welcome back to another report written by yours truly. I do hope that you’ll all find enjoyment in reading about yet another week of my denial ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)it’s gonna seem like this whole thing is just punishments but I promise, there’s more that happened this week including fisting (almost completely) and me switching and domming someone.now that that’s said, let’s start with sunday. I told him that morning that I wanted to be punished but he wouldn’t do it so I figured i’ll just have to earn it. most of that day was spent bratting. I didn’t break any major rules…… I was just rude and disrespectful and gave him an attitude all day. even with all that he was being very patient and wouldn’t punish me. apparently all that patience was just a front and he did have punishments for me that i’ll get the next day. I went to sleep that night very excited but that wouldn’t last through my punishmentshe gave me 4 punishments that day 🙃 (ig I should be more careful when asking for something)I can’t use my toys back until I earn them back and at this point I was still working on earning the privilege of edging freely and touching my clit (I was only doing my 10:23 edge for a while and I haven’t touched my clit in over 2 weeks 😭)I can’t sit on the couches for a week. this then became no couch and no bed (I could sleep in bed at night) because I was still being stupid and not answering his question.for 3 days when I’m in my room, i’ll be naked from the waist down and my ankles will be belted together and I must lick my seat clean.I wasn’t allowed to use tiktok for a day. this one was my idea because I told him the couch one was useless cuz i barely leave my room and I said he should do this instead, but I ended up with both 🙃with all my punishments laid out now I can explain how they affected my week.not being allowed to use my toys is very annoying. my fingers don’t fuck me well enough and spanking/smacking myself isn’t enough pain. and to make things worse I bought a flogger and rope this week that I couldn’t even use 😔. no toys is mean, I just want my holes to be filled properly.punishment 2 and 3 kind of went hand in hand. because I couldn’t sit on any couches or beds I only had my desk chair and the floor (and any chairs outside my room, but I don’t have to lick those clean). now, the thought of licking my chair isn’t that bad but I also had to lick the floor clean if I sat on it. I wanted to avoid the floor completely but I knew I’d have to do it eventually. licking the floor caused some very conflicting feelings. when i did it I would edge myself and wipe my fingers on the floor. from there I’d get face down ass up and it seemed like time would slow down before I did it. I was more aware of everything going on. my cunt was up in the air, still wet and aching and begging to be filled again and with my face down near the mess, I could smell it before I even tasted it. I almost didn’t do it but once I started licking I literally couldn’t stop myself, it wasn’t just one lick but I kept going until I couldn’t taste myself anymore. it’s such a degrading and humiliating experience and I fucking love how stupid and worthless it makes me feel. whenever I finished doing it I’d be left on my knees, kind of in shock at what I just did but I couldn’t deny that I liked it, my head would be fuzzy and my cunt would be even more wet than before and my clit was throbbing. I should also add that I wasn’t only licking hardwood. I told master that he should try licking the floor cuz I was mad at myself for liking it so much and he made me lick my rug as well……I hate to admit this but I kind of liked that better cuz it made me feel even dirtier and the carpet like soaked up my wetness better. anywayssss I think I might be continuing this aspect of the punishment on my own.that should be all my punishments, so now I can talk about other things that happened.I went out this week and normally I’d be plugged but I couldn’t do that cuz I haven’t earned my toys back yet. I really miss having my ass plugged 😔 I did however get back the privilege of edging freely so I was able to edge in a public bathroom. master told me to get 4 fingers in my ass for my edge and I was kind of worried that I wouldn’t be able to do it cuz I would only use spit instead of lube buuut master was right and I was able to do it. I like edging in public although there isn’t really a risk of being caught in a bathroom. but there’s all the other aspects that make it so great like the desperation to get it done quick while also trying to stay quiet and then trying to compose myself when I’m done while still feeling used and horny. I think the next step would be to edge in a more public area.one of masters goals for me is to train me to fist my ass. we had worked on it before and I was able to get 6 fingers (3 fingers from each hand) in my ass but then we stopped trying for a bit and this week we came back strong. (little side note, I was supposed to come up with a reward to motivate me to fist my ass but I couldn’t soooo please leave some suggestions.) master asked if I wanna try for 8 fingers or to just go for fisting myself and that’s what I chose. I quickly worked 4 fingers in myself and starting trying to stretch myself out more and to push past the third knuckle. it took a lot of patience and a lottttttttt of lube but I eventually got most of my hand in my ass. I do think I could’ve stretched myself and went all the way to the wrist but the angle is kinda impossible to get and my wrist really started hurting so I stopped. I think I could technically call what I did fisting cuz most of my hand was in my ass but idk, I kinda wanna get to the wrist. I was stupid and forgot to edge while fisting myself cuz I was really focused on actually doing it and adjusting to my ass being that filled and stretched. when I was done I was like smacked in the face with a wave of sudden desperation. I became aware of how wet my pussy had gotten from it all, it was clenching around nothing, trying to be filled and my ass was feeling empty and used and ruined. unfortunately those fun desperate feels only lasted a couple minutes cuz I started to panic and needed aftercare 😕the day after doing that master did wanna give me a reward for getting as far as I did so he let me hit my clit with the flogger 15 times 😁 it was fucking amazing, I instantly got wet and my pussy was like stinging and my clit started throbbing uncontrollably (lol I’m getting excited all over again rn). my owner has been subtly trying to push me to buy a new toy to hit myself with for a while and I thought it was kind of dumb but I’m veryyyyyy happy with it and I can’t wait to be allowed to use it again ☺️ok wait, I lied earlier, I did get punished again. I told him I wanted to brat and to stop me he made me tie my hands behind my back for 10 minutes. i was gonna stop after that but ngl, i wanted attention so I told him he sucked and that he’s annoying 😅 for that he said I can’t use my ass for 5 days, soi get it back wednesday but here’s the thing, i’m anal only on the weekend and i still haven’t gotten my clit back so that means I can’t edge all weekend. he might make an exception so i can do my 10:23 edges by that’s it. I honestly think this is way too harsh for what I did but whatever 🙄and finally, me switching the script and domming someone else. last week u/metaphysicalmeagan asked my owner if she can message me. we talked throughout the week, mostly her asking questions and some light teasing. thursday night she asked me to edge using my ass but I had just gotten my punishment so I couldn’t do that. things kind of escalated and I suddenly found myself telling her how to touch herself and denying her an orgasm. she did cum by accident and i had her overstimulate herself and have another orgasm. While I do normally encourage people to also stay denied I can’t help but find a certain satisfaction in helping other people cum when I’m constantly denied and desperate. now, I’m really not a switch, I find a lot more pleasure in submitting but I think I could play the part of a domme pretty well. I do however, find it amusing how desperate and pathetic people can get (I often laugh at myself for some of the things I do for my master) and I guess having control over another person is pretty cool. anyways we finished that session up and then I gave her some tasks to complete the next day.ok well, that was my week. my master always keep things interesting and new, especially with these punishments and even tho they’re not my favorite I appreciate all the effort he puts in. so thank you for punishing me and being patient with me. ig I do owe him at least one week of complete obedience, he does deserve it (I don’t wanna make any promises cuz I am already getting antsy and kind of wanna brat but i’ll try to self regulate) female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n
