The next day

Hello,I am really sorry for not posting for so long, even when I promised the post about what happened the next day after my last ADVENTURE. I prepared this post but then I went to a 3 week long holiday with my female friend under the tent. It was great and I did also some kinky stuff which was hard with my friend who don’t know anything. I made some rules for myself – I could bring only 3 pairs of panties for the whole holiday and I was allowed to wash twice each. So, I had a red thong with lace, black low panties and white classic panties with lace. I couldn’t have any orgasm but I had to reach 10 edges every Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. I will maybe make some post with more details. But now, enjoy the second day of my one month old adventure:As I wrote in the end of the last post, I had my pussy taped and I slept with my hands and feet tied. But the whole following day was marked by handcuffs and BDSM.Although I woke up a few times at night, I woke up relatively fresh. Only my shoulders and neck were a little sore as I slept on my side. As soon as I freed my hands, I started unwinding the tape from my legs, then breasts. Removing the tape from my pussy hurt as hell, I suffered a lot and I realized that it is not as perfectly shaved as I had hoped.I planned to clean my appartement completely, in the kinky way of course. I inserted a butt plug into my ass. I felt into submission again. Then I put a small turned off vibrator into my pussy which was really horny from the day before. I secured both with a chain. For being even more horny, I played a BDSM playlist on my comupter. I don’t have a maid’s uniform, so I put on black stockings with garter belt, black lace bra and high heels. I put a lot of make up on to make the impression of being a cleaning whore. Then I tied my legs about 50 cm apart with other chain, another shorter chain was between my hands – both were connected by another chain, so when I stood with my legs together I could raise my hands to the level of my chest. I looked at myself in the mirror and I had to put on a red ball gag. Then the impression was perfect and I went to make a breakfast.I’ve never enjoyed cleaning so much in my life. I proceeded slowly due to the chains. When I had to reach the higher shelves, I attached the chain to nipple clamps on my nipples instead of my handcuffs. It hurt a lot because the chain weighed something and when I moved, the chain moved twice. It was very humiliating to clean the whole apartment like this, especially thanks to the butt plug and gag, thanks to which I kept drooling on myself and on freshly wiped floor and then had to wipe it once more. When I finished for the fourth time, my egs ached from short steps on large heels. But I decided to make something for lunch still like this.After the lunch, I finally freed myself from chains and toys. I was tired but I wanted to continue so I tied myself into hogtie and watched 1 hour 30 long porn video about torturing submissive women. I didn’t rest. From the start, I felt like if anything touched my excited cunt even a little, it would explode. I was in the state just before orgasm practically the whole time. After the video I untied myself and went for another torture.I moved to the bathroom, prepared 2 candles and the spreader bar behind the ladder radiator and ropes attached to fixed points in the bathroom. Finally, I attached the handcuff key to the end of one of the candles and lit them both. I lay on my back on the floor, lifted my legs to the spreader bar and fixed them. I put two ropes – one from the left and one from the right and attached them to the clamps on my pussy lips so I spread my cunt a lot. Then I tied the ropes from nipple clamps on my nipples to a radiator somewhere above my head. During this time, the first drops of wax began to fall around my pussy. Finally, I locked my hands into handcuffs leading to the other corner of the bathroom.The position with legs spread above and a little behind my head was very humiliating and also painful due to clapms and also wax dripping into my spread cunt. I didn’ have a gag so I couldn’t bite into anything. The pain was terrible, every move hurt a lot. I saw the candles which were still big. I don’t know what is worse, if I am blindfolded and has no idea when the wax will fall on me, or if I can watch every drop fall and cause another pain. I think I would never last this pain without being incredibly horny.When the keys fell, my sore pussy was covered in wax. I put off all clamps. Due to the wax, my pussy was still a little more open. I liked it so I didn’t remove it and I sat on the chair, tied my legs to it wide open, tied hands to the table so I could write on the computer but I couldn’t reach my pussy under the table. This is how I wrote my last post about the adventure of day before. I put also clothes pins on my nipples. They ached a lot after I ended my horny writing.Finally, I decided that I deserve an orgasmafter this intense 2 day torture. I wanted to really enjoy it. I put off all wax with brush in huge pain. Then I chose the largest dildo and attached it at the correct height on the door. I took clothes pins and spread my pussy lips to maximum again. I attached another pins to my breasts. I knelt and put on a ball gag. Then I leaned forward and tied my hands behind my back. I backed down a little on my knees and I felt the clothespins on my chest rubbing painfully across the floor.When I felt the tip of the dildo on my cunt, I thought I had won, but even though I was very wet and excited, it took me a while to get it inside. Once there, it didn’t matter that it hurt me how big it was and it almost tore me from the inside. I didn’t care that with the fucking, the clothespins stretched my breasts really painfully. All I thought about was an orgasm. When I reached the orgasm, I shaked senselessly. The pain only brought me more and more pleasure. When I finally calmed down, I was disappointed that I decided to allow myself only one orgasm.I untied myself and tired, happy but still a little horny I took a bath and then went sleep. My pussy and breasts hurt even after a few days. It was really crazy adventure.And it was also last time I reached an orgasm, so it is now more than a month. So, I am very horny and desperate to orgasm. I think that soon I will have to realize some new plans for being allowed to orgasm.Hope you enjoyed this reading,Lucka female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

deny me please?

