this is now late but I was kinda busy yesterday so it took a while to write this all out, but it’s here now soooo enjoy ☺️you can find my previous reports here and here (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)I am glad to say that a majority of my past week has been filled with a fuck-ton of humiliating tasks and edges. I think I talked about wanting to be embarrassed more and I got it. I’m very happy to be able to debase myself so much for my master ☺️I mentioned before that I’m on a “mission” to hump everything in my room and I have humped two new things this week. I just really like the idea of looking around my room and knowing I was a pathetic whore that humped and licked clean a bunch of things. this time around I humped my “standing fan” and one of the legs on the base of my “office chair”.the base of my chair was really fun to grind on. I had to really press my clit into it and it was hard so it fucking hurt and felt amazing. it made for some nice fantasies where I imagined myself grinding while I sucked dick or I got caught and punished for being a horny slut and grinding without permission. the fan was difficult to grind against. I struggled getting my clit pressed against it with the right amount of pressure. I had to wrap my legs around it and squeeze my legs to get to the edge. (I really like it when I feel pressure against my inner thighs when I squeeze things. grinding on things is a great way to easily feel pathetic and stupid, especially when I have to lick up the mess my wet cunt left. I love that part so much and at this point it has become normal and my first instinct. when I finished doing my fan edge I automatically licked it clean, I barely registered it happening. so I didn’t find the licking part embarrassing. after I licked it i had a realization that I’m basically programmed to clean up my mess and that was far more embarrassing and pathetic and I loved it so much. I’m happy to be a filthy whore that automatically licks up its mess ☺️last week I mentioned that master had taken away all my holes, he left me doing my edges with just my sore clit 🙃 this sunday I bratted quite a bit. I called him a bitch, I didn’t count my edges, I didn’t thank him for them, hell, I didn’t even tell him about them until later when he gave me a reward for something else and I felt guilty about it all. he ended up taking away all my holes again for 4 days. and I had to do some pain. I had to “slam” my cunt against something 20 times. I ended up “dropping” down on my desk corner and it really fucking hurts me the sharp-ish corner dug into my cunt making it so much worse (and a lot more pleasurable and fun 😌)ok but back to the no holes punishment. it’s really taken a toll on me. I abso-fucking-lutly love using my holes and uhmmm, I’m supposed to be an object, and objects get used. he literally took away the one thing that made me useful, isn’t that fucking mean?? anyway, I really fucking miss gagging on my dildos. like my mouth feels ridiculously empty and I get cravings to suck on them all the time.now, fun fact for readers who don’t already know: I’m a virgin, like completely. meaning I haven’t even given a real blowjob yet. during this punishment I very seriously considered going out and sucking some random person’s dick. I went to the mall and walked around the men’s section thinking I’d have the courage to ask a stranger if I could suck his dick in the dressing room. unfortunately but also fortunately there were literally no guys there. I was confused but also relieved but also upset. I told master about it and he said he could pimp me out and make some money while I get to suck dicks 😳 (we won’t be doing that but the idea is really fucking hot)when I was allowed to use my holes again he threw me a curveball. I was supposed to get them all back on the same day but instead he told me I could only pick one 😭 I struggled choosing which one to take back, all I knew for sure was that I’d pick my ass or my mouth. I chose my ass and it was the best decision i’ve ever made! (well, second best. the first best was choosing to submit to my master ☺️) I literally almost got to the edge by just putting one finger in my ass. it felt so fucking good, it was like I was complete again. being able to use a dildo in my ass again was magical. I was gonna fuck myself standing up but the moment the dildo went in my brian shut off and I dropped to my knees. I needed up fucking the rest of my brains out with my face down and ass up. my cunt was soaked and so fucking desperate after that which is exactly what I wanted to happen 😌 taking away my holes has made me so extremely grateful to have my ass back. my master is so kind to allow me to have one of my holes back ☺️omg!!! I was very excited about this and I’m excited to even be writing about it. we kinda do some blackmail play, not much, it’s very light but I wanted more. I had the idea of giving him the login information to my reddit account so that he had access to it. just giving him it felt like giving him more power and control over me and made me feel more vulnerable and powerless. it felt like an invasion of privacy and I loved it. that on its