Orgasm Control – Edging, Tease and Denial, ruined orgasms, chastity

in this week’s edition of my report you can read about an edging marathon with nearly 200 edges in one day, find a new voice recording I posted, amuse yourself with a risky edge I did andddd it wouldn’t really be complete without a couple punishments. hope you enjoy ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)after literal months of being limited to only 3 or 4 edges a day, I was given an opportunity to edge as many times as I could in a day. the most I’ve done before was 100 edges for my 100th day of being denied. I tried to bargain my way into something from him the day before by saying I’d do 160 edges but honestly I didn’t think I’d get there, I didn’t even think I’d make it to 100. but the day came and I completely surprised myself by doing 190 edges!!!!that day was a quite the journey, but honestly I was so out of it I don’t remember much of it. I probably spent like more than 8 hours (on and off, obviously) of that day rubbing my clit and pounding away at my holes. repeatedly getting right to the edge and then pulling away, it was torture. I didn’t want to cum though, I loved the frustration of denying myself so many times. I did want a “release”, which I think is different than wanting an orgasm. edging that many times took a toll on my body. I was so fucking sore, like everything was sore, my stomach and legs started cramping up near the end of the day. and there was this constant pressure on my clit that was just begging for release I couldn’t have.my 100th edge was done by just sucking on my dildo and I was very happy with that choice because my no touch edges get me way more horny and worked up than normal edges so I was ready for more right after that (even though I told him I was done for the day since I got to 100) I spent the last hour of the day with the vibrator on my clit so I could push out as many edges as I could. I was already absolutely ruined before that but that just solidified it. my brain had been leaking out of my cunt all day. I was nothing but a mindless object, edging myself over and over, with my head getting more and more empty. lol, so clearly I had a lot of fun that day. I was a dumb, wet, broken, used up whore by the end of the day ☺️ how could it not have been funthe next day I told him about how sore I was, especially my holes and my clit (which still kinda hurts to touch today 🥴) buuut also my right arm, which did a lot of work that day. with that information he told me to go the rest of the week doing my edges with my left hand. that hand is so useless, like it feels like I’m doing the same movements as my right hand but my clit isn’t responding the same way. I have to work so much harder to edge with it and it’s annoyingthat rule was quickly broken, but by accident. I got horny and forgot about it and just started edging. I did 3 edges with my right hand so he had me tie it behind my back for 40 minutes. I had to tie it in a weird way so that I could just have one arm back there and tying it up that way made my wrist and shoulder hurt sooo that arm really was useless after that punishment. it was fine after stretching it out but the slight ache reminded me not to use that arm.apparently that wasn’t enough punishment for me that day because later I told him I wanna imagine him gagging on his fingers, that’s didn’t immediately get me a punishment. he doesn’t like to give me punishments when I’m fishing for them, he likes to make me wait and “surprise” me with them. that didn’t stop me from trying to get one, I kept pushing and bratting until I told him to stop acting like a little bitch and yell at me or at least tell me to shut up…..I got what I wanted. he told me to shut up but he also said to “shut” all my holes for the rest of the week. I wasn’t allowed to fuck any of my holes 😭 yeahhhh, right after that I was asking him if I could gag on my fingers 🙃 this punishment is unnecessarily mean, I love fucking my holes. most of my edges have been done by grinding on things cuz of this and only being allowed to use my left hand.speaking of my love for fucking my holes, I recorded an audio last night while doing a task my owner gave me. he had me give my dildo a handjob with my left hand for 30 minutes. again, I’m not allowed to have it in any of my holes but last night I would’ve killed to have it in my mouth. it was right fucking there, all up in my face, tempting me to lick it. I’m embarrassed and very turned on to say that a silicone dildo had me so entranced and captivated. I felt like I was going mad with the need to have down my throat. I really thought it would be a boring little task but it literally got me to the edge without touching myself at all. just imagining the possibility of having the dildo in my holes while having it in my hand proved to be too much for me. I’m very happy with this discovery, because now I really feel like I exist to serve cocks and please other people.I was hit really hard with the need to be humiliated and degraded this week and I made sure master knew about it. we spent a majority of that day talking about all the ways I want to be humiliated. admitting all that stuff is sort of embarrassing so I was happily telling him everything I could think of. I’m just mentioning this because it got me really fucking horny and cuz it made him give me a task. when I go out I have to try to use “Sir” and “Ma’am” when i’m talking to people. fingers crossed cuz I’m hoping it’ll make me feel inferior and embarrassed.my friends came over this week and the day before he told me to “amuse him”. I’m ngl, the lack of instruction makes me worry a little but I was happy to have an opportunity to entertain him some more. oh let me mention one thing before I get into what I did. I got on my knees to do something and wow, it really turned me on and made me feel inferior to be looking up at my friends from that position.ok soooo what I did that day was do an edge while with them. not in the bathroom away from them, not just in the same room as them but on the same couch we were sitting on together 🥴 there was a blanket covering us and at first I tried to do a no touch edge so I’d reduce the risk of being caught but it wasn’t working at all. I had to slip my hand I hadn’t been wearing panties so it wasn’t that hard buuut getting to the edge with my left hand while surrounded by my friends was.I had to let a fantasy play out in my head while rubbing my clit so I could get to the edge. I imagined my owner walking me into a room, with a collar and leash on all fours and my friends are in the room. then he would give me commands to do and at first they’d think I’m a disgusting whore for blindly debasing myself for you but then they start to get into it. I imagined it ruining/changing the relationship with my friends. the fantasy jumps into the future where now they blackmail and take advantage of me and use me for their own entertainment whenever they want. anywaysssss, the thought of my friends losing all respect for me and humiliating me whenever they want helped get me to the edge right there next to them without them even noticing it.I didn’t feel like writing my report today. well, no, I just spent a good chunk of the day playing monopoly and I told master that monopoly was more important than my reports and that got me in trouble. we kinda went back and forth on the punishment a little bit and because of that I told him I wouldn’t write my report until he admitted that I “won” (I didn’t win shit, I was just being a bitch) for that he made me set up a clothespins zipper from my tits to my cunt and tie something heavy to the top and and drop it so it would be ripped off. I have new clothespins that really fucking hurt so all the anticipation and fear before dropping it almost killed me but when it happened it wasn’t bad. it was just a sudden shock of pain. I didn’t feel punished enough so I did it again with more clothespins and that time really hurt. honestly, I told him I didn’t start it but I had already started my report earlier in the morning so this whole thing could’ve been avoided but I did kind of need motivation to continue writing it.uhmmm I think that’s it for this report except for where I thank my owner ofc. big thing here, I wanna thank him for pushing me to complete 190 edges. the day before he said I could do more than 150 and I almost died at the idea of doing that many. anddd I wanna thank him for dealing with all the complaining and whining I did that day because I’m sure it was a lot. obviously a huge thank you for all the training he’s given me. with his training i’ve become the most desperate pathetic version of myself and I’m eternally grateful for it, thank you master ☺️ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

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