Day 19

Massive thanks to /u/DropUrPanties and /u/RedWoofz for sharing the game I’m playing.* Roll 6 x 6-sided dice and edge for that number of times. Then 5, then 4, then 3… all the way down to just one die, edging the totals on the dice at each step. At the end, you get to roll 6 x 6-sided dice again.* If all come up 6 then you get to cum. Repeat this daily, but decreasing the number of sixes you need to cum.* If you get the right amount of 6s to cum, grab a coin and pick a side. One side decides you get a full orgasm and the other side decides you have to ruin.* If you accidentally cum, you have to ruin and start over.————————————So it’s been 6 days (because I don’t want to clog up the feed) since I last posted and just wanted to let you know. IM TILL DENIED. Im on day 19 of no fucking orgasms (but two accidental ruins)! 19 days!! That is just crazy to me! I’m so proud of myself but also damn horny.I’m currently away for the weekend but when I get back on Monday I’ll be rolling for my chance to cum and it will be exactly 3 weeks since my last orgasm.Since I last posted, I have added one more dice to the game as suggested. So I’m rolling 7 dice for my edges but I roll 7 dice for my chance to cum. It’s such a catch 22! I have done about 500 edges in that time and boy can I feel it.It’s morning and I haven’t done any edges yet so I’m not sure if I’m thinking clearly but feel like I’m in a real happy place right now. Shocking I know. I feel like a different girl from just a week ago when I would have cum if even one of you meanies had said yes. It’s been so long that I feel my new normal is constant horniness and need to serve and I feel content with that feeling. I don’t actually know if I want to stop anymore. Being in this state gives me a wonderful feeling. Although that always changes as soon as I start edging and the desperation increases 10 fold and I’m begging to cum again. But right now the full, constant ache in my clit and pussy is like a reminder of what I am and why I’m doing this. It’s not for me. I’m a denial slut and my purpose is to please others with my desperation.I feel so sexy and feminine. I love feeling like I’m sex on legs. A sex object. That’s the reason I’m denied. Around the house Im wearing a tight, short sexy dresses with no underwear. I can feel my wetness in the breeze. I would not normally wear something like this at all, even in private. But I have this confidence now. I don’t know if I have the confidence yet to wear something like this outside yet, but I can feel the chance in me.The postman came to the door the other day when I wasn’t expecting him so I didn’t have time to change and I answered the door and he gave me the up and down and a smile. It made me blush but it made me feel amazing. I hope it made him happy.My focus is now not so much on my orgasms, but the orgasms of others. I have started tracking them. I have had 0 full orgasms in 19 days but I have given away 24 of mine to others so far. I have found a friend online who is so encouraging of my continued denial. I would have long given up if not for him so I’m thankful. None of my usual tricks to convince someone to let me cum have worked on him. He’s so strong!anyone that enough of my rabbiting on for now! I’ll guess you’ll hear from me on Monday when I’ll let you know if I rolled a full or ruined orgasm or if I’m denied for another week.Take care! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n