Denial is turning me into a slut…

I have not cum in 34 (?) days and I have until Christmas to go and my needy cunt is throbbing…The edging is so intense and blissful.I am starting to become more amenable to the idea of being degraded in all types of ways and I am starting to realize that I am a cock sleeve and that I should probably never cum again so I am always wet and ready for that special guy.There is no purpose to me cumming, it’s pointless.I shouldn’t even be allowed to touch my clit as often as I do…I touch it too much and I honestly should just let it painfully throb while I watch porn of women being face fucked and degraded. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

[24F] Denial Curse… please help?

My master is out of the country for the next month and last night I thought it’d be fun to listen to a denial curse which won’t let me cum without permission. I didn’t expect it to work but sure enough this morning when I reached for my favorite toy I wasn’t able to get past the edge. Instead, I felt like I was craving more denial and figured I’d come on here for help.It’s distracting me at work and I keep finding myself sticking my hand down my pants. No pictures comments only please. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

week #4 of my year

Hello, I am so sorry for not writting on Sunday. But here I am. I would like to thank all of you for participating in calendar. Please, continue with it. https://ift.tt/32vddbp you for creating regular tasks (G-spot edging every Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday and Butt plug time every Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday).Most important thing – I had an orgasm on Saturday but I ruined it as a punishment for going over the edge last week. So I didn’t feel any satisfaction and I am way more horny then before. It will be cruel to waiting for Christmass Eve for another orgasm.Here is my week:On Monday, my task was to edge only with my fingernail on my clit. It was impossible for my because my clit was really sore. As a punishment I had to give my clit 10 painful flicks.On Tuesday, my all-day task was to be naked as long as possible. I was naked for my morning session in which I had to spank my cunt until it’s sore. Well I really cried, then I fucked my ass with a dildo. Third task was a punishment for going over edge last week, Ihad to soak my fingers in Tabasco and then put washed fingers into my cunt. It was really painful until the evening. I also smeared my wetness onto my lips so I can smell my dirtiness all day. Last task was to take a dirty photo. I am not really into this but for now I decided to post my cunt. I hope you see it in this post.On Wednesday, my all dy task was wear a vibrator in my pussy all day on lowest settings. Well I wore it but not all day with the vibrations. Anyway I was really horny after this. In the morning I watched bimbofication hypno video. It was really cool, I felt like a horny piece of shit after watching.After that, I watched compilations of girl’s orgasms but I wasn’t able to touch my self. I was desperate. Finally I flogged my cunt with riding crop. This week was so painful.From Thursday I wasn’t able to do anal stuff due to some medical issues, so I skipped butt plug time. But I completed the other tasks. I watched my favorite BDSM porn with legs wide spread and no touching. It was tortureee. Then I edged 5 times.On Friday I did my G-spot edging.Then Saturday, my D-day was here. As I said, I was not able to use my ass so I decided to give myself ruined orgasm. I started at 7 PM when I spanked myself on ass, cunt and inner thigh with my riding crop. Then I watched another hypno with hands free female orgasms. After this I vibed my pussy on lowest setting. It was a torture. My final task was to piss on my pillow but I think it was my limit, so I pissed only into glass and then drink it. I feel slutty like this. Then I edged myself until midnight and then I went over the edge by humping my bed. I stopped immediatly. My cunt was pulsating but I felt really nothing and I am now a lot more horny then before. I don’t know how I can manage it without orgasm until 24 December because I am really horny. In addition I have my period from Sunday night so I am really really horny.But I edge also, on Sunday I had a session as scheduled in calendar. It was intense sensation and pain.This week I touched myself but with my period and without access to ass I don’t have many options. But feel free to humiliate me with your tasks on weekend.Bye, have a nice week female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

(F30) Self-denying without husband knowing

I’ve been doing this since the beginning of October. It was really hard at first because I just desperately wanted to ride him, but I knew in those first weeks that if I did, I would fail. Instead, I’ve been sucking his dick at every opportunity and just letting the smell and taste of him get me wet. It has made me such a thirsty, desperate slut. I ordered new toys (clit pincher and anal beads), I edge every time I’m in the bathroom, I often close my legs and make those soft humping motions at my desk; it’s gotten pretty intense. I only ever touch myself ABOVE the clothes.In the past week, I’ve gotten confident enough that when he wanted to fuck me, I let him. I let him use my pussy like a sex toy. I tried to thinking of myself like one of those blow-up dolls or a life-sided onahole, but more active. As soon as he was inside me, it was difficult not to break. I had to take a deep breath in and just slowly let it out all while acting like I normally would during sex. I pretended to climax while he filled me with his cum and as soon as it was over I ran off to the bathroom to eat it out of myself and edge a couple more times.I’ve tried once before to communicate to him that I want this, that I want to be a needy, always-ready fucktoy for his pleasure, but he couldn’t get into it. This time I have no intention to tell him, but instead to become a better actress and sex doll for him on my own. Wish me luck! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Breaking No Touch after a stressful zoom meeting.

I used to really love orgasm denial but I haven’t done it in over three years beyond a couple days here and there. So, a little inspired by No Nut November, a little just bored with my normal routine I decided to do a No Touch week with the stretch goal of no orgasms until New Years.Well. Today was hella stressful and it ended with a late evening Zoom work meeting that was just people bitching about masks for two hours.So at midnight, after not being able to sleep I broke the no touch rule. Now it’s 3:30 am and I can’t stop touching myself. Haven’t cum. I’m really proud of my self-control. I also feel much more centered and less stressed. Self care is important.I have to be up in four hours. Do I stop and try to sleep or just pull an edging all-nighter? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n