Denial day 5

I’ve decided to post denial updates as part of my humiliation process for this, as well as to keep a record of what tease and denial is doing is doing to my body, bc it’s quite interesting. Entering day 5 of my first tease and denial.I’ve never been this aroused before in my life. I constantly think about cock and how nice it’d be to orgasm hard on one, how nice it would be to masturbate and to touch. I want to explode on something. My pussy is on fire, my clit is ever present in my mind. I feel it rock hard and demanding between my legs every second. Everything in my house is a potential hump spot in my mind but I am only allowed to hump the air for relief. Sir allows me one edge a day of his choosing and the duration of his choosing, which I must beg for and will occasionally be denied. (I must thank Him for every edge allowed and every time I am denied relief.) Otherwise I cannot touch at all, no tits or pussy, without His permission. Yesterday He had me hump a toilet seat, have my Ben wa balls in for several hours and edge with the hitachi and the Ben wa balls in for 90 seconds on the highest setting. I then I had to fuck myself with my dildo and then hold it inside me for 30 minutes. My pussy involuntarily grips on anything in it now and pushes it deeper into me. My nipples are now constantly at a semi erect or erect state. My pussy leaks and involuntarily convulses periodically daily. My hips constantly try to thrust. I dream about sex. It’s been difficult for me as I’ve masturbated 2-4 times a day to orgasm until this and have an extremely high sex drive. I never dreamed I’d be this desperate for sex or stimulation of any sort. I want so bad in a way I never imagined. It’s hot torture and it’s all I can do not to beg to cum but good girls don’t cum. I am just trying to hang on as long as possible without giving into the greed between my legs. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Locktober 13th. Edges all the time

I’m still going strong! I’m so horny all the time. Every time I earn some masturbation time (2 minutes max), I have one or more edges. It feels so good…. Orgasm building and building and then… Nothing. Just frustrated longing. I’m permanently walking around with a very wet pussy. Sir is also making me wear my buttplug 24/7, which adds to the longing and frustration.During last week, Sir allowed me to perform some tasks from the list I made. I spent an evening in bondage. It allowed me some freedom, but it was very awkward. My left wrist was tied to my left ankle, and the right one to the right ankle with a short rope in between. It allowed me to walk, but only awkwardly bent over. Going to the toilet was an adventure….Sir also made me put grains of rice in order and then put me nose down, ass up on the floor for more than half an hour. I completed several more tasks, which didn’t even earn me masturbation time. The reward for me was that I had pleased Sir with my suffering.He told me how much he is enjoying himself. I’m becoming more and more frustrated and willing to do anything for a tiny chance to touch myself. Just 18 more days to go…. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n