[18F] Permanent orgasm denial, week 1

*Important note: no one who replies to this post is going to degrade me in any way (that includes calling me rude names) or ask me for any pictures. Failure to heed this warning is signing up to be roasted.Hi everyone, I’m Taylor. Before last week, I really had no idea what I was doing. I had never had an orgasm before and only really touched myself maybe once a week or less. Last week I finally got the nerve to make a post seeking someone to keep me from ever cumming, and I ended up finding my daddy. He’s going to keep me from ever finding out what an orgasm feels like.The first task daddy gave me was to listen to Cal’s Curse every night while I sleep to keep me from cumming accidentally. I didn’t have much belief in it but it actually worked. I cried a lot when I realized I didn’t have any control over my pleasure anymore, but I know it’s better if daddy controls that anyway. It’s up to daddy whether I cum or not, and he’s never going to let me.The second task I got was edging three times every morning and three times before bed. If I want extra play time I can ask for it and I have a couple of times, but mostly it’s been difficult enough to calm down from my assigned edges. My pussy has gotten so much more sensitive over the past week. It’s always puffy and swollen now and I get wet so much more easily than I used to. Almost every edging session ends with me crying and begging to cum now, and of course daddy tells me I can’t.I’ve been allowed to play with my new toys for the first time this week too. After a couple of days daddy let me try out my clit sucker and I got to the edge faster than I ever have. It was so hard to stop. Then he let me play with my internal g spot vibrator, which was really exciting for me because I had never had anything inside me before. I wasn’t prepared for how much it was going to hurt, and I was really sore for a few days after. The next time felt much better though.I had also never had anything in my ass before, so the final task daddy gave me is to do 10 minutes of anal practice every day. We started with a sharpie and just recently moved up to a slightly thicker makeup brush. I still don’t like anal at all and I get sore when my practice is done, but I’m able to handle it now.I can’t believe how desperate I’m feeling after just a week, and it’s overwhelming but really exciting to think about how I’m going to feel this constant desperate need forever. After all, I’m trying to be a good girl and good girls never cum. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Edging Journal Day 23

Day 23:Today is day 23 of the edging journal. I think today has been the hardest day, but maybe I’ve said that about all the days. I broke the rules today, and I edged myself. I couldn’t help but touch my pussy today. I edged so much that even while I’m recording this, I’m dripping wet.Let me tell you about my fantasies.While my boyfriend showered, I thought about yesterday, and feeling his dick inside me. How good it felt to have his dick thrusting and his fingers on my clit at the same time. Thinking about that made me remember I’m not allowed to have his dick until the last day. I don’t think I’m going to make it. I’m going to have to try begging him for it.I kept edging.In another fantasy, it started out with him watching me touch my pussy, tracing circles around my clit and playing with my lips. Then, I invite him over to lick my pussy, in fact, I’d sit on his face, facing his dick, so I could suck his dick while he’s licking my clit. As the fantasy went on, I imagined cumming on his face. Then, he told me how much he wanted to fuck my pussy, and I begged for his dick. Wow, I’m getting turned on again. It’s been a tough day.I don’t know how I’m going to make it this week. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

86 days of denial and toy advice

It’s been 86 days since I’ve cum and I’m going insane. In the best possible way 😈. Really never thought I could go so long, it didn’t start out as a long denial period, it just happened and now I’m not allowed to cum at least until I reach a hundred days. My clit is so sensitive that I’m not allowed to touch without permission anymore and I need separate permission to fuck my pussy but I can wear my plugs any time I want. Feeling perfectly owned 🥰As for the toy advice… I want to buy an app controlled vibrator but the lush 2 is out of my price range. I was wondering if anyone has the svakom phoenix neo and if it’s worth it. Are the vibrations good / does the app work okay?I’ve also looked up the magic motion flamingo but a lot of people say the app is unstable.Also does anyone know if it compares to the lush 1? Everyone says the lush 2 is better than the first but between the lush 1 and the phoenix which one would be better? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

[20F] Never Cumming Again ;p

So a long while ago, I posted a poll asking people to add time to my denial. It added up to 470 hours (just over 19 days). At the time this happened, my denial record was 7 days. Unfortunately, life got in the way for me and my Dom, and we weren’t able to start denial up again until recently.We started with a 3-day “trial period” to see if I could even make it that far. Turns out I couldn’t: I came on the first day. So, we decided to do another 3-day period. This time I made it through, and we decided it was time to move forward and complete the 470 hours I had been given. Well, I made it 🙂 I have officially been denied for 23 days, 18 hours, 29 minutes, and 52 seconds. So this is a celebratory post as well as an update.Throughout these last 19 days, my Dom and I have gotten the chance to explore new kinks together and have had lots of adventures and new experiences. I found out I enjoy degradation (especially by strangers), edging in public, anal, and so much more. I finally was able to take the entire size of my biggest dildo for the first time, and I also got into deep trances for the first time. There have been days where I’m so horny that all I can do is goon for the day, and there have been days where I haven’t thought about touching myself at all throughout the day.It’s been a complete whirlwind of a ride, and we’re no where near stopping. 5-ish days ago, I posted another poll (also in r/FapDeciders) asking for reddit to extend my denial. I was awarded with a whopping 1,230 hours of denial. My Dom did his Dom-math and decided to add an hour for every vote that was cast (461), an hour for every upvote (19), 5 hours for every comment that was made (13), and an hour for every reply I made to a comment (3). After adding everything up, I have been awarded with 1,778 hours of denial. This equates to 74.083 days and is 378.297% of what I was given last time (470 hours). My Dom gave me the option of taking a break and having a few orgasms, but because I’m such a needy slut and never want to cum again, I opted to begin the 1,778 hours immediately after my 470 hours were up.I have 10 weeks, 3 days, 16 hours, 18 minutes, and 22 seconds left of this newest round of denial. The end is definitely not in sight, and I will remain denied, dumb, and dripping for Sir 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n