i love the idea of the denial and have done it in the past but looking to try it more now! please love soe ideas or to talke with some people or be denied female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

[F19] Week of edging, denial, and keeping my ass plugged

I’ve got a week to myself again and hoping to try denying myself until Friday this week! My goal is to try to keep my ass plugged more frequently and keep myself horny throughout the day without eating too much into my day at the same time. I’ve been really bad about some of my past denials where I’ll ruin and then give up. This time around, I want to be more serious about not giving my pussy the satisfaction of an orgasm until Friday.Just looking for some tasks and stuff to do to ensure I stay plugged and remain a good denial slut by being constantly horny. I’ll probably start plugging my ass in a couple hours once some comments come in. I won’t be doing much besides sleeping and playing ffxiv with my online friends, so if you want to try to cater tasks to that, feel free!I look forward to seeing what suggestions you guys leave ;)Note: please stick to the comments. I’ll ignore and probably block all DMs and messages. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

JuNo Day Five

So I’m a little blurry but somewhat focused enough to journal my thoughts. Today was nip torture day, so nothing went into my pussy or ass. I started off with teasing my nipples to a point before starting with nipple clamps that are able to connect to weights. For the couple hours I was awake this morning, I wore those underneath my pj shirt while I made breakfast for me and my roommate. Which I promptly took off and only wore booty shorts (no panties) for the rest of the day.Then as I cleaned my apartment, I added weights to the nipple clamps, after cleaning up the apartment, I took off the nipple clamps and gave my nipples 35mins of gentle rubbing and teasing before putting on clothespins while making dinner. Once my roommate was back, I put on a hoodie and continue to wear the clothespins until after dinner. This entire day was also while listening to orgasm denial hypnosis that made me hump and grind against multiple objects and making me all dizzy and fuzzy.I will continue to do no touching after dinner and I can keep my pussy throbbing. And as I seeing some old friends tomorrow who do know about me doing JuNo, I know I’m going to be dripping wet tomorrow. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I came without permission

