching his slutty kitty use her dildo on herself like this with her ass in the air and her pussy and clit so exposed, keeping her pussy warm and drippy, and ready for him.5: heads, standing but bent over in front of my dresserI kept my dildo so creamy from using it on my pussy last time, it made my clit throb like crazy when I first tasted my own denied pussy. I can’t believe how much I love being bent over with my ass, pussy, and clit totally exposed but not having anybody to play with them and not being allowed to touch them myself.Update: my clit is so achy and swollen that I can’t lay on my stomach or I can feel it pushing against my mattress. I have to lay on my back with my legs spread just so my clitty isn’t being played with.6: heads, sitting with my feet together under my ass and my knees wide open on the floor at the end of my bedI feel so submissive in this position! I can feel my pussy juices running down my feet and it makes it so hard not to grind my pussy and clit on my heel, but I’m being so good for sir and I don’t want to ruin it! I don’t think I’ve ever squirmed so much while sucking on a dildo though!Treat task: I was allowed to spread my legs in front of my mirror and use my makeup brush in slow light movements on my clit for 10 whole minutes! Sir said that I could say, “I’m a good kitty and I get to brush my slut button because I’m a good girl out loud”.I edged 5 times but was a good slutty kitty and didn’t cum at all! I said my line over and over and over again because it made me feel so good to know that being so good and denied for sir meant I got to play so much with my clit, and it turned me on even more to call it my slut button. My pussy is throbbing so much now. I can’t believe sir helped me edge so much already! I’m just so happy that I didn’t disappoint sir by cumming again. I want so bad to be such a good drippy slut for sir.Sir asked if I was worn out or if I wanted another task and I wanted one so much! I was to brush my nipples until they were nice and hard (they were already hard so I just did a little to warm them up before I put my clamps on them. I was to slowly ride my dildo for 5 minutes, imagining that I was riding sir’s cock. I had to make sure I was going all the way in and then almost all the way out. I started imagining that I wasn’t fucking sir’s cock, but that I was using my pussy to make sure that sir’s cock was kept nice and wet and warm for him like he wanted. Just thinking about using my pussy to please sir instead of to please myself made me almost edge immediately! That’s not what this task was for though, just to keep me subby and needy and drippy for sir. I didn’t edge at all but when I was done I couldn’t even let my blankets lay on me because my clit was so sensitive and desperate that it felt like breaking a rule.I said goodnight to sir and thanked him for keeping me his drippy, desperate, slutty kitty.And then at 3:45 am my pussy woke me up in the middle of me moaning and whimpering in my sleep! I woke up dripping wet, humping the air, and feeling so achy! I messaged sir so that when he woke up he could see that I was a good girl and I didn’t touch no matter how desperate I was! It took me a long time to get back to sleep because I couldn’t stop squirming and moaning like a good slut. When I woke up again it was the same! I think this might be who I am now and I’m so thankful to sir for making me like this.I’m finishing this post with my butt plug in and imagining it is sir’s cock that is stuffing and stretching my ass while I share my naughty journal with the whole world. And I was so wet that I didn’t even need lube to put my plug in because it had soaked everything, including my ass. It’s very hard to think but I’m just so grateful to be sir’s. I’m so glad I never have to worry about how to play or when to cum because that is all sir’s decision.I can’t wait to share today’s log with you all! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Day 3 denial log!

My rules today were the same, no cumming without permission, count all my edges, and no panties while playing. If I must wear panties in between tasks to keep from leaking all over then I am allowed, because I’m such a drippy kitty.Task: lay a towel on a pillow and lay my dildo on top of it. I am to grind my pussy and clit along it in long slow motions for 3 minutes. My first round will be in the cowgirl position, second in reverse cowgirl position, third while laying down on top of it, and then I will repeat these one more time for 6 rounds total. After grinding I can brush my nipples and my clit for 3 minutes each! I must wait at least 20 minutes in between each round as well.1: cowgirlMy pussy was so wet that my lips just slipped around the dildo and I was grinding my exposed clit against it! It was so intense! Brushing my nipples made a stream of juice run out of my pussy, and then when I brushed my clit I edged twice! It was so good after being so achy all night but it was so frustrating not to cum still! I hope it isn’t too long until I find it easy to just edge and not cum.2: reverse cowgirlGot out of the shower and when I had composed myself enough to dry my pussy I immediately started my task. It was like the second my pussy lips touched the dildo I was soaked again! My little clitty is getting a little bit sore from grinding it so much, but not too sore. It’ll help me not cum while I’m brushing it! My shower seemed to soothe my nipples that were still rock hard so it was so good to get them sensitive and hard again. I like when they’re constantly rubbing on my clothes, it’s one more thing reminding me what a desperate, needy, slut I’m becoming for sir. I did edge when brushing my clit but just as my alarm went off which made me more frustrated than I have been yet! I’m glad sir is allowing me to edge at all though so I made sure I stopped right away like a good slutty kitty.3: laying downI had to take a break for something and then I wasn’t feeling great because my house had gotten too hot! Sir said I could finish the rest of my tasks tomorrow, but my clit is throbbing so much after having an edible that I really want to do one for sir now!This was my favourite position 🤤 it teased my clit so perfectly without pulling my clit good back so it just left me wanting so much more! My nipples were actually not hard when I started brushing them! That’s the first time in days. It sure didn’t take more than a couple brush stokes for them to be hard and tingly again though. My pussy is so sopping wet after brushing my clit! I thought it might take longer but it’s already dripping down over my ass. I’m glad I’m a drippy slutty kitty for sir again!Update: I’m already so squirmy again. I won’t be able to finish all 6 rounds of my task tonight but I definitely want to do at least one more to make sure I stay nice and desperate all night long again 😁4: cowgirlMy pussy is just always wet now. Just like a good slutty kitty’s should be for sir. My clit is aching so hard after grinding my dildo, it’s like I never even had to take a break. I imagined that my brush was sir’s tongue teasing my nipples and then my clit. All I can say is that thinking about that made me so much more sensitive and it wasn’t long before I was squirming like crazy wishing for sir to be pulling on my nipples or licking my clit while he lightly tugged on a big butt plug he had filling my ass.5: reverse cowgirlMy clit is literally throbbing so hard I can feel it pushing against my dildo harder at times. It doesn’t help that I’m getting so wet now that I soak the dildo and myself so much I end up with my exposed clitty rubbing directly on my dildo. My nipples are so tingly when I brush them. It’s like they’re trying to swell even harder than they already are. Brushing my clit is still making my legs shake. I want to brush so fast against my sensitive slut button, but I have to go slowly for sir.6: laying downI couldn’t sleep because every time my heart beat I could feel it in my clit, so I decided to finish my tasks! Again, my favourite position! I’m glad we ended with this one so I stay extra needy from it. If I had had 2 more seconds to brush my clit then I definitely would have edged! Now my legs are still quivering from it and my pussy has a mind of its own, I can’t stop trying to grind and jump against the air. I wish this was how I could be 100% of the time; just a desperate, drippy, slutty kitty whose brain is leaking out of her pussy 😁Because my brain doesn’t work as well the more horny and desperate I get, I make typos while writing my logs so sir makes sure I read over them carefully before uploading them. Because I was such a good kitty and surprised him by finishing all my tasks, he let me stuff my pussy with my dildo and keep it inside me while I check over my log and finish it up. It’s very difficult to read and type when all I can think about it how good and warm my pussy would be keeping sir’s cock while I dripped all down him. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n