Day 1 (again)

I accidentally came yesterday šŸ™ˆ didn’t realise how close I was and I’m so greedy I didn’t even ruin! Any punishment suggestions?Just put in my lovense on a pattern for 5 minutes before I go into a work meeting. When I come out I’ll edge again.I’m so disappointed in myself 😳 (in my previous post I mentioned that I can cum in seconds if I’m aroused enough so I need to build up a tolerance!) female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

New Edging Game – Get to 100 or face the consequences

I am playing a version of this game for this week and next week I’m going to up the stakes.100 edges every day for a week.Here is a list of punishments with x being every edge missed.-Slap ass x times -Slap inner thighs x times -Snap a rubber band on the soles of feet x times then immediately tickle the extra sensitive soles with feather for x seconds -Run feather between toes x times -Slow tap clit x times, no edging -Circle clit with makeup/paint brush without touching it for x seconds -Rest a single fingertip on clit for x seconds -Put toothpaste on clit, clamp lips open, and blow cold air (fan or cold setting on blow dryer) onto it for x minutes -Take x times 3 and ignore clit while edging or teasing for that many minutesEvery day x will be modified. 10 added second day, 20 on third, etc. On final day x is tripled.Leave more ideas or message me if you wanna play with me. 😘 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I was given a task and disobeyed so now I’m being punished with 3 days no touch.

I woke up middle of the night as usual horny as fuck. I texted my Master and asked to edge but told him I was midsleep so he let me use a vibrator on the lowest setting laying between the labia and touching the pussy plug I have in but also said no playing or edging and told me to rest some more and try to sleep. I decided to be a disobedient and greedy slave and played and edged when I was supposed to be sleeping. The vibration just made me wanna play. So my punishment was to take a dildo and stuff it in my pussy and fuck it with my wand on high and edge 3 times. It hurts so bad I couldn’t do it so he offered 3 days no touching and I’m on no touch now. I was in a competition with his other sub but she ghosted us yesterday. The competition was to edge as much as We can Saturday and Sunday. So now I have to find someone that can beat my record of 51 edges in 2 hrs. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

week 1 of juNO

if u want a more detailed post with all my personal rules and challenges + day to day updates pls check out the first post on my profile. in this post i’m going to summarize my thoughts from this first week.okay, so i’m currently on day 7 and i have actually realised one big thing my first week of being denied, ever.i’ve realised that i’m enjoying being denied more than cumming or ruining.on day 3 i came during sex, and while it felt great in the moment, it wasn’t worth it. afterwards i always feel disappointed and empty, and it’s been like that since before i started my denial, but even more so now. so even though i’m super horny and wet all the time, which is not ideal in all situations, (especially when i’m trying to sleep) i think this is much better in the long run than the short high and pleasure of cumming but then feeling like shit.a part of my punishment for cumming was orgasm torture, and i didn’t enjoy it. which is great in a way bc it was a punishment after all, but that’s when i realised that i actually don’t want to cum, ?ever? but maybe it’s too early for me to say on only day 7.i’ve also thought about if i should tell my bf about this or not. TBH, i’m super turned on by the fact that i have to fake my orgasms and deny myself in secret, but the question is if that’s realistic. i clearly couldn’t do it the first time, and i didn’t enjoy cumming either so why shouldn’t i tell him? but i’m not even sure if he would like to deny me bc he loves to see me cum. but if it turns out that he would like to deny me, i’m giving him complete control of my orgasms. while it’s a super hot thought, i don’t know if i’m ready for it yet. so for now, i think i won’t tell him and just take the punishment if i accidentally cum.please feel free to comment your thoughts or give me suggestions of punishments and challenges/rules/tasks. you can also message me. 🄰 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

30f learning to deny myself

I love cumming. Cumming makes my pussy feel so good and satisfied, makes my head fuzzy and helps me sleep well. It’s calming as it settles, and then the fun is over.I don’t want it to be over. The fun is, well, fun. It’s tingly, makes my head spin and my heart race. My hips buck and twitch as my pussy gets wetter against my vibe, making a bigger mess to clean up. I don’t wanna clean up messes, it’s such a hassle. But I can’t clean if I’m still rubbing…Cumming feels good. But rubbing feels incredible. Watching myself rub my pussy puts me in a nice little headspace where nothing else exists except my pussy. Watching myself rub harder, faster, making a wet mess of my sheets and legs is exciting but then pulling my hand away to watch my pussy and clit throb and ache for more touching drives me crazy.Slowly teasing my pussy and clit again, listening to how wet my pussy gets, feels sweeter than honey when I watch.Encourage me to rub, rubbing feels too good to stop. DMs are 21+ only, thank you. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

To cum or not to cum. I don’t know anymore.