own is kind of “blackmail” but there’s more. he can threaten to post things only he knows about me or only things he’s seen when i’m misbehaving. god I fucking love the amount of power he has over me and I love that he can now regulate my bratting by simply threatening me. the possibility of him blackmailing me sends the perfect mixture of fear and horniness through my body.my owner is really fucking good at embarrassing me in public. idk if he intends to do it all the time but I’m easy and get turned on by nearly everything he says. one thing he said nearly sent me into sub space and made me wanna get on my knees and start begging for his cock. another time while I was out with my friends he started reminding me that I’m his property and it turned me on like crazy. I started pressing my cunt against the chair I was sitting on to find some relief.continuing with the public humiliation, I did do a couple edges in public that I could talk about.the first was done in an arcade. I went early enough that there weren’t many people plus it’s dark and loud so ideal conditions for a stealthily done public edge. I got on the motorcycle game things, knowing they vibrate and I tried getting to the edge. it doesn’t vibrate all that much so I was sort of grinding against it as well. I couldn’t get to the edge the first time I played and I got last place 😔 I had to play again so that I could actually get to the edge but I got second to last place that time 😁 (and when I told master that he said that I “finally have hard evidence that edging makes me better” that’s not important but I found it funny 😌)the vibrations weren’t strong enough to make it a great edge but being in public made it more fun. I felt really dumb and pathetic grinding against the motorcycle. I was more embarrassed after doing the edge than I was during it. my friends were playing a game nearby and I checked to see if they were watching or if anyone else was but I’m sure that no one noticed. after I knew i was in the clear I was like hit with the realization of what I just did and was like wow, I’m fucking pathetic as hell, and thats when I felt all the humiliation and then I felt even more embarrassed when I went back to my friends and had to act normal and not like I had just edged seconds ago.my second public edge this week was done in a little ice cream shop. I was looking through some porn to inspire a fantasy so I could attempt to do a no touch edge. I imagined 2 dommes sitting at the table with me. the one next to me was fingering me under the table and both of them were degrading and making fun of me. stuff like how I’m a dirty slut for being this wet in public and for being fingered around other people. and how they’d fuck me and make me eat them out later. I had to stand up and do something and it annoyed me because I felt like I was close to the edge.whatever, I stood up and went back to my fantasy. I imagined them telling me that if I can edge right then and there then I’d be allowed to suck and be fucked by “master’s” cock. that got me to the edge. I felt my face get hot and I let out some quiet whines while my clit throbbed it’s way to an edge. this was fucking embarrassing, I got to the edge right there standing in front of other people. I was very subtly humping the air the whole time. it was so fucking fun and humiliating. it made me feel really fucking pathetic and slutty and stupid and I actually did a standing no touch edge and it was my first no touch edge in public ☺️it’s clearly been a week full of embarrassment but it’s not over yet. this is something small but it still turns me on and embarrasses me a little. my owner has been sending random r/askreddit posts just for me to look at buuuut i’ve been giving him answers to them because I tend to humiliate myself while answering. that’s all, I just really like it when he sends them to me ☺️ oh actually, one of the questions was what characters do you find weirdly attractive and one of my answers was Loki andddd that leads us to the next thing I wanna talk abouttoday I was begging him to cum and then he told me I shouldn’t want anything and then HE FUCKING QUOTED LOKI!!!!!!!!!! he said “The first and most oppressive lie ever uttered was the song of freedom.” and I fucking lost my shit!!!!!!!! I was thrown so off guard and I was so fucking turned on and I was just really fucking impressed with him. it inspired 3 desperately done edges….where I may or may not have imagined loki completely ruining me. whatever, the embarrassment was well worth it. I was sore and used up and very happy about it all. idk if he intended to turn me on so much but it drove me crazy, I loved it so much.there’s so much to thank my owner for. he’s too good to be true, no one could match how great he is. he deserves more thanks than I could give him. his devotion into turning me into the best possible slut is insurmountable. I’m a much better slut now then I was before, all thanks to him. I’m so extremely lucky to be trained by him ☺️. he gives me more than I deserve, I don’t do nearly enough for him. I need to be better for him, i’ll do better for him. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n
