In love with denial and toy advice

So I previously posted about getting to cum after 38 days and how it wasn’t that great. The following two weeks life kind of got in the way so I didn’t get a chance to cum and I didn’t edge at all. But last week after another 12 days, I finally got to cum again. Then the next day I came 5 more times !!! And I can honestly say these were some of the absolute best orgasms I’ve ever had. The kind of orgasm you feel throughout your entire body and doesn’t seem to end. It was absolutely amazing and just reaffirmed to me how awesome denial can be. Now it’s been three days and I still feel great, I’ve been edging and I have no idea when I’ll get to cum again, and I’m okay with that. Up until a few months ago I used to cum almost everyday but I realize I feel great this way ( even despite a few days towards the end of those 38 days when I felt a bit overwhelmed), when I’m needy and aching.As for the toy advice.. I’d really like a dildo with a base so I can do anal penetration with it. Where I live I only have access to the fun factory amor and the magnum. I think the only difference between them is the length but my question is if anyone has either one? They seem like good toys but I’ve seen a lot of reviews from people saying that the texture is too grainy and uncomfortable. So I’m wondering if it’s worth it because they are quite expensive. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Constantly throbbing, I don’t know how much more I can take

There’s no reason for me to cum, I need to keep myself wet and throbbing at all times in case a man wants to use me. I need to be kept desperate and lovely to be the perfect dripping cocksleeve. My pussy is aching to be filled with cock, I can feel it grasping at the emptiness inside, trying to find something to wrap itself around.But I don’t deserve penetration unless it’s from a real cock. My pussy was not designed for my own personal enjoyment, it was designed to be cummed in by real people, for their pleasure.I want release so badly… it’s only been 4 days female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n