Morning Update – Permanent Denial

I finally managed to catch some sleep around 4 in the morning. Master woke me up at 8 to inspect whether I was still being a good girl. He was very pleased to see I was still wearing the tight belt to secure my clit from stimulation and that my knees and ankles were still bound together so that I could not spread my legs in order to escape the throbbing sensation. I followed all his instructions without the slightest wish to disagree. I got out of bed and went about my routine with him watching carefully so that I don’t tease myself too much. I put the belt back on and tied another belt around my upper tights to keep them shut and secure. No panties or bra allowed but he told me to tie a little band around my neck with just enough pressure of a collar so that during the day I don’t forget too easily who owns me. I must go about my chores now but his lessons are sticking too well. All I can think about is being allowed to edge again. To touch that throbbing clit of mine. I can feel it aching and pulsating beneath the leather belt but no direct stimulation ever reaches it. I am soaking wet and can feel the juices accumulate to such extents that they make the inside of my secured tights wet and sticky. I must sit down now and prepare work. In an hour or so a neighbor is coming over to discuss studying plans for the next exams at the end of summer. Master said if I am a very good girl he will consider to return my freedom if I get very good grades. It’s so hard to think about anything else but edging. I cannot think clearly anymore. I don’t know when I will be allowed to touch again. All I can do now is prove to my Master that I am a good girl who is eager to please him. Any sort of pleasure on my behalf is entirely for him. I must stop being so selfish. I never want to edge again without him. I cannot trust my own judgement. Master knows best. I never want to ruin again. I never want to cum again. I want to be a good girl. I want to stay denied and desperate. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Forgot how much I enjoyed denial šŸ˜…šŸ’¦

So, first off, I don’t currently have a dom and I really miss that.BUT!I’m also really proud of myself because I’m being a good girl tonight and denying myself all on my own!! I’ve only ever had control with a dom’s help before. Apparently practice /does/ make self control a tiny bit easier.I asked Fap Deciders to decide my fate for tonight – voting on different tasks and then I’m doing some tonight and some tomorrow (hopefully). Let’s just say I forgot how nice denial feels. My pussy definitely is remembering quickly, though šŸ˜…šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ Send strength, please! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Only open this if you’re prepared to immediately give up any control over your own body to a man who really doesn’t care about your plesure (risky) (get set up before opening)

What do you think you’re doing? Take that hand away from your pussy right now. You’ve decided to carelessly read an risky orgasm denial and have gone and lost the right to pleasure. Lay back, Open your legs, remove anything touching your pussy or near it. What were you thinking taking a chance on a random post. Leave those legs open and follow my instructions as you read them. Unfortunately that pussy is going to be neglected for a while. Turn on your fan and point it between your legs. Let it dry out for me, I’ve got other plans for you. Put 2 of your fingers in your mouth. Now push them in till I’ve made you gag. And back out. And back in. 1 more gag. Back out. Look at what am obedient little bitch you’re being already. Gag yourself again. Were just getting started. And before you start feeling sorry for yourself, remember all those times you greedily fingered your own cunt to undeserved orgasm after unearnt pleasure. Youve pissed me off. Shove them back in bitch. Gag, don’t take out your fingers. You’ll gag again but still no moving them. On the third gag take out those sloppy fingers and wipe them on your chest. If you’re not tearing up repeat the last three gags until you are. You’re a fucking mess. Wipe up your tears and stroke the wetness onto your clit. That’s correct, tears get you touches. I won’t feel bad about bullying you into tears because you’re a slut whos a slave to her desires and a slave to me. And you’ll put yourself through any humiliation to be thrown a morsel of pleasure from a man who doesn’t even care that you exist. If you doubt that gag your dumb little throat until you legitimately might puke, do the same if u didn’t doubt you pathetic creature. Turn off the fan Collect all saliva snot and tears and smother your pussy in it. Bring yourself to An edge and if you need to wet your pussy at any point gag to bring up wetness. After your edge clean up all the wetness from your pussy wiping it on your nipples and turn the fan on. no need to wet because now the fun starts. Put your head on your pillow and go to sleep. Warned you that I don’t give a shit, sweet dreams about what a stupid desperate mess . The endp.s. If you’re like most people and wanted this to go on for longer you’re welcome to try your luck pleadimg/begging via DM. I’ll take some time to take over control of the pleasure of the more desperate sounding few. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n