Hello all, it is my first time posting here but I felt my post would fit nicely here. It is true story of how I came to agree being kept denied a little longer and me coming to terms with denial. Enjoy <3It had been 7 days of denial, edging, being kept in hypno chastity belt and intense frustration. This was the longest I had gone denied so far and even in this relatively short time I had learned a lot about myself and my body.I was suprised how needy and horny I could get. I understand now how some people might cry from the frustration of not being allowed to cum. It's not just a figure of speech. I have slowly gone from craving an orgasm to begging for permission to edge to touching my pussy being a privilege I often don't get. My Dom said that the next step is to make me beg for any stimulation at all. Sounds unbelievable to me that I would become that desperate of getting any little feeling in my pussy. But then again I probably shouldn't doubt her. I have already been proven wrong by her so many times.But all that aside as today was the day my denial was to finally end."So would you like to cum at the same time, with me? Would that be fun?" My Dom asked."Yes! I would love that so much!" I was so excited. This would be such a nice way to cum. Miss had been teasing me a lot with making me listen to her cum while I squirm. But now I'd get to cum with her, amazing."Hmm I wonder if you are desprate enough to cum. Show me your pussy."As I moved and opened my legs in front of my laptop I let out an annoyed whimper. How could she even suggest I wasn't desprate enough to cum? She had been playing with me every day making sure I was horny and frustrated. Always finding new ways to make moan from pleasure or from being denied it."Spread your lips with our hands. I want to see your clit properly."I did as she told me and laid back. I felt like my cheeks were red from having to show myself like this for Miss to inspect me."Awww it definitely looks swollen. Put one finger inside you, and out."I could feel how unbelievably wet I was. Suprising, considering I had not been allowed to touch much today, but I guess that's what being denied does to you."Yeah the thing is I am not sure what to do with you. I am conflicted if I should let you cum. Do you enjoy being denied?""Yeah" I had to admit I did enjoy it. We had talked about it a lot. How my opinion of denial has changed over time. Actually the most surprising thing in all of this was that I had learned to enjoy being denied. All the little perks. How quickly my pussy was wet when any little erotic thought came to my head. Warm up was so much quicker. How much better touching my pussy felt when I did get the permission. How owned and controlled I felt now that Miss was in charge of my sexuality. And how much fun it was being desperate slut."And touching yourself feels so much better when you are denied?""Yeah, a lot better" I admitted."Do you like being denied long term?" She asked.I hesitated. I had very mixed feelings. I honestly felt really mindfucked, I didn't know anymore what I wanted. Both mind and body were so confused if I wanted to cum or if being kept denied was what I actually wanted. I wanted both, but that obviously wasn't possible. Cumming felt so good, that's what I had been longing for the whole week, wasn't it? But on the other hand I had come this far already. What if cumming was a let down. Then I would have to start from day zero, and all of this frustration this week was for nothing. Which did I want more? I had no idea anymore. Well it was best in any case to answer as honestly as I can. "I mean, I, yeah""And would you like to cum?" She asked."Yes" I realized, how my answers weren't consistent, but honestly at this point I didn't care."It seems you don't know what you want. Let me ask again: do you like being denied long term?""Yeah""Go on then. Say the full sentence.""I like being denied long term." It was true even as conflicted I was, it was still how I truly felt."Again""I like being denied long term.""Good. Then it is decided. You getting to cum with me is cancelled. But instead you will be in chastity belt and listen to me cum."A wave of frustration hit me, or was it pleasure? Was it both? Had I just been played or did I just get what I wanted? What I did know was that I was enjoying this. Being toyed with, kept aroused to a point logical thinking becoming hard and my Miss deciding for me.Thank you for reading, comments are always appreciated. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: http://www.lovense.com/r/0zgdsg

Denial games and ideas

been horny and edging allll day long. looking for some denial games and challends to play or with others! open to any ideas to start some new denial..last orgasm was 2 days ago now. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n