week #4 of my year

Hello, I am so sorry for not writting on Sunday. But here I am. I would like to thank all of you for participating in calendar. Please, continue with it. https://ift.tt/32vddbp you for creating regular tasks (G-spot edging every Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday and Butt plug time every Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday).Most important thing – I had an orgasm on Saturday but I ruined it as a punishment for going over the edge last week. So I didn’t feel any satisfaction and I am way more horny then before. It will be cruel to waiting for Christmass Eve for another orgasm.Here is my week:On Monday, my task was to edge only with my fingernail on my clit. It was impossible for my because my clit was really sore. As a punishment I had to give my clit 10 painful flicks.On Tuesday, my all-day task was to be naked as long as possible. I was naked for my morning session in which I had to spank my cunt until it’s sore. Well I really cried, then I fucked my ass with a dildo. Third task was a punishment for going over edge last week, Ihad to soak my fingers in Tabasco and then put washed fingers into my cunt. It was really painful until the evening. I also smeared my wetness onto my lips so I can smell my dirtiness all day. Last task was to take a dirty photo. I am not really into this but for now I decided to post my cunt. I hope you see it in this post.On Wednesday, my all dy task was wear a vibrator in my pussy all day on lowest settings. Well I wore it but not all day with the vibrations. Anyway I was really horny after this. In the morning I watched bimbofication hypno video. It was really cool, I felt like a horny piece of shit after watching.After that, I watched compilations of girl’s orgasms but I wasn’t able to touch my self. I was desperate. Finally I flogged my cunt with riding crop. This week was so painful.From Thursday I wasn’t able to do anal stuff due to some medical issues, so I skipped butt plug time. But I completed the other tasks. I watched my favorite BDSM porn with legs wide spread and no touching. It was tortureee. Then I edged 5 times.On Friday I did my G-spot edging.Then Saturday, my D-day was here. As I said, I was not able to use my ass so I decided to give myself ruined orgasm. I started at 7 PM when I spanked myself on ass, cunt and inner thigh with my riding crop. Then I watched another hypno with hands free female orgasms. After this I vibed my pussy on lowest setting. It was a torture. My final task was to piss on my pillow but I think it was my limit, so I pissed only into glass and then drink it. I feel slutty like this. Then I edged myself until midnight and then I went over the edge by humping my bed. I stopped immediatly. My cunt was pulsating but I felt really nothing and I am now a lot more horny then before. I don’t know how I can manage it without orgasm until 24 December because I am really horny. In addition I have my period from Sunday night so I am really really horny.But I edge also, on Sunday I had a session as scheduled in calendar. It was intense sensation and pain.This week I touched myself but with my period and without access to ass I don’t have many options. But feel free to humiliate me with your tasks on weekend.Bye, have a nice week female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

(F30) Self-denying without husband knowing

I’ve been doing this since the beginning of October. It was really hard at first because I just desperately wanted to ride him, but I knew in those first weeks that if I did, I would fail. Instead, I’ve been sucking his dick at every opportunity and just letting the smell and taste of him get me wet. It has made me such a thirsty, desperate slut. I ordered new toys (clit pincher and anal beads), I edge every time I’m in the bathroom, I often close my legs and make those soft humping motions at my desk; it’s gotten pretty intense. I only ever touch myself ABOVE the clothes.In the past week, I’ve gotten confident enough that when he wanted to fuck me, I let him. I let him use my pussy like a sex toy. I tried to thinking of myself like one of those blow-up dolls or a life-sided onahole, but more active. As soon as he was inside me, it was difficult not to break. I had to take a deep breath in and just slowly let it out all while acting like I normally would during sex. I pretended to climax while he filled me with his cum and as soon as it was over I ran off to the bathroom to eat it out of myself and edge a couple more times.I’ve tried once before to communicate to him that I want this, that I want to be a needy, always-ready fucktoy for his pleasure, but he couldn’t get into it. This time I have no intention to tell him, but instead to become a better actress and sex doll for him on my own. Wish me luck! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Breaking No Touch after a stressful zoom meeting.

I used to really love orgasm denial but I haven’t done it in over three years beyond a couple days here and there. So, a little inspired by No Nut November, a little just bored with my normal routine I decided to do a No Touch week with the stretch goal of no orgasms until New Years.Well. Today was hella stressful and it ended with a late evening Zoom work meeting that was just people bitching about masks for two hours.So at midnight, after not being able to sleep I broke the no touch rule. Now it’s 3:30 am and I can’t stop touching myself. Haven’t cum. I’m really proud of my self-control. I also feel much more centered and less stressed. Self care is important.I have to be up in four hours. Do I stop and try to sleep or just pull an edging all-nighter? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

First no touch week day 2

The first day wasn’t too bad but this morning is really hitting me. It’s the time i usually play. And my pussy is just aching to be touched and rubbed and for my clit to be played with.Sometimes when i stretch and move my hips in a certain way the covers rub my lips and it feels so good but i know i will get in trouble if i keep that up.For me listening to music makes it even harder because it puts me in the mood and i want to grind to the beat. But i also love this feeling of desperation.Can’t wait to see how i feel a few days from now! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n