19 days and counting…here’s how my latest edging session went…

Yesterday I didn’t complete a task I should have done. I owned up and apologised without making excuses (which I usually do ha). Therefore I had a bit of a more difficult task set for me tonight. I had to edge six times, send him 6 pieces of poem that I used to help me, but also I had to slap my pussy after every edge. Now the longest I’ve gone before this without an orgasm is 11 days. I’m currently on 19 days. NINETEEN DAYS GUYS! I think this is actually the longest I’ve ever gone without an orgasm, regardless of having a guy on the scene or not I’ve always been an active masterbater and often make myself cum a couple of times a day! Safe to say this is absolute torture for me. He hasn’t let me touch in a few days either which is also very difficult, especially the other day where I was allowed to touch around my pussy but not directly on it. Anyway, safe to say that edge no 1 didn’t take too long. Consequently, 2,3,4,5 and 6 got quicker as time went by and I got more and more wet. The slaps in between did sting a little to begin with then more so as my poor aching clit protruded further and further out in the hope of being played with and then got slapped. I sent him a series of snap chats with each slap and asked him not to look till the end. I think he enjoyed it and I enjoyed making them, but also partly made them so that I couldn’t pussy out on the slaps. I still got told I was a little soft but I think I did okay considering I’m not great at inflicting pain on myself! So here I am, watching all this hot as fuck porn and edging my aching clit over and over. I can feel my wetness dripping down to my ass, and before long my fingers are slipping all over the place. I know he loves it the wetter I get, so the more excited it makes me and I’m soon in a puddle.During the six edges, I swing between being soo happy and relieved that I’m allowed to play with my lovely sensitive clit, to being extremely frustrated that I have to stop as soon as I reach the point of almost cumming. My legs feel tight with the effort of holding off my orgasm just because I want to keep rubbing. Is elated frustration a thing? If so, that was me about half an hour ago. Edge 1 and 2 weren’t too bad, but as the time went on, I found some pretty hot porn. In particular what turns me on is watching people do the things we do. One I watched was just a short gyf but it was a position I adore and I closed my eyes and imagined being under him, his cock sliding in and out of me gently as he pins me down. (Oh I’m getting wet again, but out of edges – boo!) The last one I watched was very sensual and slow to begin with and had a real build up so I held off my edge a bit and really slowed down rubbing my clit to enjoy it. I got so close I was very tempted to go over. The only thing stopping me was the worry that he’d make me wait longer next time or punish me worse than last time! I obediently marked off my edges with some lipstick on one of my tits as instructed and found myself disappointed after each one that I still hadn’t cum even though I knew I wasn’t allowed. By the end of the six edges then slaps (I did an extra slap for luck for him too) my clit was sore, sensitive and swollen. Apparently that’s exactly how my clit that belongs to him is supposed to be! Not sure how to attach pics to a long post so I will post it separately and link them. If you got to the end of this writing then thanks for sticking with me. It can’t possibly have been as painful as 19 days with no orgasm though. Anyone care to tell him that I’m a good girl and I deserve to cum? Anyone? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n