An update on being an owned and controlled pussy since the start of the year. I’ve been a very busy, slutty bee.

A *LOT* has happened.At first I was edging almost too much whenever I got a chance bc I knew I had free reign to play with myself. It didn’t take long before I was begging and wanting and needy. But I loved it, as did my owner.On the 4th he instructed that I had to edge a minimum of 3 times a day, sending him one video of me edging, with the continuance of being able to play and edge as much as I liked, so long as I hit the minimum amount. Again, it only made things worse for me, bc it only made me want to edge more. I broke out the lovense remote vibe and found playmates online to torture me. I also frequently found people, predominantly men, online to sext and help them get off while I could not. This greatly pleased my Owner, seeing how slutty I was getting, and how willing I was to torture my pussy. I found a few playmates who are regulars and now there isn’t a minute in the day when I couldn’t ask someone to edge me as much as they desire, no matter how much I protest. Bc I really do absolutely love how good it feels not to give in. It would feel so completely less rewarding to give in, and even worse to disappoint.3 days went by and on the 7th…I did something I never thought I would do. I’m typically shy, lack quite a bit of confidence, ask me last month if I wanted to hang out with you and I would have declined in typical introverted fashion. But seemingly without even thinking about it, I made a tinder account. Just like that, I was putting myself out there when just a week before, I didn’t want anyone to notice me. I was turning into a slut, but honestly, a slut I had always wanted to be. Like I finally had the right encouragement to let this sluttier side of me out of the closet lol. And even though I was a little nervous, I was and still am sincerely loving how orgasm denial has just…kind of rewired me a little bit.Within a day I had a ton of matches, a fair amount of replies, and by the next night I met up with someone. Got a hotel room, had a little introverted party of two with some take out and beers, and for the rest of the night had a very good time sucking his cock for 20 minutes, which I have to add here I was able to deep throat and be face fucked and that is entirely new to me, and I was SO HAPPY I could take his dick down to the point of my nose hitting his stomach. Love. LOVE. Eventually he pushed me back and on my stomach, aggressively took my pants down half way and when he felt how wet I was I do believe he lost all reason bc he went straight in with no condom. Which is exactly what I wanted. I asked him before we met up if he liked risky cream pies as I’m not on birth control. He said he was nervous about it but didn’t exactly say no. I guess my pussy was good enough to make him go against his better judgement, bc god damn he got wild and came in me hard and deep. I did reassure him that if anything happened, I wouldn’t keep it. That I’m doing my own kind of birth control without actually taking it, but that it was still a risk, so if anything does happen, he still has nothing to worry about. And as for not cumming, well it’s not entirely super easy for me to cum vaginally, and I made it clear with my actions that it was about his pleasure and him cumming, so it was relatively easy to resist cumming while fucking. If he ate me out it would have been an entirely different story, so we shall see how well I do when I run into someone who loves eating peaches.I feel the need to start wrapping this up as it seems long, but since that first hook up, I’ve got at least a handful of guys lined up, and I even got unicorn hunted by a couple lol which I am by no means against, and I’m really looking forward to it! All bc of orgasm denial keeping me on the edge, keeping me in this constant state of want and need, and learning to genuinely love being something meant to give pleasure to others, while I am denied. And I’ll be honest, I’ve always been this way, just…more of a library slut. You had to check me out in order to find out just how slutty I am when I’m fucking. But now it’s helping me be brave enough to let that side of me be way more present in my life. I used to think that women saying being a cock sleeve was so degrading…and yet now I find myself really loving giving pleasure while I am denied. I’m an orgasm denial, edge loving, and complete and total slut, and my Owner couldn’t be more happy with how quickly I am becoming his well trained little cock sleeve.Update again in a couple more weeks <3 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: http://www.lovense.com/r/0zgdsg

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