My log for yesterday’s denial got interrupted by life, but this is what I was able to do for sir.My tasks were to make slips of paper of different positions and put them in a container, and make slips with different locations in my room and put those in a different container. Every 20-30 minutes I was to pick a piece of paper out of each, and flip a coin. If it was heads I was to use my dildo in that position and location on my mouth for 3 minutes, and if it was tails I was to fuck my pussy. After I was to use my makeup brush on each nipple and then my clit for 2 minutes each.1: tails, on my back with my legs spread on the end of my bed.I haven’t had my pussy fucked in almost 2 months so as soon as I started, my brain turned to mush. It was so tight that I could feel every little detail of my dildo rubbing inside me. I don’t usually cum from penetration and if I do it’s from an intense vibration for quite a while, but I got so insanely close to edging in just those three minutes and my pussy is still drooling from it. Brushing my nipples right after and not being able to touch myself while doing it was next to torture. I couldn’t stop wishing somebody was fucking me while pinching my nipples but I think I might actually have came if they were. Brushing my clit for two minutes felt unreal, I really do think it’s my new favourite. It was so so hard to stop though, I wanted to cum so badly but I knew I wasn’t allowed to keep playing. I can’t wait until I get to fuck myself again. I hope I flip tails again! 😁2: tails, on my hands and knees on the floor at the end of my bedI was really excited that I got to fill my pussy again! But on my hands and knees it got kind of hard to keep fucking myself and I mostly ended up frustrated because I wanted it to feel so good and I couldn’t hit the right spots. I think that just made me needier though so it was actually maybe good after how much I lived fucking my pussy the first round. I thought I turned the timer on when I went to brush my second nipple but I must have missed. I ended up just counting though and I think I still made it right around the 2 minute mark. The whole time I was brushing my nipples, my clit was throbbing because I knew I got to brush it next. I pulled the clit good back all the way this time and it ended up hurting just a little to brush because of the overstimulation directly on my clit, but I loved every second of it. At one point I started to say, “I want to cum so bad” but I realized and instead quickly stopped and changed it to, “I’m not allowed to cum”. I really enjoy saying that, actually 😁 I really didn’t want to stop brushing my clit when the timer went off, 2 minutes never feels like enough. I tried to edge but there wasn’t enough time. That’s okay for now though because this slutty kitty is still learning how to control her orgasms for sir.Reward: Sir said I was being so good that I got a reward! I was to sit in from of my mirror with my legs spread and put one finger on my bare clit, then run that finger in circles around my exposed clit for one minute. I really really didn’t want to stop playing with my clit. This is the longest I’ve gone without playing with it, so it was really hard to pull away but I made sure I did. It definitely made me want so so so much more though. Is this all I’m going to think about from now on? It certainly feels so, and I really love it.3: tails, sitting with my feet together and my knees apart on the floor in front of my door.Oh my god that was the perfect angle for hitting my gspot. I could have fucked myself like that for an hour. I almost got carried away and reached down to rub my clit while I was fucking my self with the dildo but stopped myself. Brushing my clit was about the same as before but I didn’t even come close to edging which I hope is an improvement. I wish I could have that feeling though, I miss it. That just makes me so much more desperate though which I love.4: heads, on hands and knees pushed up against my door.I love having a cock stuffed down my throat and filling my mouth and this was no different, it made my pussy so wet thinking about it being sir’s cock. I was sad I didn’t get to stuff my pussy again but it made me really needy to ignore it this time.Reward: Sir gave me another treat! I was to sit in front of my mirror with my legs spread and run my dildo up along my slit the tap it against my clit 10 times. Then I got another minute to use the head of my dildo to play with my clit. It felt so good! I love playing with my clit so much, and it felt amazing thinking of a cock rubbing against my pussy! I even begged sir to be able to do it again! He said that I had to earn it so I had to pay hanging off my bed and spank each of my ass cheeks and say that I was a drippy slutty kitty 10 times to earn it. I did and sir surprised me by doubling my reward! Tapping my clitty with the dildo made me so squirmy because it was achy already. When I got my 2 minutes to play with my clit, I edged almost right away but I pulled back so I wouldn’t cum because I wasn’t allowed. I kept playing and started to edge again, but I was too late and I came 😖 I told sir and he gave me a spanking punishment.I think it’ll be a lot longer until sir gives me permission to cum now, but I was a bad girl so I don’t deserve to cum yet. Hopefully I can make him proud this time and not cum! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

weekly report for my master (day 211 into my new life of being denied ☺️)

