Tag: female orgasm denial

Boyfriend doesn’t deny me.

I have a love hate relationship with denial, I love the orgasms it creates but I hate the act of doing it. Even still that submissive part of my brain wants to be denied all the time and not allow me to cum without his direct permission. However every time we engage in some kind of sexual activity he eventually lets me cum.I have a hard time telling him that I want this because In the moment I’m so horny that all I want is to cum. I should mention he enjoys making me cum because it’s a full body experience for me. I even recently got a chastity belt that he helped pay for and after I warmed him up he took it off! I’ve resorted to wearing it at night as pajamas so I still feel secure and denied, otherwise a may get the urge to edge and then try to sneak a ruin or even a FULL orgasm!I’ll try to be more open and I even think he’s warming up to the idea because so far I’m not allowed to cum unless it’s done by my boyfriend. We don’t live together so that denial for a week or so at a time. But I crave more!!! I want to be dripping wet all the time, I already cum easily so it’s not for that. I’ve read stories of submissives forgetting what it’s like to cum and getting scared of the thought and maybe not to the extreme but I love that idea so much. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Journaling through JuNO – day 13

My Dom has really taken a liking to seeing my headspace via journal entries this JuNO. I didn’t think writing my thoughts on denial would prove to be so therapeutic and yet arousing at the same time.Today I fucked up and disobeyed him. Don’t worry, I didn’t orgasm! But I did disobey a rule by begging for an orgasm. I’m not allowed to do that during “no orgasm” month.I wrote the journal entry on it today, but was a little shy about posting it to Reddit. I love this community and didn’t know if this was the right subreddit to send my first vulnerable posting on. Interested to see the other denial ladies thoughts 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Denial Dice Update: Evaluation 6

Day 16 – Wednesday 6/3Evaluation: 3 DaysEdges: 141Location: 20% (28 edges) in the CarVibrator: G-Spot VibeDildo: Suction-Cup DildoBonus Roll: EdgesCOMPLETE – I started as soon as I got off work. I just happened to bring my G-Spot Vibe in the car with me. I dropped my pants and edge my clit the whole drive home. I completed my required 28 edges in the car before I got out and walked in to my room. I climbed into bed and completed 37 more edges before going to bed. I finally went to bed and woke up to complete another 18 edges before getting ready for the day. I drove to my grandmas and completed another 28 edges in the car on my way back home. I almost had to pull over, I was so caught up in my own pleasure. I finally got home and got ready for bed. I completed my final 30 edges before falling getting ready for work. I edged quickly as I was crunches for time. I almost tipped over…I wanted to just let go but I’m a good girl and I don’t cum!! I completed my edges with a about 3 hours to spare!Day 17 – Thursday 6/4Edges: 100Location: 50% (50 edges) in the YardVibrator: Hitachi WandDildo: Suction-Cup DildoBonus Roll: EdgesFAILURE – I got off working the night shift and drove home as fast as I could. I went in the front door and out the back and stripped to start my daily edges outside in the yard. Once I got started, I couldn’t stop. I was so desperate for an orgasm and the pleasure was too good. I completed 65 edges for my neighbors. Then I ran some errands and got in bed to edge some more. I tried to pace myself but once I got to a total of 85 daily edges, I couldn’t stop. I came across a video that I got lost in. It got me so worked up and my mind went blank. I kept counting up and up as my pleasure grew stronger and my mind more gooned than I’ve ever been. I snapped back to reality when I got to 103 and my stomach dropped. I realized I had gone over my limit. I immediately stopped and I was put on no-touch for the rest of the day. For my punishment, the 3 edges I stole will be added to tomorrow’s edges and the dice will be rolled to determine what punishment I will get for failing. In addition, my evaluation date restarts. I have 3 days of edging until my next evaluation.Day 18 – Friday 6/5Evaluation: 3 DaysEdges: 135 + 3Location: 20% (28 edges) in the CarVibrator: G-Spot VibeDildo: Suction-Cup DildoBonus Roll: EdgesCOMPLETE – For my punishment, I got a 6. I am on no touch and I must watch porn whenever I have the chance. None of my rolls count for the day. I started at midnight. My clit throbbed as I watched her clit get sucked, her throat get fucked, her pussy get stretched, her cunt get to cum. I was so desperate to touch my swollen clit. My pussy dropped constantly into my panties. After an hour, I decided to go to sleep. When I woke up, I got ready for work. I hooked my phone up to my car and played porn my whole drive to work. I went the whole day needy and desperate. I got off work at midnight, the beginning of a new day.Day 19 – Saturday 6/6Edges: 152Location: 30% (45 edges) in the ShowerVibrator: Bullet VibeDildo: Glass DildoBonus Roll: EdgesCOMPLETE – I started as soon as I got home from work. I completed 107 edges before bed. I climbed quickly over and over as I pushed myself to edge quickly. It was risky but I was tired. I needed sleep and I wanted to get what I could. I hit my limit of edges in bed and decided to go to bed. I set my alarm an hour before I needed to be up so I could take my time in the shower as I complete my last 45 edges. Once I was done, I had to gain my composure so I could get ready and go to work. I knew when I got off, it’d be the next day and I’d be able to edge some more!Day 20 – Sunday 6/7Edges: 100Location: 40% (40 edges) in the CarVibrator: G-Spot VibeDildo: ChoiceBonus Roll: EdgesEvaluation: SKIPCOMPLETE – I started as soon as I got out of the shower and got ready for bed. I started using my G-Spot Vibe to edge. After about 3 edges, I switched to using my fingers. The vibrations are all too strong for my clit to edge over and over. I was too afraid I would tip over. I chatted with some fellow Redditors as I completed 23 more edges. I finally went to bed. I woke up the next day and completed 34 more edges in bed. I went out to my car with my G-Spot Vibe and drove to the park and sat in the parking lot to complete my required 40 edges in the car. It took me nearly 2 hours as I had to keep taking breaks. I got so worked up being in public that I was afraid I would tip over. I had one more edge left and I plunged my G-Spit Vibe as deep as it would go. I knew if I pulled it out, I would tip over so I sat there in my car, my tits out, completely still. My pussy dropped down onto the seat as I let myself calm down enough to pull it out and complete my daily edges. I drove back home, took a nap, and then left for work on the night shift. Because I worked the night shift, I was not able to have my orgasm even if I did roll a 1. I decided to skip this roll and continue tomorrow for my next evaluation. I didn’t want to chance everything getting reset if I happened to roll a 1, especially since my chances are now 1 in 6. We discussed what my punishment would be for skipping the roll. We settled on plugging my ass for every edge tomorrow. I’m still in denial and the die will be rolled again tomorrow for my next evaluation period. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n