hello hello 👋🏼 I need to stop getting these done so late, I don’t wanna be punished for these being late, and I actually generally enjoy writing this. I’ll work on that but for now, enjoy ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)I’m writing this part with my clit clamped (the reason why is at the end) and it really fucking hurts and it’s hard to think but I need to do this introduction so I can finish this report. uhmmm it was an interesting week filled with desperation, frustration, and a lot of stupidity. so, like every week but different because we’re always doing new things. oh and there’s a voice recording of me smacking my cunt here, if you want to listen to thatI did a pretty embarrassing no touch edge this week. I was watching some of sonderwoman’s old videos and it got me so fucking horny, like hornier than i’ve been in a long ass time. I finished one and was gonna fuck my ass and edge but I started another one and I was like, captivated, I couldn’t stop watching. I felt myself get wetter and I was humping the air and my clit was throbbing like never before. then suddenly everything got so much more intense and all the relatively controlled squirming around and throbbing went completely wild. it felt like it lasted a while but I had to smack my cunt to make sure I didn’t go over the edge. it was so humiliating and frustrating and I loved it. master had me message her telling her about it and that was even more embarrassing.that same day I got to do my “airtight” edge, meaning I had all 3 of my holes filled with dildos. I did it last week with a cucumber but I bought a new dildo so now I can do it properly. I was so disoriented and out of it afterwards that it took me a couple hours to recover before texting master an update. i’ve done a DP multiple times before but this new dildo was bigger than what I usually use and I completely froze up the moment I got both of them in. I didn’t know what to do, I was so stretched out and completely filled up and had to adjust to this new level of….pleasure? pain? I don’t know. I only sprung back into action after I clenched down on them and it started to feel more real and possible.(the following is straight up from the update I sent him, I usually rewrite but I think this is fine as is) every little movement I made felt like my holes were being more and more ruined. I loved it. it felt like I was being truly broken and I had no say in it. the more I fucked my cunt and ass the less control I felt like I had over myself. I felt like I was involuntarily taking the dildo down my throat deeper than I meant to.I sped up with fucking my self and it felt so good I started to tear up. as I approached the edge I got desperate for more. I don’t know how I could have given myself more but my body just kind of reacted in that moment. I took the dildo all the way down my throat and I simultaneously pushed the dildos in my cunt and ass with my hand and moved down on them to get them as deep as I could. I didn’t want to cum, I was perfectly satisfied with my holes filled. when I finished and pulled the dildos out I felt my holes clench around nothing and my body went limp. I felt filthy and disrespected and pathetic and used, it was perfect 😌I did some more public things this week. I went out in a dress with nothing on underneath, just my butt plug inside me ☺️ (dresses are very unusual for me, not my favorite piece of clothing but I wanted to try this) I went to a store and bent over acting like I was looking at things. no one saw but it still made me feel exposed and dirty and got my cunt wet. I wanted to touch but I settled for just playing with my tits a little. I left and was going to edge in public buuut some guy made me uncomfortable and I just went home and edged instead.this week was starting to look like it would be a full week without bratting but I fell back into my bratty habits about halfway through the week (I think a week of no bratting has only happened once before, when he offered me a reward for being good for a week)The first infraction came from me simply telling him I wanted to brat. I didn’t think that would get me in trouble. I was really trying to go the whole week and that sort of my way of telling him to stop the bratting before it happened but it got lost in translation and he said even wanting to brat is bratting so he had me hit my clit 20 times with a metal rod to help “correct my mood”it didn’t correct my mood and I told him he sucks at this stuff (I’m really sorry about that because I know coming up with punishments and tasks takes a lot of effort and I do appreciate it) he gave me another punishment for that buuut I wanted to punish myself so I did my own thing first. I set up a clothespin zipper, held the string in my mouth and tied something heavy at the end of it. I flogged myself and held the vibrator against my clit until the string slipped out of my mouth and pulled the zipper off and got me to the edge. it was fucking great. the pain was actually unexpected which doesn’t usually happen since I’m doing it myself.I still had to do his punishment though. something about obeying and doing as I’m told or whatever. I had to tie a harness, tie it to my bed, and watch a porn video with my arms tied behind my back. no touching myself or my computer until I got to the end of the video (I have a tendency to skip around). I thought it would be fun and frustrating and leave me horny and desperate but I watched a video master gave me a while ago and it was the worst fucking video in the world. I’m not even gonna bother linking it. that was the longest 10 minutes of my life.I was giving him an attitude and he came up with a really fun punishment. I got a new dildo that has balls and he had me suck on them for 20 minutes, no touching the rest of the dildo. it was extremely frustrating andddd I loved it. it was humiliating only being allowed to suck on the balls and it was really hard to not give into the temptation to lick up the shaft and take it down my throat. I actually almost got to the edge by doing this, I just really like having my mouth on the dildo. I need to get a real dick in my mouth, it would be so much better than a dildo.I called him pathetic and told him he wasn’t smart because of …..reasons he already knows. he had me get on my knees and put a clamp on my clit and attach the other end to something while I flogged my ass for 10 minutes. I should’ve shut up after that but I kept pushing. I told him he’s not feeling confident in his ability to control me and that led to him pushing me down to 2 edges a day for the foreseeable future 🙃 I did the flogging after that and he got me whimpering and begging for forgiveness on my knees like he wanted. I really regret pushing more though, I was already struggling with only 3 edges a day and now I only have 2 😔the only having 2 edges really got to me one day. I was touching and teasing and I had to keep stopping before getting the edge. it was driving me crazy. I went to him whining and begging him to let me cum. I kind of started ignoring everything he’s been teaching me. he had to remind me that I can’t want to cum because I’m an object he owns and objects can’t want anything. he also said that he gets to control my orgasms because I was a dumb whore that gave up all my rights to him back in november (lol my first message to him was literally “I will not cum sir”) all that left me really horny but he put me on no touch for a couple hours so I would learn my lessonhere’s a fun little fact, I’m really fucking stupid and apparently can’t count. I fucked up counting my edges when I literally only have 2 of them. I counted 1 twice 🙃 buuuut after fucking my ass at a tortuously slow pace my brain wasn’t functioning at full capacity (and if you ask him he’ll say it never is 🙄) I also stayed up too late for his liking so I was punished for both of those things this morning. I had to smack my cunt 60 times with a ruler and voice record it yes I already know I counted 14 twice so no need to point it out again, I really am a dumb cunt that can’t count 🥴I tried to correct something he said but I was technically wrong but it got me another punishment. I was told not to wear panties for the whole weekend. which is fine, I didn’t think anything of it. I kinda stopped wearing panties at home so I can touch myself easier buuut today I went out and I did wear panties and I had to tell him. now I can’t wear panties until saturday night 🙄this is some punishment in real time. I complained about writing this report and said I won’t finish it today and now I have a clamp on my clit and have to tighten it every five minutes until I finish this report. in my defense, i’ve been rewatching The Office all day and it’s really distracting.for my ending I shall first apologize for being a bitch this week. I was really trying to be good and then I somehow racked up a shit ton of punishments in the second half of the week. and now, thank you master for being understanding and for knowing that I will always bounce back to being an obedient slut. and thank you for staying calm and patient, even through all the annoying stupid shit I say and do. (I literally told him I think he’s some super advanced artificial intelligence robot 🥴) yeahhhh he puts up with a loooooot, so thank you master for….keeping up with me and my bullshit female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n
