Starting a denial diary!

Hello! I’ve been lurking on here for a while and me and my dom think it would be fun to start doing a little daily denial diary here. I think it would definitely help me stay good and continue my denial journey. I’ve been denied for 12 days so far. I’m not allowed to touch or edge at all without permission, so sometimes I have to edge literally hundreds of times a day and sometimes I’m not allowed to touch at all. My current count is 138 edges (although I suspect this isn’t accurate, as sometimes my dom is edging me and I can’t keep count) and 2 ruins over the last 12 days. I get one ruin a week, obviously no ruins without permission or accidental ruins. My dom has decided I won’t get to cum until October 31st. This is doubling the time of my last denial period, which was two weeks, and needless to say I’m very excited about this challenge. Yesterday and today I’m on no touch, but tomorrow I should be allowed to edge again. I have a lush, two vibrating dildos, a gspot vibe, tiger balm, and some clothespins. I ordered a buttplug training kit and ben wa balls last week that will also be very helpful in keeping me needy throughout the day. I’d love to hear encouragements, suggestions, or other people’s experience with denial on a longer time period! And if my dom agrees, maybe I can post some pictures later as well ☺️ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I can’t remember what it’s like to cum

recently, I’ve only been having ruined orgasm (if any) and I can no long remember what it feels like to cum. I get almost high from edging repeatedly, my entire body becomes so sensitive and I end up losing hours. my clit constantly begs for attention. can anyone tell me what it’s like to cum? I don’t deserve to cum, good girls don’t cum, but I wanna know female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Will edging help me be horny and ready 24/7 for my boyfriend?

This is a genuine question and looking for real experiences. My boyfriend has a much higher sex drive than me and I have this kink of wanting to be ready for him whenever he wants to use me. I edge and deny myself for days and went over a week once, but still sometimes I am not in the mood! Is it possible to reach that point where I will be ready for him anytime of the day? Ladies, any experiences with this problem? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Locktober 8th. One desperate little brat!

Time for another update from me. I’m now on day 8 of my denial. Only 23 days left to go… Oh my…where to start. I’m so horny and desperate that I’m constantly walking around with a dripping pussy. Al my panties are in the laundry because of it.Yesterday, Sir and I had a session. I was tied up in several very uncomfortable positions. Sir was having a great time because I couldn’t complain about any of it. I had begged him to allow me to degrade myself for his pleasure this month and he kept reminding me of it. So I was forced to thank him for all of the nasty things he did to me. When the session was over, I was allowed to use my magic wand. This was very special, because so far, I’d been granted minimal masturbation time. I had several edges and in the end I was desperate to turn the vibe off, afraid of cumming. I had to thank him again for denying me and then I was told to put on my chastity belt for the night.Today was a continuous reminder of last night. Sore muscles, sore tits and nipples and a very wet dripping pussy. Also, I have to wear my butt plug now. Sir wants to make it a 24/7 thing. Yet another devious thing to keep me on edge.I just spent my 2 minutes masturbation time and had another edge. Now I have to wait till tomorrow to earn another two minutes….Maybe…just maybe, I’ll earn another few minutes with a task that Sir gave me for tonight, but he didn’t want to give me any guarantees. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n