in this week’s edition of my report you can read about an edging marathon with nearly 200 edges in one day, find a new voice recording I posted, amuse yourself with a risky edge I did andddd it wouldn’t really be complete without a couple punishments. hope you enjoy ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)after literal months of being limited to only 3 or 4 edges a day, I was given an opportunity to edge as many times as I could in a day. the most I’ve done before was 100 edges for my 100th day of being denied. I tried to bargain my way into something from him the day before by saying I’d do 160 edges but honestly I didn’t think I’d get there, I didn’t even think I’d make it to 100. but the day came and I completely surprised myself by doing 190 edges!!!!that day was a quite the journey, but honestly I was so out of it I don’t remember much of it. I probably spent like more than 8 hours (on and off, obviously) of that day rubbing my clit and pounding away at my holes. repeatedly getting right to the edge and then pulling away, it was torture. I didn’t want to cum though, I loved the frustration of denying myself so many times. I did want a “release”, which I think is different than wanting an orgasm. edging that many times took a toll on my body. I was so fucking sore, like everything was sore, my stomach and legs started cramping up near the end of the day. and there was this constant pressure on my clit that was just begging for release I couldn’t have.my 100th edge was done by just sucking on my dildo and I was very happy with that choice because my no touch edges get me way more horny and worked up than normal edges so I was ready for more right after that (even though I told him I was done for the day since I got to 100) I spent the last hour of the day with the vibrator on my clit so I could push out as many edges as I could. I was already absolutely ruined before that but that just solidified it. my brain had been leaking out of my cunt all day. I was nothing but a mindless object, edging myself over and over, with my head getting more and more empty. lol, so clearly I had a lot of fun that day. I was a dumb, wet, broken, used up whore by the end of the day ☺️ how could it not have been funthe next day I told him about how sore I was, especially my holes and my clit (which still kinda hurts to touch today 🥴) buuut also my right arm, which did a lot of work that day. with that information he told me to go the rest of the week doing my edges with my left hand. that hand is so useless, like it feels like I’m doing the same movements as my right hand but my clit isn’t responding the same way. I have to work so much harder to edge with it and it’s annoyingthat rule was quickly broken, but by accident. I got horny and forgot about it and just started edging. I did 3 edges with my right hand so he had me tie it behind my back for 40 minutes. I had to tie it in a weird way so that I could just have one arm back there and tying it up that way made my wrist and shoulder hurt sooo that arm really was useless after that punishment. it was fine after stretching it out but the slight ache reminded me not to use that arm.apparently that wasn’t enough punishment for me that day because later I told him I wanna imagine him gagging on his fingers, that’s didn’t immediately get me a punishment. he doesn’t like to give me punishments when I’m fishing for them, he likes to make me wait and “surprise” me with them. that didn’t stop me from trying to get one, I kept pushing and bratting until I told him to stop acting like a little bitch and yell at me or at least tell me to shut up…..I got what I wanted. he told me to shut up but he also said to “shut” all my holes for the rest of the week. I wasn’t allowed to fuck any of my holes 😭 yeahhhh, right after that I was asking him if I could gag on my fingers 🙃 this punishment is unnecessarily mean, I love fucking my holes. most of my edges have been done by grinding on things cuz of this and only being allowed to use my left hand.speaking of my love for fucking my holes, I recorded an audio last night while doing a task my owner gave me. he had me give my dildo a handjob with my left hand for 30 minutes. again, I’m not allowed to have it in any of my holes but last night I would’ve killed to have it in my mouth. it was right fucking there, all up in my face, tempting me to lick it. I’m embarrassed and very turned on to say that a silicone dildo had me so entranced and captivated. I felt like I was going mad with the need to have down my throat. I really thought it would be a boring little task but it literally got me to the edge without touching myself at all. just imagining the possibility of having the dildo in my holes while having it in my hand proved to be too much for me. I’m very happy with this discovery, because now I really feel like I exist to serve cocks and please other people.I was hit really hard with the need to be humiliated and degraded this week and I made sure master knew about it. we spent a majority of that day talking about all the ways I want to be humiliated. admitting all that stuff is sort of embarrassing so I was happily telling him everything I could think of. I’m just mentioning this because it got me really fucking horny and cuz it made him give me a task. when I go out I have to try to use “Sir” and “Ma’am” when i’m talking to people. fingers crossed cuz I’m hoping it’ll make me feel inferior and embarrassed.my friends came over this week and the day before he told me to “amuse him”. I’m ngl, the lack of instruction makes me worry a little but I was happy to have an opportunity to entertain him some more. oh let me mention one thing before I get into what I did. I got on my knees to do something and wow, it really turned me on and made me feel inferior to be looking up at my friends from that position.ok soooo what I did that day was do an edge while with them. not in the bathroom away from them, not just in the same room as them but on the same couch we were sitting on together 🥴 there was a blanket covering us and at first I tried to do a no touch edge so I’d reduce the risk of being caught but it wasn’t working at all. I had to slip my hand I hadn’t been wearing panties so it wasn’t that hard buuut getting to the edge with my left hand while surrounded by my friends was.I had to let a fantasy play out in my head while rubbing my clit so I could get to the edge. I imagined my owner walking me into a room, with a collar and leash on all fours and my friends are in the room. then he would give me commands to do and at first they’d think I’m a disgusting whore for blindly debasing myself for you but then they start to get into it. I imagined it ruining/changing the relationship with my friends. the fantasy jumps into the future where now they blackmail and take advantage of me and use me for their own entertainment whenever they want. anywaysssss, the thought of my friends losing all respect for me and humiliating me whenever they want helped get me to the edge right there next to them without them even noticing it.I didn’t feel like writing my report today. well, no, I just spent a good chunk of the day playing monopoly and I told master that monopoly was more important than my reports and that got me in trouble. we kinda went back and forth on the punishment a little bit and because of that I told him I wouldn’t write my report until he admitted that I “won” (I didn’t win shit, I was just being a bitch) for that he made me set up a clothespins zipper from my tits to my cunt and tie something heavy to the top and and drop it so it would be ripped off. I have new clothespins that really fucking hurt so all the anticipation and fear before dropping it almost killed me but when it happened it wasn’t bad. it was just a sudden shock of pain. I didn’t feel punished enough so I did it again with more clothespins and that time really hurt. honestly, I told him I didn’t start it but I had already started my report earlier in the morning so this whole thing could’ve been avoided but I did kind of need motivation to continue writing it.uhmmm I think that’s it for this report except for where I thank my owner ofc. big thing here, I wanna thank him for pushing me to complete 190 edges. the day before he said I could do more than 150 and I almost died at the idea of doing that many. anddd I wanna thank him for dealing with all the complaining and whining I did that day because I’m sure it was a lot. obviously a huge thank you for all the training he’s given me. with his training i’ve become the most desperate pathetic version of myself and I’m eternally grateful for it, thank you master ☺️ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n