Setting myself a 10 day denial challenge.

Posting here to keep myself accountable!As I mentioned elsewhere, I’m transitioning out of a long term BDSM/hypnokink dynamic, of which denial and edging was a significant component. I achieved streaks of 222 and 271 days without orgasm.I’ve been making myself orgasm freely for a couple of weeks now. At first I made a rule not to edge and deny for more than one overnight because I found it put me in a headspace that wasn’t conducive to healing heartbreak, but, I’ve got the house to myself next Tuesday-Saturday and so I’m going to use it as an opportunity to experiment with finding enjoyment from edging without submission, just for myself.My current plan:10 days of denial (11-20 March)Day 1-5 – edging by hand only – no toys – increasing the number of edges incrementally with the days. So today, 1 edge. Tomorrow, 2.. etc.Day 6-10 – To be decided! But more indulgence, starting Tuesday evening, and ending with an orgasm on Saturday before my partner gets home (OR, if I’m doing really well, then maybe with him!).If I find the denial becoming overwhelming in a way that’s harmful to my mental health, then I’ll stop immediately. I can also use the half way point as an opportunity to reset, and do 5 days followed by 5 days.I think I’m going to order some new toys, hopefully they will arrive around day 6.I imagine I will update here (or perhaps r/edgingtalk) as I won’t want to be playing all by myself – but we’ll see. Okay, wish me luck! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Now officially on denial.

It’s been a while since I (TF43) posted here so here’s an update.I have finally learned to cum since getting my vaginoplasty last year! I got my surgery on October 15 and had my first orgasm about 3 weeks ago. It was amazing. My whole body pulsed with heat.Then right after I reached that accomplishment my Mistress put me back on no-touch. lolI’ve had another orgasm since then, with her permission of course, and I’ve noticed a troubling pattern. After I cum I go through several days of depression. I read up on it and some other long-term denial women also have dips in mood or bad depression after they cum. I spoke about it with my Mistress and said that if it’s true that edging and denial builds up the happy chemicals in the brain and an orgasm flushes them all out, then the solution is either way more orgasms or way fewer. Well, given that we were just talking about giving me permission to edge as a reward for doing schoolwork, she said that she’s happy to let me cum way less often. Doesn’t bother her whether I cum or not.Fuck I love her so much.So that’s where I’m at! I’ve reached my dream of not being allowed to touch my pussy without permission and rarely getting the opportunity to cum. 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n