I’m still new to these things. I’ve always felt I miss something from my sexual life. But then.. I’ve met him online, we have been just casually chatting knowing each other from an online game. One time BDSM came to topic. Since I could’ve never talked about it with anyone, I jumped on the opportunity to know more about it. Turned out that he is a Dom. We talked more and more, he saw that I’m open for it, so he started to corrupt me, give me tasks, rewards if I make them, punishments if I fail.Honestly, I was overjoyed. He made me wetter only with his words than anyone else before with touching me. He guided me, taught me what’s edging and ruining.Eventually I gave him the right of my orgasms.I was denied for 2 weeks when I finally gathered my courage and bought my first toy. He promised me if I do, he will let me have an orgasm using it. I did my part, I was so excited, but then he said I can’t have an orgasm anyway.. First I wanted to cry, I was so frustrated.But then, over Christmas break, I had the most wonderful time of my sex life in my entire life. Several ruins and edges daily. I became really desperate. We came up with the idea that I won’t have an orgasm for 150 days.My last orgasm was on 18th November.Yet.. when the 150th day came we found out that I’ll be too busy that day so I won’t have time to have my orgasm. I made a joke that we should wait for another nice number, like half a year then. He took it serious. I begged that it was a joke only, but he insisted that “you said it yourself”. So now I’m supposed to have my next orgasm on 20th of May. Better learn to close my big mouth. Plus 32 days is my punishment. To be honest, I’m a bit afraid of that day.I’m somehow happy that we postponed my orgasm-day, cuz I’m afraid I won’t be able to have it. I got so addicted to edging and ruining. Maybe I won’t be able to keep going and I’ll ruin my orgasms out of habit on that day too..? That would be frustrating, cuz I’m really desperate to have an orgasm by now.. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: http://bit.ly/1UWn54n